Yucca Al'Sahra and Levthgar Yorvasch
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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar Yorvasch
Two people from opposite ends of the world's underclass
Viera ✦ MercenaryYucca Al'SahraThe Hare of the Desert. Thief, healer, the most sociable person in the room and the most dangerous one too.View Profile ↗
Hrothgar ✦ GunnerLevthgar YorvaschPrecise, unhurried, a body that has made its peace with large things that could kill it. Brute force when required.View Profile ↗
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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar Yorvasch
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We are independent contractors. We hold no allegiance to any guild, faction, or government body. Once a contract is accepted, it will be completed.

We do not kill innocents. We do not take contracts against people who cannot defend themselves. We do not steal from those who cannot afford the loss. These are not negotiable terms. They are the terms under which we work, and if they are a problem, we are not the right people for your job.

Everything else is a conversation.

Combat & EliminationTargeted removal of threats, creature hunting, field combat support. Lethal or non-lethal on request. We have handled things considerably larger and less reasonable than your problem.
👁Escort & ProtectionPersons, cargo, information. Short or long distance. Discrete. We have crossed most of the known world on foot and found creative solutions to every problem it presented.
🔑Retrieval & InfiltrationObjects, people, documents. Getting into places not designed to be entered is a specific skill set. So is leaving without being noticed. Both are available.
InvestigationDisappearances, missing cargo, questions that have not been answered by the people who were supposed to answer them. We ask different questions.
Maritime & Remote ContractsOpen water, deep desert, high mountain, Far Eastern routes. We have experience with difficult terrain and the things that live in it. Distance is not a disqualifier.
Negotiation & MediationSometimes the solution is not a sword. Sometimes it is the right conversation held in the right room with the right leverage. This is also a service we provide.
Spiritual Threat ContainmentSpecialized Service ✦ Preternatural & Voidsent
Not all threats are mortal. Some contracts require a different kind of expertise, one that accounts for things that do not respond to conventional force, that exist outside the normal boundaries of the living world, or that have been allowed to accumulate long enough to become a serious structural problem.

Yucca carries a particular sensitivity to the weight of things that have crossed between states of being, a consequence of her own nature that makes her unusually useful in this kind of work. She can read the presence of malevolent aether, sense disturbances in the boundary between the living and the dead, and has dealt directly with entities that most hunters would not survive long enough to study. Lev provides the force multiplier that ensures these encounters end on our terms.

We have handled cases ranging from straightforward exorcisms to open-water yokai of significant size. We do not frighten easily and we do not leave unfinished work.
YokaiJinVoidsentPrimal ResidueCursed LocationsMalevolent AetherBlood OathsGhosts & RemnantsSea SpiritsDesert Entities
Yucca Al'SahraViera ✦ Field Operative ✦ Alchemist
Close-quarters dagger combat, fast and precise, built for tight spaces and faster exits
Poison application and preparation, contact and ingested variants for field use
Basic field alchemy: wound-treatment potions and antidotes sourced from desert and Thanalan flora
Infiltration and extraction, high-difficulty access without detection
Passive detection of mortality and aetheric disturbance in proximity
Negotiation, social navigation, information acquisition in hostile environments
Feral transformation under extreme conditions: enhanced tracking, speed, and threat response
Levthgar YorvaschHrothgar ✦ Gunbreaker ✦ Heavy Combat
Gunbreaker discipline: precision fire, close-range suppression, defensive positioning
Sustained engagement against large-scale and supernatural targets
Structural threat assessment and tactical priority sequencing under pressure
Aquatic and maritime combat capability, extended submersion tolerance
Calm functional capacity in conditions that degrade most combatants
Weapons maintenance, field repair, and equipment adaptation on contract
Completed ContractsA record of past work, available on request
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Completed Contracts
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The following represents a partial record of concluded contracts. Not all work we undertake results in a report. Some clients prefer discretion. Some jobs do not have names that can be written down. What is listed here has been cleared for disclosure by the relevant parties.
61,000 Gil and a Chicken ✦ Onnen no Niwatori Containment
Concluded
A resentful poultry spirit manifesting near Hamasaki farmland in Hingashi, carrying the accumulated resentment of generations of mistreated livestock. Target was confirmed spiritual class, considerably larger than the bounty card illustration suggested. Six countermeasures deployed. One worked. Resolution achieved via spiritual acknowledgment rather than conventional force. Trophy collected. Bonus livestock warding charm also collected. The contract had been sitting on the board for two weeks. This is now understood.
That's Definitely Not a Fish ✦ Limsa Lominsa Harbor Investigation
Concluded
Investigation into strange occurrences surrounding the Limsa Lominsan Fish-a-thon revealed the source to be Fae in origin rather than anything mundane. The deformed creatures appearing throughout the harbor were Silkies playing pranks on fishermen, led by a self-proclaimed King who directed us toward a larger problem: a spurned Queen threatening to flood Limsa should her pet, the Moonlit Serpent, be caught and butchered during the festival. Working alongside the esteemed Professor Theodore Dorsch, the team tracked the Queen, prevented the flooding of Moraby Drydocks, and concluded the threat by dethroning the Queen and slaying the Moonlit Serpent before the festival resumed. The Fish-a-thon continued unimpeded. One fewer catch than anticipated.
Umibōzu 海堅主 ✦ Sea-Bound Yokai Containment
Concluded
A massive sea-bound yokai had been destroying shipping vessels along the southeastern Shirogane coast for three weeks prior to our engagement. Two ships lost, four sailors dead, no other contracted parties willing to take the job. The target was confirmed voidal-adjacent, shadow-class, with reported dimensions exceeding the length of a mid-sized trading vessel. Contract fulfilled on day ten. The route has since reopened.
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Their Writings

A small collection of stories

// author's note

Yucca's writer is Brazilian and her native language is Portuguese. All stories are written in PT-BR and translated using tools such as DeepL and Grok to get as close as possible to the intended tone and meaning. All content is entirely original. AI tools are used solely for translation, never for creation.

sfwContraband Coming HomeApr 08, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Thanalan  ✦  a noble's caravan, eight guards, one bad investment, and two people who disagree with the SyndicatesfwA Shot in the Dark (Or Three Barrels Trying)Apr 07, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Points Hope  ✦  training, bad aim, and the diplomatic silence of a very large hrothgarsfw61,000 Gil and a ChickenMar 30, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Yanxia  ✦  a spectral rooster, six countermeasures, and residual effectssfwEvolutionMar 25, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Ul'dah  ✦  four targets, one morning, and what the sand court becomessfwThe Weight of a NameMar 23, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Ul'dah  ✦  grief, seven days, and a name that was always herssfwHer City, AfterMar 19, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Ul'dah  ✦  a terrace, a market, and Lev buying dinnersfwThe Weight of Ul'dahMar 19, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Ul'dah  ✦  a girl, a merchant, and Zahira with a sandalsfwWhat the Desert KeepsMar 17, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Ul'dah  ✦  before the full moon, and everything afternsfwBésameMar 16, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Kugane  ✦  what is said in steam, and what is notloreThe Debt the Desert KeptMar 16, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Origin  ✦  on what the sand holds, and what it gives backloreThe Weight of SandMar 15, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  On the nature of the HakarisfwThe Calm Before the WaveMar 14, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Contract: Umibōzu  ✦  10 dayssfwSmall Debts and Smaller BoatsMar 12, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Kugane  ✦  a market, a boy, a very large squidnsfwThe Warmest WaterMar 12, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Kugane  ✦  a cave, a pool, and some maintenancensfwClose to the HeavensMar 11, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Kugane  ✦  the suite, the ceiling, pancakessfwThe Long Way to KuganeMar 10, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Limsa to Kugane  ✦  a contract, a crossing, a letternsfwThe Apartment Can WaitMar 10, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Ul'dah  ✦  the changing room and some honest reasoningsfwWhat comes next?Feb 19, 2026  ✦  by Yucca  ✦  Ul'dah  ✦  Pearl Lane, three days later
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Hunter's Guild ◆ Far Eastern Contracts
Umibōzu 海堅主
SEA-BOUND YOKAI // ACTIVE CONTRACT

★★★★
100,000 gil

Open waters southeast of Shirogane, near shipwreck reefs

Seawater & residue collected in a warded vessel

Several fishing vessels have vanished off the southeastern coast of Shirogane. Survivors report a massive, shadowy figure rising from the sea in the shape of a priest-like head and shoulders. Seen only at night during calm seas. The winds fall silent before it surfaces.

Bonus: A weather-charmer from Shirogane's lighthouse wardens for safer passage. Take what you need before departure. The sea does not warn twice.
A Contract in Ten Days
The Calm Before the Wave
being the full account of the Umibōzu affair, as witnessed by no one sensible

The contract had been on the board for tooo long before Yucca took it down. Two weeks was long. Long enough that the other hunters had looked at it, calculated the sea, the distance, the creature's reported size relative to any boat a person could reasonably afford, and decided that a hundred thousand gil was not, in fact, that compelling a number.

Yucca had looked at it, calculated the same things, and told Lev they were going to hunt a Yokai.

Lev had not asked why. He was learning not to ask why, with her. The answer was always either obvious or unsatisfying, and either way you ended up on a ship to somewhere cold regardless.

This is the account of what followed. It contains, in no particular order: three sacks of salt, one very regrettable temple negotiation, a Hrothgar in a structurally compromised shirt, and two yokai who had been waiting a very long time to be found by the right kind of people.

Begin where the sea does. At the dock, before the storm, when the water is still.

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Day I & IIWhat the Sea Remembers

The docks of Shirogane smelled like salt and old rope and the specific kind of resignation that came with a life spent watching the horizon for things that might eat you.

Yucca had noticed early on that people in the Far East told stories differently. In Ul'dah, rumors arrived fast and loud, elbowing their way through tavern crowds like merchants cutting in line. Here, a story was offered the way you'd offer tea. With both hands, in the right order, with a pause before the worst part.

The fisherman they found on the second pier was seventy if he was a day. He had the sort of face that looked like it had decided on an expression many decades ago and committed to it fully. He didn't seem alarmed by two hunters sitting across from him with a bounty paper. One of them was a woman with desert-dark eyes. The other was a Hrothgar large enough to block out the afternoon sun. Neither of these facts troubled him particularly.

Yucca spread the contract on the dock planks between them. "Umibōzu." She tapped the paper once. "What do you know?"

The man looked at the paper. Then at her. Then at Lev, whose ears had swiveled slightly in that way they did when he was paying close attention but preferred to look like he wasn't.

"My grandfather saw it." He went back to mending his net without any particular urgency. "His grandfather before him. Now it's here again."

Lev kept his voice even. "The missing ships. How many in the last moon?"

"Four. One made it back." The old man's hands didn't stop moving through the net. "One man on that boat. He wasn't speaking much when they found him. He's speaking less now."

"Can we talk to him?"

A pause. A long one.

"He doesn't sleep with a roof anymore." The fisherman didn't look up. "Says the ceiling is too low. That it presses down."

Yucca wrote nothing in her notes. She remembered it instead.

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By the second day they had spoken to eleven people. A net-repair woman who burned incense at the shoreline every morning and would not say why. Two young dockworkers who had seen something from the lighthouse seawall three weeks ago and described it in the halting way people described dreams they were afraid to repeat. A grandmother who served them tea and rice cakes and explained, with great calm, that the Umibōzu did not come for the wicked or the righteous, but for the arrogant. Those who forgot that the sea was not theirs. That they were only guests, and poor-mannered ones at that.

Yucca chewed on that for a moment. "That's a lot of dead fishermen accused of bad manners."

Lev walked beside her toward the inn. "She's probably not wrong, though."

"That's not comforting."

"It wasn't meant to be."

Yucca glanced up at him. The evening light off the water made his silver-grey fur look almost luminous. She looked away before that observation could go anywhere useful.

"The eyes." She said it more to herself than him. "Everyone mentioned the eyes. White and glowing. No pupils. Just light, like lanterns behind cloth."

"And the silence." Lev's pace didn't change. "Before it surfaces, the wind stops."

"We'll need something to know when it's coming before it arrives." She chewed the end of her pen. "And the bullets need blessing before we take them near that thing. Which means we need the bullets first." She looked at him sideways. "You said you could make them."

"I said I could try."

"Lev."

"I can make them." A pause. "I've done it before."

She didn't ask when. She was learning to leave some doors closed.

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Day IIISilver and Patience

Lev worked at the small table in the corner of his room with the focused quiet of someone who had learned that precision was not a talent but a discipline practiced long enough to feel like one.

The silver had cost them both from their share of the last job. Not an insignificant amount. Yucca had not complained, which was itself an event worth noting in a ledger somewhere. She sat cross-legged on the window seat with her boots off, reading a folded paper she'd gotten from one of the dockworkers, watching him work without pretending she wasn't.

He poured, cooled, examined. Discarded two. Started again. She didn't ask why he discarded them. He didn't explain. The room was warm and smelled of hot metal and the faint sea wind coming through the window crack, and the afternoon went slowly in the particular way good ones sometimes did.

"What's the symbol?" She had been watching him pick up the small carving tool.

"Old Doman." He turned the bullet carefully in his fingers. "A warding seal. One of the lighthouse wardens drew it for me this morning while you were arguing with the tea vendor."

"I wasn't arguing. I was negotiating."

"You made him cry."

"He gave me a very good price."

The carving took longer than the casting. He worked each bullet with the same attention, the same slight furrow between his brows, the same steadiness of hand. Three lines, a curve, a vertical stroke, a closing mark. She watched him do the first two from across the room and then, without quite meaning to, drifted over and stood at his shoulder.

Up close, the marks were surprisingly delicate for a hand that size.

"Does it hurt?" She was looking at the bullet. "Carving it."

He looked at her. A small look, just a glance, but he'd turned his head enough that she was suddenly very aware of how close she was standing. She didn't step back.

"The metal or me?"

"Either."

"No." He went back to the bullet in his hand. "The metal doesn't know what it's being made into. That's the point. It has no intention. The seal gives it one."

She watched him work the third bullet in silence.

"Will you teach me to shoot?"

The question came out flat and simple, which was the only way she knew how to ask for things she actually wanted. He didn't laugh. He didn't pause too long either.

"Someday." A beat. "Maybe."

It was not a yes. It was also not a no. From Lev, she had learned, that was a very specific kind of answer.

She went back to the window seat and picked up her paper again. She didn't stop smiling for a while after that, which she kept carefully pointed toward the street below.

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Day IVThe Temple Negotiation
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The Temple of Kugane's second district was small, old, and very serious about itself. Incense smoke pooled in the rafters like it had nowhere better to be. The stone floors had been worn smooth by three hundred years of prayers. At the far end, a large and extremely irritable wooden guardian statue watched the entrance with the expression of something that had seen everything and found all of it wanting.

Yucca had barely stepped inside before she whispered. "I know a woman in the Pearl district who would bless things for half this price."

"She was a fish seller." Lev kept his voice low out of respect for the incense, if nothing else.

"She was very spiritual."

"She sold fish."

"She said blessings over every catch. That counts."

The priest who emerged from the back was ancient. Not old in the way the fisherman on the docks had been old, which was a weathered, earned sort of age. This man was old in the way very specific furniture was old. Slightly dusty, slightly leaning, giving the impression that the main structural support was habit. He walked with a staff he clearly didn't need and wore robes of deep indigo that had seen better decades.

He looked at Yucca for a long time. Then at Lev. Then back at Yucca.

His name, he told them, was Priest Hozuki. He had served this temple for sixty-two years. He had blessed weapons, ships, marriages, fishing lines, and one very anxious chocobo whose owner had been convinced it was haunted. He was, he added with a dignity that admitted of no argument, one of the foremost authorities on warding implements in the Far East.

The price he quoted was, in Yucca's opinion, highway robbery committed on sacred ground.

"That's absurd." She said it pleasantly. "I've had whole houses warded for less."

"These are not houses." The priest was patient in the way old men were patient when they'd already won every argument they cared about. "These are implements intended to fell a sea-bound spirit of great age and malice. The ceremony requires three hours, specific incense from Yanxia, a full recitation of the Warding Sutras."

"I'll give you half."

"Madam."

"Two-thirds."

"The sutras alone require."

"Do you want the Umibōzu eating more ships or not?"

The old priest looked at her. Something shifted in his expression that Yucca, to her lasting discomfort, recognized. She had grown up in Pearl Lane. She knew that look. It was the look of a man recalculating entirely.

He cleared his throat. He folded his hands inside his sleeves.

"There is..." He said, with great careful delicacy. "...A different arrangement I might be persuaded to consider."

Lev's ears went flat.

The arrangement, as presented, was straightforward in its indignity. The priest was, by his own account, ninety-one years old. He had been in this temple for sixty-two of them. He had not, he explained with a philosophical wistfulness that made Yucca want to push him into the incense burner, known the particular experience of a woman's form in longer than he could clearly recall. He was not asking for anything improper. Simply a moment. A hand, guided, over the relevant landscape. In exchange for which he would bless six bullets, perform the full sutra recitation, use the good incense, and throw in a warding paper for the boat at no additional charge.

"Absolutely not." Lev said it before the priest had finished the sentence.

"Fine." Yucca said it at the same time.

Lev looked at her.

"Yucca."

"It's negotiated compensation. I've seen worse."

"You don't have to."

"I know I don't have to. Go stand over there."

He did not go stand over there. He stood exactly where he was, arms crossed, ears fully flattened in the manner of a Hrothgar who had strong opinions and was expressing them through posture because words had failed to be listened to. Yucca ignored him comprehensively.

"Alright, elder." She used the tone she kept for concluding market transactions. "Eyes closed."

The old man closed his eyes with an expression of anticipatory serenity that was, frankly, haunting.

Yucca stepped to the side. She took Lev's wrist. He looked down at her with an expression she would have called warning if it weren't for the slight bewilderment underneath it. She guided his hand forward with the calm efficiency of someone defusing a mechanism she had already mentally mapped.

The priest's hand found what it was looking for.

His expression went through several phases. Confusion. Recalibration. A deep and growing uncertainty. His fingers pressed, gently. His brow furrowed.

"This is..." He said slowly. "...not what I expected."

"Mmhm." Yucca spoke from two fulms to the left.

"There is considerably more of it than."

"You said you'd forgotten. I'm sure it's fine."

Lev was staring at the middle distance with the determined blankness of a man choosing, actively, to be somewhere else in his mind entirely. The priest's hand withdrew. He opened his eyes. He looked at what was in front of him for a very long moment.

Then, with enormous and unshakeable dignity, he said: "I will bless the bullets."

He turned and walked back toward the altar.

Lev lowered his arm. He looked at Yucca. She was already picking up the bullets from the offering tray with the expression of a woman who had completed a successful transaction and was ready to move on.

"Not a word." His voice was very flat.

"I wasn't going to say anything."

"You're smiling."

"I smile professionally. It means nothing." She held one of the bullets up to the light, squinting at the carved seal. "He does good work, though. The incense quality is excellent."

The sutras, when they came, were long and beautiful and resonant, filling the old temple with sound that felt older than the building itself. Yucca sat through all three hours with perfect stillness. Lev sat next to her and did not, for the entire duration, say a single word about what had happened.

But his ear flicked every time she almost laughed.

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Day VShore Leave

She had found the beach by following the direction where the fewest people seemed to go. That was usually how you found the best ones.

It was a small cove below a ridge of black rock, accessible by a path she'd have missed if she hadn't been specifically looking. The sand was pale grey and fine. The water was a particular shade of blue-green that she had no word for in any language she spoke. The rocks at the water's edge were draped in dark seaweed and mussels and the occasional startled crab.

Lev sat with his back against a boulder, boots beside him, the sea wind moving through his mane in that slow way she'd noticed always seemed to quiet him. He had his eyes half closed and his arms resting on his knees, and he looked like someone who had put down something heavy and was remembering what his hands felt like without it.

She sat a little way from him, closer to the water, and took her boots off too. The sand was cooler than she expected. She dug her toes into it.

They had not spoken much since leaving the inn. There was no particular reason to. The day was warm, the cove was quiet except for the water, and the contract would begin soon enough.

"Does it feel like anything?" She was watching the place where the water met the horizon. "The sea. To you."

He considered the question in the way he considered all questions, without hurrying.

"Big."

She laughed. A short sound, surprised out of her. "That's all?"

"What do you want me to say?"

"Something more poetic. You seem like you have a lot of thoughts."

"I have thoughts." A pause. "I didn't say they were poetic." He looked at the water for a moment. "It feels like it doesn't know you exist. The sea. It doesn't dislike you. It just has no concept of you at all. That's either terrifying or restful depending on the day."

Yucca looked at the place where the shallow went to deep.

"Restful." She settled back on her hands. "Today it's restful."

She lay back in the sand. The sky above was very blue, crossed by long thin clouds pulled apart by the high wind. She put her arm over her eyes.

"Lev."

"Mm."

"If I get eaten by a sea monster, you have to give Mira back the fifty gil she thinks I owe her. I genuinely don't owe it, but she'll make your life impossible if you tell her that."

A pause. "Noted."

"And the other thing. You know the other thing."

"I do."

"Good." She let out a slow breath. "I'm not going to get eaten."

"I know."

The wave came in. Went out.

She fell asleep in the sand for an hour, and if Lev watched the water and the horizon and the slowly changing light without once looking at his contract notes, that was a thing that happened in a small cove below a black ridge with no witnesses and therefore could not be confirmed by anyone.

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Day VIThe Salt Situation
[ See Also: Property Damage, Unplanned / Preventive Measures, Excessive ]

The boat was small. This was the first thing. It was a fishing vessel of the kind built for two people who trusted each other enough to be that close together in a rocking box on open water for several days running. Lev had rented it from a dockworker named Hana who had looked at him for a long time before deciding that his money was as good as anyone's. She had told him three times to bring it back in one piece, and had then said. "Two pieces is also fine, as long as they're big pieces."

He had provisioned it that morning. Ropes. Lamp oil. Dried fish and rice in a sealed box. The warded vessel for collecting samples. His rifle, cleaned and loaded, the blessed bullets in a separate pouch he'd waxed against the damp. He'd tested the sails. Checked the hull. Done everything that could be done by a person who was methodical about preparation and had learned not to trust comfort.

He was untying the mooring line when Yucca appeared at the end of the dock.

She had a person with her. A young dockhand, sweating visibly, bent almost double under the combined weight of three large cloth sacks that he was carrying with the expression of someone who had been paid enough to do this and was reassessing whether that assessment had been accurate.

"What is that?" Lev looked at the sacks.

"Salt." Yucca took the first sack from the dockhand, who straightened up with the relief of a man released from a sentence.

"I can see it's salt. Why is there that much of it?"

"Because there wasn't more available on short notice." She stepped onto the boat. "I spoke to the grandmother. The one from the tea house. She said salt was the first ward against sea spirits. She was very specific about quantity."

"How specific?"

"She said, and I am quoting, 'more than you think you need.'"

Lev looked at the three sacks. Each one was approximately the size of a small child. "This is enough to preserve a horse."

"Good. We're warding a boat."

She opened the first sack. What followed was, in Lev's considered opinion, an act that would have alarmed a person with any attachment to the concept of a comfortable and salt-free existence. She started at the stern. She worked her way forward with the methodical precision she gave to everything that mattered to her, casting the salt in broad arcs over the deck, the sides, the hull, the ropes. She muttered something under her breath as she went. Not a sutra. Not any formal warding he recognized. Something older, maybe, or something personal. He didn't ask.

He did step back.

Not far enough, as it turned out.

She reached him mid-arc.

The salt hit him across the chest and shoulder with a sound that was, objectively, not unlike a wave breaking over a rock. It went into his mane. It settled into his fur with the inevitability of something finding its natural home. He stood perfectly still for a moment.

"Yucca."

"The spirit doesn't know where the boat ends and the crew begins." She did not look at him. She was opening the second sack. "You're part of the vessel now. Consider yourself warded."

"I have salt in my ears."

"Spiritually protected ears."

She continued past him toward the bow. He watched a small cascade of salt crystals fall from his left ear onto the deck. He reached up and shook his mane once, carefully, and a small snowfall of white drifted down onto the boards. The dockhand on the pier was watching with an expression of absolute neutrality that suggested he was paid not to have opinions.

By the time the third sack was half-empty, the boat looked like it had been visited by a very aggressive early frost. It crunched underfoot. The ropes were white with it. The coiled anchor rope looked like a glazed pastry from a bakery with troubling aesthetics. Yucca stood at the prow with her hands on her hips and surveyed the work.

"Good." She nodded once. "That should hold."

"My mouth has salt in it." Lev had not opened his mouth. "I didn't open my mouth."

"The sea is very large." She turned and offered him a canteen. "We are two people in a small box. I want every possible advantage."

He took the canteen. He rinsed. She was already coiling the extra rope, and she looked, in the salt-white late afternoon light, like someone who had made her peace with the risk of what they were doing and decided to face it with every tool available. Including excessive condiment.

He was not going to tell her he found this reassuring. But he did.

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Day VII & VIIIOpen Water

The sea, those first two days, offered nothing.

They sailed the marked area in long, overlapping passes, following the pattern the lighthouse warden had drawn for them on a fisherman's chart. The wrecked reefs were below them somewhere, visible in the right light as shadows through clear water, the ribs of old ships articulated against the pale seafloor. They dropped anchor at night and kept watch in shifts. Two hours on, two hours off. The sea stayed very quiet and very large and did nothing of consequence.

Lev cooked rice over the small brazier and didn't complain. Yucca read a dog-eared book she'd found in the inn's common room and translated the interesting parts aloud into common when she wanted a reaction. They played cards with a deck so salt-swollen that the faces were barely legible, which Yucca turned to her advantage in ways that were technically not cheating, she argued, since the rules had never specified the cards needed to be identifiable.

"You have two different hands you're working because you know which card is which and I don't." Lev looked at her across the card spread with an expression of complete calm.

"Everyone has different information. That's just strategy."

"Give me back the four bells you won in the last round."

"I don't see how that follows."

The nights were cold and clear. The stars over the Far Eastern sea were the same stars as everywhere else, which was something Yucca had not expected when she'd first come to this part of the world. She'd half-expected them to be rearranged into stranger patterns, renamed into something with more syllables. Instead they were just the stars. The same ones she'd watched from rooftops in Ul'dah on the nights when the heat had been too great to sleep and the city below had hummed and shuffled and coughed through the dark.

Different roof. Same sky.

It was, she had found, either comforting or unbearable depending on when you thought about it.

Nothing came on the seventh night. Nothing came on the eighth. The water stayed calm, the wind steady, and the horizon returned the same answer to every question she asked it.

She began to suspect that the ninth would be different. She didn't know why. Possibly it was instinct. Possibly it was the way the afternoon of the eighth day went quieter than it should have, and the way the few seabirds that had followed their wake since they'd left port had, sometime around noon, simply stopped being there.

She didn't mention it to Lev. She cleaned her blades instead, checked the salt still crusted along the gunwales, and made sure the warded collection vessel was within reach.

He had noticed too. She could tell by the way he cleaned his rifle without being asked.

Some things didn't need to be said.

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Day IX, Part IThe Wind Stops

The wind stopped at the first hour past midnight.

Not slowed. Stopped. One moment it was a steady presence at the back of the neck and then it was simply absent, as if cut away with something very precise. The sail went slack with a sound like a held breath released. The lamp between them burned perfectly still, the flame standing straight and motionless in air that had forgotten how to move.

Yucca set down her cup of tea. Lev set down his book.

They looked at each other across the lamp. The light made the angles of his face look carved from something older than stone, and she had a sudden, clear, inconvenient awareness of how long they had been in this small boat together, how small the world had been for nine days, how the space between them had been shrinking in increments too small to argue with.

"Lev." She said it quietly.

"I know." He was already scanning the water.

And then she said it, because she had been thinking about it for two days and the stopped wind felt suddenly like a deadline. "Before whatever happens tonight."

"Yucca."

"I'm not going to say anything sentimental."

"I know you're not."

"I just think."

He leaned forward slightly, just slightly, and she leaned forward too, and the lamp between them flickered once, impossibly, in perfectly still air, and the space between them was not very much space at all, and then:

The water rose.

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It came up from the south. It came up slowly, the way terrible things sometimes did, giving you time to understand how large they were. First it was a displacement of water, a swell with no wave behind it, moving outward in a ring. Then it was a shape. Dark against dark, but present, because darkness that large and that deliberate was its own kind of visible.

The head and shoulders. That was what the survivors had said, and that was what it was. A head as large as the lighthouse at Shirogane's outer point, shaped like a prayer bell, rounded at the crown and featureless except for the eyes. Two points of white light, cold and absolute and utterly without warmth. A face without a face. A form without flesh. Just dark water and presence and those two white lights that looked at the small boat the way the ocean itself looked at things: without recognition, without malice, without any understanding that the difference mattered.

The boat was very small.

Yucca stood up.

"Don't." Lev was already positioning the rifle.

"I'm not going to throw myself at it." Her heart was doing something loud and fast in her chest that she had no patience for right now. "I'm going to talk to it."

"You're going to talk to it."

"The grandmother said it didn't come for the wicked. It came for the disrespectful." She kept her voice level and her eyes on the white lights. "I'm going to try respectful."

He didn't tell her she was insane. She appreciated that.

She faced it. The salt on the gunwale seemed to hiss faintly where the water touched it, a small sound like something testing a boundary. The creature was enormous and still, the two eyes unblinking, close enough now that its shadow fell over the entire boat and the water around it.

"We know you've been here a long time." She spoke in common first, then reached for the far eastern words she'd been quietly gathering from dockworkers and the grandmother's tea table, pieced together into something rough and sincere. "We know ships came through your waters with no regard for what they were crossing. We came to stop the disappearances. Not to disrespect you."

The white eyes didn't move.

But the water around the boat grew quieter. More still than still. And then the voice came, not a sound so much as a vibration that Yucca felt in the bones of her chest and the soles of her feet, a resonance the boat seemed to absorb and transmit upward through both of them simultaneously.

I had a name. Before I was this. Before the sea took the shape of grief and grief took the shape of the sea.

My name was Kaoru. I was a fisherman. I knew this water the way you know your own hands. I came back to it every evening. I came back to her every evening.

Her name was Sumi. She became what the sea makes of things that are loved too much and protected too little. A spirit. A yokai of tide and return. And for a little while we were both changed and both still us, and it was enough.

And then they came. Men with weapons and certainty. Who saw a spirit and knew only one thing to do with it. Who never asked what she was before. Who never asked what she was called.

She died in the water. I watched her go. I have been watching ever since.

And I recognized something in your boat, small hunters. I recognized the shape of it. Two people moving closer without naming it. The particular way one of you watches the other when they think they are not being watched.

I am glad for you. And I hate you for it. I cannot stop hating you for it. It lives in me the way the grief does. The same thing. The same wound.

I am sorry for the fishermen. I was not always able to tell the difference between arrogance and life. Between disrespect and the ordinary business of people who have not yet understood they could lose everything they love in a single night.

I am not able to stop.

Yucca's throat was tight. Lev, behind her, had not fired. He was very still.

"Kaoru." She used the name deliberately. "I'm sorry. What happened to Sumi was wrong. Every part of it was wrong."

The white eyes held hers for a long moment. Something passed through them. Not peace. Not resolution. Something closer to an old wound recognizing the word for itself.

Then the wave began to form.

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Day IX, Part IIWhat Rises

The grief had spoken. What came after was the rage, and rage, in something that had been grief for as long as this had, was not a different thing so much as the same thing with nothing left to restrain it.

The water rose in a wall. The boat lurched sideways, caught in the surge, and Yucca grabbed the mast rope and held on with both hands and her feet braced against the gunwale. The salt blazed white for a moment where the wave hit the hull. It actually blazed, a cold light that crackled along the boards and held, and the wave broke around them rather than through them, which bought them approximately twelve seconds.

"Now would be a good time." She didn't look away from the creature.

"The eyes are the weak point." Lev was already sighting down the barrel. "The left one. There's a dimness to it. A place where the light comes through differently."

"How can you see that from here?"

"I can see it."

She believed him.

The second wave came and the salt crackled again and held again. Yucca thought, as the water crashed over the bow: we might actually live through this. And then the arm came. Not metaphorical. Literal. A limb of dense black water, shaped like nothing that had ever had bones, sweeping down from the enormous shoulder of the creature and catching Lev across the chest with a force that should have broken ribs, and probably did, she couldn't tell, because he was airborne for a moment and then the boat caught him and he hit the stern boards hard and lay still.

"LEV."

She crossed the boat in two steps. He was conscious. Barely. Blood at his lip, one arm moving wrong, the rifle somewhere in the salt-white bottom of the boat. His eyes found her face.

"Rifle."

"Hold on."

"Rifle, Yucca."

She found it. She pushed it into his working hand. His fingers wrapped around it with a steadiness that seemed to come from somewhere below pain. She put herself between him and the water, facing the creature, and reached into the bag at her hip.

The bag with the charlatan's mixture.

Among the items she'd taken as compensation from a fraudulent merchant on the last contract: a vial of sacred purification water, guaranteed to ward off all spiritual malevolence, which had turned out to be seawater cut with octopus ink and a quantity of dried herbs that smelled strongly of an attempt at drama.

She had kept it because she kept everything that might one day be useful.

She was reconsidering the definition of useful now, staring at the vial, and then the creature's arm raised again and she threw it.

The vial broke against the face of the Umibōzu with a sound like nothing. The octopus ink spread across the enormous dark surface in a shape that was, by any objective measure, the least threatening thing that had ever happened in these waters. It oozed. It dripped. It formed, as it ran downward under the cold light of the creature's eyes, a shape that bore an unfortunate resemblance to a confused octopus sliding down a wall.

The Umibōzu stopped.

It looked at what had just been thrown at it.

The white eyes, for exactly one breath of time, were utterly unreadable in a completely different way than before. The way something is unreadable when it has temporarily lost the thread of what is happening.

Lev fired.

The blessed bullet crossed the night air between them with a sound like a bell struck and then struck again. It found the left eye, the dimmer one, the place where the light came through differently, and hit.

The scream was not a sound. It was everything the stopped wind had been holding.

The creature recoiled. The water rose. And then the arm came again, faster, more precise, not a sweep but a strike, aimed directly at Lev, at the source of the bullet, at the only thing that had hurt it in longer than it could name.

Yucca stepped in front of it.

She wasn't fast enough to block it. She wasn't strong enough to stop it. She was simply there, where he had been a moment before, and the arm of black water hit her and the world went sideways and very cold and very dark, and she thought, with a clarity that surprised her: I didn't finish the sentence.

I was going to finish the sentence.

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The light came from below.

Not from the creature. Not from the boat. From the water itself, from the deep where the light had no reason to be, rising slowly through the dark like something that had been waiting for a long time and had finally decided the time was right.

It took shape as it rose. Not the shape of a wave or a current. The shape of a woman. Formed of water and faint phosphorescence and the particular quality of grief that has had time to become something more patient. A presence made of what remained after the urgency had passed. She rose until she stood, somehow, on the surface of the sea, and she was looking at the creature who had been Kaoru, and there was something in her expression that was not quite a smile and not quite sorrow and was entirely its own thing.

Kaoru.

I have been trying to reach you for a very long time. You were always too full of sound. The grief is loud. I understand. But it kept me out.

Look at them. Look at what you nearly did.

They are at the beginning of something. Do you remember the beginning? Do you remember when it was only the possibility and not yet the certainty? When it was the space between words and not yet the words themselves?

We had that once. It was taken from us too early. That was wrong. All of it was wrong, and I would undo it if I could, and I cannot, and neither can you.

But you can choose not to end theirs.

I am giving you what I have left. I have been holding it for you, against the chance you would hear me. Take it. And come.

It is time to go somewhere the grief does not have to be so large.

The light expanded. It moved from Sumi outward, across the surface of the water and upward, finding the Umibōzu the way warmth finds cold stone: slow and certain. The white eyes flickered. Something in the enormous dark shape shuddered, like a held thing releasing. The arm that had struck Yucca lowered into the water. The wave that had been building stilled.

The sound that came then had no name in any language Yucca had ever learned. It was the sound of something very old and very tired setting down something it had carried for longer than carrying was supposed to last.

The shapes dissolved together. Not into nothing. Into the water, into the deep, into a light that spread briefly through the dark below and then dimmed and was gone, and the sea was the sea again, only.

Yucca was on her back on the deck. The sky above was full of stars. The sail was moving again. The wind had come back.

Lev was beside her. His hand was on her wrist. Not gripping. Just present, the way a thing is present when it has been afraid and is now less afraid and does not know yet what to do with the change in those conditions.

"Still here." She said it to the stars.

She heard him exhale. A long, slow, structural sound.

"Still here." His voice was very quiet.

She turned her head to look at him. He was looking at her. His arm was probably broken. He had a cut along his jaw she hadn't noticed before. He had salt in his mane and blood on his lip and he was looking at her with an expression she recognized from no previous occasion and had no existing category for.

The sentence she hadn't finished was still there. Still unfinished. It had survived.

She opened her mouth. "I lo-"

And then, because she was Yucca and she had survived twenty-nine years by knowing exactly when not to say the thing, she closed it again. She looked back at the stars.

"We should collect the sample." A beat. "For the bounty."

A very long pause.

"Yes." He didn't move. She didn't move.

The boat rocked gently on a sea that had returned to itself, and somewhere below the hull there was still a faint luminescence drifting down and down and down, and the stars were the same stars they'd always been.

The sample could wait another minute.

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Day X, Part IPort of Kugane, Raft Arrival
[ Field Report: Vessel Status / See: Total Loss, Unexpected ]

The raft was not in the original plan.

To be fair, neither was the boat hull developing four significant structural fractures in its lower port side, which was the sort of damage the sea treated as a polite suggestion to reconsider one's means of transport. They had made it through the night and into the grey hours of the morning with the boat still afloat, and then the boat had stopped being afloat, gradually and then decisively, and they had transferred to the emergency raft that had been in the supply box. It was sized, optimistically, for two adults who did not include a Hrothgar.

The raft was low to the water. It was also very, very slow.

They arrived at Kugane's outer harbour at approximately the second bell of the afternoon. Yucca was sitting cross-legged at the front of the raft, the warded sample vessel balanced in her lap and her hair tied back and her clothes salt-stiff but otherwise, by any visible measure, entirely intact. Her pack was dry. Her blades were dry. She had, at some point during the return, eaten one of the rice balls from the emergency rations and was looking at the city growing on the horizon with an expression of professional satisfaction.

Lev was at the back, paddling with the single oar they'd recovered. His shirt was in a condition that could charitably be called artistically distressed. More accurately, it had been introduced to the structural stress of a yokai's arm and had formed several opinions about that experience. The left sleeve was absent entirely, having made its exit sometime between the second wave and the descent below the waterline. What remained preserved a general sense of its original purpose without committing to the specifics. He had reset his own arm during the night, splinted now with two pieces of the broken oarlock and the leather cord from the emergency kit.

The harbour workers of Kugane had seen many things arrive at their docks. They had developed a professional capacity for visual neutrality.

Several of them had stopped working to watch the raft come in.

A small child at the end of the harbour wall stared at Lev with the undisguised fascination of someone who had not yet learned to make it subtle.

They tied up at the public mooring. Yucca stepped off the raft onto the dock with the ease of someone arriving by perfectly normal conveyance. Lev followed, ducking under the bollard chain, and stood on the dock and was briefly and entirely enormous against the grey afternoon sky, in his architectural shirt.

"Hana is going to be upset about the boat." He said it to the middle distance.

"Hana said two big pieces was fine."

"None of the pieces were recoverable."

"I'll send her the bounty payment and a note explaining that it was a spiritual emergency." Yucca adjusted the sample vessel under her arm. "She'll understand. She seemed like a reasonable woman."

"She told us three times to bring it back."

"She told me," Yucca said pleasantly, already walking toward the harbour gate. "To bring it back in one piece. I never made that commitment."

He fell into step beside her.

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Day X, Part IIJust Business

They walked in silence for a while. The sounds of Kugane settled around them, familiar and indifferent, the calls of vendors and the clatter of handcarts and the specific background hum of a city that was too busy to be curious about two more hunters coming back from something difficult.

The afternoon was bright. The streets smelled of grilled meat and incense and rain on stone from a shower that had passed through that morning. Somewhere ahead a musician was playing a shamisen, unhurried, the notes falling through the air one at a time.

"Lev." She said it without preamble.

"Mm."

"The yokai was wrong."

A pause. Not a very long pause. Not a casual one.

"Was he." His voice was entirely level. The voice of a man who was excellent at levelness and was currently employing it with great precision.

"Yes." She looked straight ahead. "There's nothing like that between us. There's a contract. A financial arrangement. A professional partnership that I intend to see through to its conclusion once you pay me back the three thousand gil you technically still owe me from the Ul'dah job, which I am tracking and will continue to track." She paused. "It's a business. That's all it is. Whatever he saw, I think perhaps his perception of certain things had become. He had been in the dark for a very long time."

"Yucca." He said it with great patience.

"I'm explaining."

"You're explaining a lot."

She stopped explaining.

The shamisen continued ahead of them. The city moved around them, completely uninterested in the two of them standing at this very specific intersection of something real and the carefully maintained fiction of something not.

She walked faster. He kept pace, because his stride was longer, and that was simply a fact about existing beside a Hrothgar that she had long since accommodated without examining why she found it preferable to walking anywhere alone.

"Let's keep going."

His voice was warm. Not laughing. Just warm, in the way it got sometimes, when he knew something and was deciding not to say it.

Business.

Just business.

She was absolutely certain of this, and the fact that she was absolutely certain of it was, she knew, the most informative thing she had said all day.

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Yucca Al'Sahra ✦ Lore
The Weight of Sand
on the nature of the Hakari, and what the desert keeps
✦ I.What the Desert Keeps

The sand of Thanalan does not forget.

It holds the bones of caravans that left and never returned, coins melted by Ifrit's heat, names carved in stone that the wind erased letter by letter until nothing remained but grooves. The desert is not cruel. It is simply honest: everything that enters, stays. Everything that stays becomes part of the sand.

The Hakari knew this better than anyone.

He had been the sand, in times that no longer had names. He had risen from a slow and silent accumulation, the way all unplanned things rise: from the dead that Thal never received. Not through any carelessness of the god, but through the carelessness of the living. Gladiators who fell without witnesses. Beggars swept to the margins of Ul'dah like inconvenient dust. Slaves whose names their owners never deemed worth learning.

They had no coins for the crossing. They had no one to close their eyes.

And so, instead of passing on, they stayed.

Given enough time, they stayed together.

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✦ II.The Weigher

No one knew quite what he looked like, because he was not consistent enough to be seen the same way twice. The oldest people of Ul'dah said he was a shadow too tall, with arms made long by centuries of carrying. The nomads of the plains said he was the sound a scale makes when both plates finally balance: a clean, cold tone in the middle of all that heat. The scribes of the Temple of Nald'thal, who did not speak of him aloud, wrote in their private notes that he was the debt the system failed to account for.

What everyone agreed upon: when the Hakari passed nearby, the recently dead rested easier. As though his presence reminded the world that there was a balance to be settled, and that he was there to ensure it.

For centuries he weighed. Soul after soul, judgment after judgment. There was no malice in it, no compassion either. It was simply what he was: a function that chance had made conscious.

But functions do not last forever without something to sustain them.

And with time, the dead grew fewer. Ul'dah grew, became wealthy, became organized. Coins reached more hands. Funeral rites spread wider. Thal received more, and the Hakari weighed less, and the thing that had built him, that old collective debt, dissipated like smoke with no fire left beneath it.

He did not realize he was coming apart until sand began to show through him.

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✦ III.The Hare That Did Not Run

It was at the border between Eastern Thanalan and the scorched plains near the Burning Wall that she found him for the first time, years before all of this.

A dark brown hare, the color of deep earth baked hard by a sun that had forgotten mercy, sitting on a stone as though the stone were hers by right. Eyes the color of raw amber, reflecting the sunset without blinking.

The Hakari had stopped. It was unusual, something remaining still as he approached.

The hare looked at him.

He looked back, with whatever it was in him that served as eyes.

She yawned, showed her small white teeth, and returned to watching the horizon.

There was nothing more to say. He moved on. She stayed on her stone.

But he noticed, in the years that followed, that she was always there. Not always in the same form, not always on the same stone. But always in Thanalan, always at some point along the path he walked. As though she, too, had a route, and their routes simply crossed with the casual frequency of two things that belong to the same place.

She never ran. Not once.

The Hakari, who had made far larger creatures flee, kept that in some place he did not know how to name.

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✦ IV.The Weight of the Weigher

The night he almost ceased to exist was a night without a moon.

He was in the middle of Central Thanalan, among the red rocks and the road leading toward the Western Thanalan, when he realized he could no longer hold the scale.

It was not a physical scale. It had never been. It was the structure around which he existed, the tension between the two plates that kept him whole. And it was giving way. The threads that composed what he was, those hundreds of ancient voices belonging to the nameless dead, were coming loose one by one, slowly, as though they had simply grown tired of holding on.

He came down to the sand.

He did not fall. The Hakari did not fall. But he reached the sand in a way that was too honest to be called anything else.

And he stayed there.

The sand was still warm, holding the day's heat the way it always did. Around him, the silence of Thanalan at night: the low wind, the distant crackling of something far away, the deep nothing the desert uses as its language.

He was becoming part of the sand. And there was an irony in that which he recognized, without the energy left to appreciate it.

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✦ V.Weight and Counterweight

She came from the west.

A dark brown hare with amber-yellow eyes, trotting across the sand with the quiet authority of one who knows the ground beneath her feet. She came toward him, stopped at a distance of three steps, and looked.

The Hakari had no way to speak, in that state. Parts of him were already more absence than presence.

The hare moved one step closer. She sniffed the air. She tilted her head to the side.

Then she did something he did not expect.

She lay down in the sand beside him.

Not on top of him. Not touching. Simply beside him, her paws folded under her body, her ears relaxed, her amber-yellow eyes open to the moonless sky. As though she were saying: I am here. I am going nowhere. And neither are you.

The Hakari went still.

The hare went still.

The wind passed over them both without taking either.

He watched her.

She was not weighing anything. She was not judging anything. She was not waiting for anything to be resolved before she allowed herself to rest. She simply was, warm and unhurried, her small chest rising and falling in the dark, indifferent to the enormity of what lay beside her.

And something in that simplicity undid him.

Not the way the dissolution had been undoing him, slowly, thread by thread. This was different. This was a door opening from the inside. Centuries of function and judgment and the cold management of debt, and here was a creature that held none of it, that needed none of it, that breathed in and breathed out on sand that did not ask her for anything.

He had spent so long making sure the dead crossed properly that he had never once considered what it might feel like to simply lie down.

The scale in him went quiet.

Not balanced. Quiet.

For the first time in centuries, the Weigher did not want to weigh.

He wanted what she had: that simple, total rest. That absolute release from the obligation of measuring everything, including himself.

He let the last threads go.

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✦ VI.What Nald'thal Decided

The god noticed.

Gods always notice, especially the ones whose domain includes the accounting of all things that pass through.

Nald'thal looked at the Weigher who had surrendered his purpose, not to dissolution, not to destruction, but to the sight of a small creature resting without fear in the dark. He looked at the abandoned scale. He looked at the threads drifting loose into the Aether of Thanalan.

And he looked at the hare, who was still lying in the sand, still breathing, still entirely unaware that she had just become the instrument of a god's problem.

The judgment was not unkind. But it was final.

You were given a purpose, Nald'thal said, in the way gods speak, which is not with words but with the sudden certainty of something becoming true. You chose to set it down. Then you will carry it differently.

The Weigher did not protest. There was not enough of him left to protest.

What remained of him, that old accumulated thing made of forgotten names and unpaid debts and centuries of cold fairness, poured into the only vessel present: the dark brown hare still resting in the sand, unaware, breathing slowly in the warmth of Thanalan's night.

She woke with a start.

Sat up.

Looked around with eyes that were now a brighter, stranger yellow than they had ever been before.

She sniffed the air. She felt the sand under her paws. She was still herself, still entirely a hare, still made of instinct and muscle and the particular intelligence of small creatures that survive in hard places. But there was something else in her now. Something old and attentive, something that noticed the weight of things.

She looked toward the red rocks to the east.

Somewhere on the road near the Western road, a traveler was walking alone at night, carrying more fear than they showed.

The hare's ears lifted.

She went.

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✦ VII.What Wanders Now

She does not judge. She has never judged anything in her life, and whatever lives inside her does not have the authority to change that. But she finds the ones who are lost, or tired, or close to something they cannot name, and she stays with them for a while. Just long enough. She does not guide them anywhere. She does not speak. She simply sits nearby with those unusual yellow eyes and breathes, unhurried, as though to say: the night is long but it is not infinite. The sand is deep but it has a bottom. Rest a while. You will reach the other side of this.

Most travelers do not know what to make of her. Some try to touch her. She allows it, sometimes, if they are gentle.

The oldest people along the road say she has been there longer than anyone can remember. That the yellow eyes are wrong for a hare, too clear, too aware, too much like something that has seen every kind of ending and come to terms with all of them.

They say that if she sits beside you when you sleep in the open desert, your dreams will be quiet and you will wake knowing what you actually weigh, not in gold or silver, but in the truer currency that Thal keeps ledger of.

They say she helps, in her way.

They say the Weigher is still working.

Only now he does it from the inside of something warm, and small, and unafraid.

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In the sand between the red rocks and the Western road, if you travel at night and sit still long enough, you may find a dark brown hare watching you with eyes the color of old gold. She will not run. She never runs. And if you are honest with yourself about what you are carrying, she will lie down beside you, and the desert will feel, for a moment, less vast.

That is all. That is enough.

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar ✦ Kugane
Bésame
what is said in steam, and what is not
Part IReliable Men

Somewhere deeper inside the building, soft and half-swallowed by the sound of water and stone, a song was playing. The kind of song that did not ask for attention but got it anyway. Bésame. Bésame mucho. The voice of it drifted through the steam curtain like it belonged there, like it had always been part of what this place was.

The steam curtain rose slow and lazy between the onsen stones, and the sound of the water was the only thing that competed with it. Yucca sat with her back to Lev, her wet hair pushed to one side, her shoulders slightly curved as his hands worked over her muscles in long unhurried strokes. Her eyes were half closed and her expression was that of someone processing more than relaxing.

"You know the name of our partnership is already making the rounds?" She said, more to the steam than to him. "In the Kugane markets, in Limsa. I heard mention in at least two places this week." A pause as she let her head drop slightly forward under the pressure of his thumbs at the base of her neck. "It has been a while since anyone talks about just me. Your name is always attached now."

Lev said nothing, which she read as attention.

"Maeda seemed interesting to me." She continued, her tone too casual to be accidental. "His group too. Reliable?" A low laugh. "Absolutely not. But I am not reliable for most things either so I think we are even." She let the sentence float in the air for a moment. "He clearly found me interesting as well. Man of good taste."

His hands kept the same rhythm. She smiled at the steam.

"Although." She said, and there was something different in her voice now, quieter. "I have been thinking about that. Flirting is good for business, it always has been, I know how to work a room and I know what a smile at the right moment can earn." Her shoulders loosened a little more under his hands. "But I am not in the mood to go to bed with anyone else. At least not without you." A smaller pause this time. "Or beyond you."

She turned her head slightly to the side as if checking his reaction from the corner of her eye.

"I prefer reliable men now." She said, with a lightness that was not entirely lightness. "Men who show up. Who stay." Her shoulders straightened slightly. "Men like you, for example. Who I could want exclusively if you still want me after everything that I am."

The silence between them was the kind that did not need filling.

She stayed quiet for a moment, letting his hands work, and then she stood.

"Yucca." He said, in the tone of someone who already knew what was about to happen and had professional reservations about it.

"We have a steam curtain and water." She said, reaching for the tie of her bikini top without particular urgency. "And we have done considerably worse in public." The top came loose and she set it on the stone beside the pool with the composure of someone hanging up a coat. "Besides, the people who run this place would appreciate the view." The bottom followed. She turned and looked at him, entirely unbothered by her own nakedness in the way of someone who had long ago stopped giving that particular concern any real estate in her mind, and then she crossed to him and lowered herself into his lap facing him, her knees finding the edge of the stone on either side of his thighs, the three chains at her neck catching the light from the water below.

She took his face in both hands.

She kissed him the way the song deserved. Slow and full and without any of the armor she usually kept between herself and things she wanted too much, her lips moving against his with the particular patience of someone who had decided that this moment was worth taking seriously. She felt him respond and kissed him again, deeper, her thumbs against his jaw, her fingers in his fur.

"You finally got to hear me talk business." She murmured against his mouth, between one kiss and the next. "Not entirely legal business, admittedly. Killing maritime creatures and yokai falls somewhere in a grey area I am comfortable with." She kissed the corner of his mouth. His jaw. Found his lips again. "But you saw it. How I work." She pulled back just enough to look at him, her hands still framing his face. "I want to apologize for being controlling. And arrogant." The words came out without the defensive edge they might have carried a week ago. "It is the habit of someone who has been alone long enough to stop knowing how to do things any other way." Her thumbs moved against his cheekbones. "I am going to work on that." A breath. "And if you really want me, I want you. And I am willing to tell you more about where I came from. All of it, eventually." She kissed him once more, soft and certain. "If you stay."

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Part IITame me then

He looked at her in the steam and the low light and said what he said, and she felt it land somewhere she did not have adequate defenses for.

Her hands slid from his face to his chest.

She reached between them.

She took her time with her hands first, learning the weight and heat of him the way she had learned the streets of Ul'dah, thoroughly and without rushing, feeling him respond under her touch until his breathing had changed and his hands had found her hips with a grip that communicated his position on patience clearly. She worked him slowly, her forehead against his, watching his face in the dim light with the same focused quality of attention she brought to everything that genuinely mattered to her.

Then she guided him to her and held there, just the tip, feeling the familiar ache of anticipation that had not dulled once in the days they had been doing this.

She lowered herself.

The stretch of him hit her all at once and she exhaled against his shoulder, slow and shaking, her inner walls gripping and releasing around him in involuntary pulses as she took him in stages, her lubrication making it easier and the size of him making it not easy enough, that specific burning ache that she had come to understand was simply part of what he was. She sank to the halfway point and her nails found his shoulder and dug in. He made a sound low in his chest and pulled her down the rest of the way and she made a sound that the steam curtain mercifully absorbed.

She stayed still.

The water moved around them. His hands were spread across her lower back, pressing her against him, and she could feel every pulse of him inside her, thick and insistent, the throb of him against her walls in a rhythm that matched the ache she felt building from the base of her spine outward.

"If you think." She said, into his neck, her hips beginning to move in small rolling circles. "That you own me."

"I do not think it." He said, one hand sliding from her back to her hip, guiding the movement with quiet authority. "I know it."

"You are going to have to earn that." She said, and rolled her hips down harder onto him and felt the resulting throb all the way through her and lost the thread of the argument entirely.

She moved with him rather than against him, the pace slow and grinding, each downward roll drawing a soft broken sound from her that she stopped trying to manage, her small breasts pressed against his chest, the chains cold between their bodies, his mouth finding her nipple and closing around it with a careful pressure that made her walls clench hard around him. She felt him twitch inside her in response and tightened again, deliberately, watching his expression change.

"Tame me then." She breathed, her hips still moving. "If you can." She kissed him before he could respond, deep and slow, her tongue against his, her hands gripping his fur. "Show me what that looks like and I will do whatever you want."

His hands pulled her down to meet each roll of her hips with increasing intention and she felt herself building faster than she had expected, the accumulated want of the entire evening shortening the distance considerably, her walls fluttering first and then gripping in the way that meant she was close and trying not to arrive before she was ready.

She was not going to make it to ready.

She came with her face pressed into his neck and his name in her teeth, her hips stuttering through the contractions, her nails dragging down his shoulder, her whole body clenching around him in waves that she felt from her throat to her knees. He held her through it and then pulled her down hard and followed, and she felt the heat of him filling her and shuddered through a second smaller wave on top of the first, her lips finding his in a kiss that was less coherent than the previous ones and considerably more honest.

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Part IIIOne of Us Has to Be

They stayed like that for a long moment. Her forehead against his. His hands spread across her back. The water moving gently around them in the steam, and somewhere still drifting through the walls of the place, quiet and unhurried, the last bars of a song that had been playing through all of it without asking for credit.

"I meant what I said." She murmured. "About wanting you. About staying."

"I know." He said.

"You are insufferably calm about everything." She said, without heat.

"One of us has to be." He said.

She was going to respond to that when they both heard it. Footsteps on the stairs above, the unhurried sound of a security round, someone doing their job conscientiously and heading in their direction.

She lifted her head.

He looked at the curtain.

They looked at each other.

She disentangled herself from his lap with considerably more speed than grace and reached for her bikini bottom. "Not a word." She said. "To anyone. Ever."

"I was not going to say anything." He said.

She pulled the top on and looked at him. He looked entirely composed, which she found deeply unfair.

The footsteps passed above and continued on.

She exhaled.

"Right." She said, fixing the tie at her hip. "Where were we."

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar ✦ Ul'dah
What comes next?
Pearl Lane, three days later
Part IThree Very Productive Days

Pearl Lane hadn't changed. Same cramped alleys, same smell of cheap ale and cheaper food, same faces that knew better than to ask questions. Levthgar sat in the corner of the tavern, nursing a drink he hadn't touched in an hour, when she walked in.

He noticed the outfit first. Black leather, new, fitted. Nothing like the worn street clothes she'd been wearing since, well, since they jumped off that wall months ago. The bodice caught the lamplight, polished and pristine, paired with dark pants that looked expensive. She moved through the crowd familiar and confident, but different somehow.

"Lev." She slid into the seat across from him, that crooked smile already forming. "Miss me?"

"You've been gone three days."

"Three very productive days. And you knew I would come back." She leaned back, looking pleased with herself. "Now, come with me. I want to show you something."

He raised a furry eyebrow. "Show me what?"

"Outside the city. Trust me."

"Last time you said that, we ended up in a river. Twice."

"This time will be much drier. Promise." She stood, already moving toward the door. "Unless you'd rather sit here brooding into that drink you're not drinking?"

He sighed, left a few coins on the table, and followed.

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The walk through Ul'dah's streets felt easier than before. Less eyes tracking them. Less tension in the air. Yucca noticed him noticing.

"So." She started, hands in her pockets, casual. "I've been thinking about our arrangement."

"The debt."

"Yeah, the debt." She glanced at him. "I know you're a gunbreaker. Saw the way you handle yourself, the stance, the precision, the huge gun. Good gear doesn't come cheap for your discipline."

He didn't confirm or deny, just kept walking.

"So here's the thing, big boy." She continued. "Lord Ashford had a lot of gold. A lot. Way more than we needed for Zahira and the orphanage. So I invested some of it."

"Invested."

"In us. Well, mostly in me, but also in making sure our partnership stays secure." She shot him a grin. "I could've used some of that money to just pay off the debt right now. Settle everything. But where's the fun in that?"

"Fun." His tone was flat, but she caught the hint of amusement.

"Yeah, fun! Look, I'm determined to earn back what I owe you properly. Through contracts, jobs, the real way. But I also wanted to make sure we're safe. So I made a generous donation to the Brass Blades."

That got his attention. "You what?"

"Calm down, it was smart." She waved a hand. "Donated enough for them to upgrade their barracks, help their families, buy new weapons, armor, shields. The works. Gave it directly to the current captain, guy named Corvin. We grew up on the same streets. He knows me, knows my code. It helped smooth things over. We're still ghosts officially, but now we're ghosts that the Blades aren't actively hunting. See? Investment."

Levthgar was quiet for a moment, processing. "That was actually smart."

"Don't sound so surprised." She laughed. "Oh, and I bought these." She gestured to her new outfit. "Always wanted proper leather armor that didn't smell like someone died in it. Figured if I'm traveling with a professional mercenary, I should look the part."

"You look different."

"Good different or bad different?"

"Different." He replied almost with a grunt, muttering under his breath.

"Are we a little poor now? Yes, but it was all worth it."

"..."

"I'll take it."

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Part IIOur New Ride

They passed through the city gates, and she kept talking.

"Full disclosure about my living situation. You know I said I had a place in Pearl Lane? It's a single room. A loft. Basically an attic on top of the tavern where Zahira used to work. She arranged it for me years ago. One room, barely big enough for a bed and a chest. With the money, I fixed it up. Made it actually livable. Warm. Maybe someday I'll get a real house, but for now." She shrugged. "It's home. A place to return to."

He glanced at her. She changed the subject quickly.

"Anyway. The real investment is out here."

Just outside the city gates, a chocobo carriage waited. Large, sturdy, covered with yellow canvas stretched over a wooden frame. Big enough for four people including the driver, with storage beneath the benches already packed with supplies.

And attached to the front, a massive yellow chocobo, traditional coloring, strong build. The bird chirped loudly when it saw Yucca, bobbing its head enthusiastically.

"This." Yucca said, spreading her arms with theatrical pride. "Is our new ride."

Levthgar stared. "You bought a carriage."

"I bought us a carriage! For traveling across Eorzea safely. I don't trust Magitek, all those gears and steam and exploding potential." She patted the chocobo's beak affectionately. The bird cooed, nuzzling into her hand like they'd known each other forever. "This beauty is reliable. Strong. And look, storage under the benches! I already packed food, water, camping supplies, medical kit, maps."

"When did you even."

"Three very productive days, remember?" She climbed up to inspect the interior, clearly pleased with herself. "We can sleep in it if needed. Travel in comfort. Take contracts anywhere without worrying about booking inn rooms or renting mounts. It's perfect!"

Levthgar walked around the carriage slowly, inspecting the wheels, the storage, the chocobo's harness. Professional assessment. "This wasn't cheap."

"Nope! Told you, we are almost poor now. But totally worth it. We're partners, Lev. If we're going to travel together until the debt's paid, might as well do it properly." She jumped down, landing beside him. "Plus, I've never been outside Thanalan in anything except on foot or stolen caravans. Figured it's time I actually owned something that takes me places."

The chocobo warked again, louder, demanding attention. Yucca fed it something from her pocket, smiling.

"How did you bond with it so fast?" Levthgar asked, watching the bird practically melt under her attention.

"Trade secret." She winked. "But trust me, this one likes me. We'll get along just fine."

She stepped back, hands on her hips, admiring the whole setup. The carriage, the chocobo, the open road ahead. For someone who'd spent her entire life trapped in one city, stealing to survive, this must have felt like freedom.

"So?" She turned to him, expectant. "What do you think?"

Levthgar looked at the carriage. At the well-stocked supplies. At Yucca in her new clothes, standing beside a chocobo that clearly adored her, with enough resources to travel anywhere they wanted.

"Perhaps I also gave a generous sum to the best magitek weapon craftsman in town, and maybe he's waiting to give your weapon an upgrade." He said it carefully, watching her face. "Clean it. I don't know how it works."

She stared at him for a moment.

"And we're really poor again." She said at last, with a smirk. "We have enough money to keep from starving and feed the big feathered one, but we need work."

He thought about the debt that tied them together. About the partnership that had somehow become more than just professional obligation. About this street thief who'd gone from surviving day to day to planning futures and investing in safety.

What would come next?

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar ✦ Ul'dah
The Apartment Can Wait
the changing room, the inn, and some very honest reasoning
[ NSFW ]

The changing room was empty when he carried her in, or at least, empty enough.

She barely had time to register the lockers lining the walls before her back met one of them with a loud metallic clang, his massive frame pressing her against it, her legs wrapping around his waist with what little strength she had left. The sheer difference in their sizes made the position almost absurd, her bare back against the cold metal while the warmth of his fur radiated against her front like a furnace. The contrast made her gasp.

"You have got to be kidding me." She breathed, but her hands were already pulling him closer by the nape of his neck, her fingers disappearing into the thick mane there, contradicting every word.

He entered her again without ceremony and she threw her head back against the locker with a second clang, considerably louder than the first, her long ears pressing flat against her skull.

"Okay." A broken laugh escaped her. "Okay we are doing this."

There was nothing calculated about it this time. No performance, no smirk, no sharp remark timed perfectly for effect. Just her, completely undone, held up entirely by him and the cold metal at her back, ankles locked behind him as best they could given the size of him, fingers gripping whatever she could reach. The locker rattled with every thrust, a rhythmic protest of metal on metal that she was absolutely certain could be heard from the main hall. His claws found the locker on either side of her head for leverage and left marks in the metal she would later consider a personal achievement.

"If we break this thing." She started, ears twitching.

"We will not break it." He said.

The locker groaned ominously.

"You were saying." She managed between gasps, and then lost the thought entirely as he shifted and the size of him hit a different angle altogether and turned her brain completely off.

This time she came with her face buried in the fur of his neck, teeth grazing whatever skin she could find beneath it, a muffled sound escaping her that she would deny making if asked. Her long ears dropped sideways completely, totally out of her control, which she would also be denying later. Her whole body shook with it, legs tightening around him, nails dragging down his back through the fur.

He followed shortly after, and the locker, whether from the force of a Hrothgar at full effort or simply from poor timing, gave a spectacular lurch sideways, the door swinging open and slamming into the adjacent one like a small, pathetic disaster.

The sound echoed.

Silence.

Then footsteps.

The door to the changing room opened and a very tired-looking attendant stared at them both, her still pinned against the damaged locker by a very large lion man, with the specific expression of someone who was not paid enough for this.

"You will need to leave." The attendant said flatly.

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They walked out into the night air still slightly damp, clothes half-sorted, her hair a disaster she had given up on entirely, ears still at a somewhat undignified angle that she kept trying to correct.

She walked two steps, stopped, and looked up at him, which required more of an upward angle than she usually tolerated, with the expression of someone who had done a full accounting of their body and found several items missing.

"I cannot make it to your apartment." She said simply. "I am being honest with you. My legs are having a separate conversation from the rest of me and I refuse to negotiate with them right now."

He looked like he might argue.

"First inn we find." She pointed ahead with zero room for discussion. "We are sleeping there. The apartment exists tomorrow."

They found one three streets down. She did not comment on whether it was cleaner than the last one.

At the front desk she held up two fingers before he could say anything.

"Two rooms." She said to the clerk.

He looked at her. Then at the Hrothgar beside her. Then back at her, clearly doing some mental math about the evening.

She looked back with complete composure, ears perfectly straight now, every inch the professional.

"Listen." She said, turning to face him while the clerk pretended to be very busy with the keys. "What happened tonight was exceptional." A pause. "Genuinely. I am not being sarcastic, which as you know, is rare." She crossed her arms. "But we work together. And I would like to keep working together without it becoming complicated. Which means separate rooms, separate mornings, and we wake up tomorrow as the same two people who walked into that party."

She dropped her voice just slightly, one ear tilting toward him almost involuntarily. "Also. My pussy cannot take another round today. I mean that with the utmost sincerity. She is retired for the evening. She has filed for leave. I am respecting that. You are disproportionately large and she needs time to reconsider her life choices."

She accepted her key from the clerk without breaking eye contact with Lev.

"Good night." She said with the most dignified smirk she could manage on legs that were still faintly trembling. "See you on the other side of a full night of sleep."

She walked to her room.

She did not look back.

Both ears, however, swiveled briefly in his direction as she turned the corner.

She would also be denying that.

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar ✦ Limsa to Kugane
The Long Way to Kugane
a contract, a crossing, and several complications
Part IA Creative Arrangement

The morning came in through the window of room four the way mornings always did in port cities, loud, salt-smelled, and entirely too early for someone whose legs had only recently remembered how to function.

Lev's room was number three.

Yucca had counted the doors twice before going to sleep, just to be certain.

She was already dressed when the sun cleared the rooftops, ears flat against her head in the particular way that meant she was thinking rather than annoyed, fingers working the last of the gold chains back around her waist as she studied herself in the small and slightly warped mirror above the washbasin. She looked, she decided, entirely too functional for someone who had spent the previous evening the way she had. Her hair disagreed with this assessment. She addressed the situation with the focused hostility of a woman who had been winning arguments against her own reflection since childhood, and by the time she was finished she looked sharp enough to do business.

Which was precisely what she intended to do.

The common room of the Inn smelled like woodsmoke and the specific kind of hope that only exists in places people pass through rather than stay. Behind the front desk, the innkeeper was doing his accounts with the focused expression of a man who did not trust numbers but had no choice but to work with them anyway.

He was Au Ra. Older, perhaps fifty, with the dark scales of a Raen along his jaw and the posture of someone who had worked hard to appear more important than his establishment suggested. His name, as Yucca had already learned from asking the girl who brought the breakfast rolls, was Tokoro Jihen. He had run the Inn for eleven years. He had one daughter. He had, from what Yucca could read in the particular way his eyes moved to the empty staircase every few minutes, something heavy on his mind.

Yucca set both room keys on the desk with a soft double click and smiled at him.

It was not her warmest smile. It was the one she used when she was about to be very reasonable and needed the other person to understand that this was a courtesy.

"Good morning." She said. "I wanted to discuss the matter of last night's rooms."

Tokoro Jihen looked at the keys. Then at her. Then at the keys again. "The rate was agreed upon at check-in."

"It was." Yucca agreed pleasantly. "And I intend to honor it. I simply thought we might explore whether there was a more creative arrangement that would benefit us both."

She tilted her head slightly, one ear angling toward him. "You have been looking at that staircase every four minutes since I sat down. That is not the look of a man worried about his accounts. That is the look of a man with a problem he does not know how to solve."

Tokoro Jihen said nothing.

Yucca waited. She was extraordinarily good at waiting.

"You are." He said finally. "Some kind of bodyguard?"

"Some kind." She confirmed. "My associate and I do escort work, among other things. We are reliable, we are discreet, and we are currently available." A pause. "And as I said, we have a small matter of last night's bill to settle."

The man was quiet for a long moment, fingers flat on the desk. Then he closed his ledger, and Yucca knew she had him.

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His daughter's name was Seira. Yucca learned this along with everything else in about twenty minutes, which was how long it took Tokoro Jihen to explain the situation in the careful, measured way of a man who had rehearsed this speech for someone else and was now delivering it to a Viera he had met eleven minutes ago.

The arrangement was this. Seira was eighteen. She had been promised, through correspondence and mutual business interest, to a merchant family in Kugane. The Hirano family were respected traders with connections throughout the Far East, and the match was sensible, traditional, and good for everyone involved. The wedding was in six weeks. The girl needed to be there in four. A ship was leaving from the docks in two days, and Tokoro Jihen needed someone to make sure his daughter was on it and stayed on it until Kugane.

"She is reluctant." He said, in the tone of a man describing a wildfire as a minor inconvenience.

"Reluctant." Yucca repeated.

"She does not fully appreciate the opportunity."

"I see." Yucca laced her fingers together on the desk. "And the compensation, beyond the rooms?"

The number he named was reasonable. The bonus he added when she did not immediately agree was better. By the time Lev came downstairs, rubbing sleep from his eyes and ducking through the doorframe with the specific energy of someone who had genuinely rested for the first time in a while, Yucca was already shaking Tokoro Jihen's hand.

She turned and looked up at Lev with the expression of someone delivering news they had already decided on.

"Good morning, partner." She said, in a strangely cheerful way. "We have a job. We are also even on the rooms." A beat. "You are welcome."

He could question it, complain, but it wouldn't do any good. He snorted and asked if he could at least have breakfast before doing whatever it was.

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Seira Jihen was not, as it turned out, in her room.

She was in the alley behind the Inn trying to convince a fisherman to let her buy passage on his boat to anywhere that was not here, a plan that might have worked if the fisherman had been less honest, or if Yucca had not simply walked around the building the moment Tokoro pointed at the ceiling and said she was upstairs.

The girl spun around when she heard footsteps, dark hair loose around her shoulders, scales catching the morning light along her cheeks and collarbones. She had her mother's coloring, probably, because she had nothing of her father's careful restraint. Her eyes went from Yucca to Lev and her jaw set immediately.

"No." She said.

"You do not know what I am going to say." Yucca said.

"You are going to tell me to come back inside."

"I was going to introduce myself first." Yucca stopped a reasonable distance away, hands loose at her sides. "I am Yucca. That is Lev. We are going to Kugane. Your father has asked us to travel with you."

"My father." Seira said, with a particular weight on those two words that Yucca filed away immediately. "Can ask whatever he likes. I am not going."

"Noted." Yucca said. "Are you hungry? They have good bread inside. We can be angry and eat at the same time, I do it constantly."

Seira stared at her.

Lev said nothing, which was, Yucca had come to understand, his most effective contribution to most situations.

"I am not going to Kugane." Seira said again, slower this time, as though volume and patience were the issue.

"I heard you the first time." Yucca said. "Come eat. We can talk about it or not talk about it. Either way, the fisherman is not taking you anywhere. He told your father you were here approximately three minutes ago."

Seira looked at the fisherman. The fisherman looked deeply apologetic and went back to his boat.

For a long moment the girl stood in the alley with the particular expression of someone recalculating their options and finding them limited. Then she walked past both of them back toward the Inn door, chin up, not looking at either of them.

Yucca glanced at Lev.

He looked back at her.

She made a small gesture that meant something like this is going to be an interesting two days and followed the girl inside.

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Part IIThe Crossing

She tried again the morning the ship departed.

In retrospect, Yucca had expected it. She had slept lightly and kept her door cracked, and when she heard the soft footstep in the hall at the hour before dawn she was already sitting up. She did not rush. She counted to ten, pulled on her boots, and walked downstairs at a pace that suggested a woman going for an early walk rather than one intercepting an escape.

She found Seira at the end of the dock, a bag over one shoulder, staring at a smaller vessel moored four slips down from the ship they were meant to board. She was watching something on the deck. Or someone.

Yucca stopped beside her and looked.

A young sailor was coiling rope near the bow of the smaller ship. Hyur, perhaps twenty, with the particular tan of someone who had spent most of their life under an open sky. He had not noticed them yet.

Yucca looked at Seira.

Seira was not looking at her.

"Ah." Yucca said quietly.

"Do not." Seira said.

"I was not going to say anything."

"You were absolutely going to say something."

Yucca was quiet for a moment. The water moved dark and slow beneath the dock. "Is he on our ship?"

Seira said nothing, which was its own answer.

"Then come on." Yucca said, not unkindly. "Before Lev has to come find us both."

She did not grab the girl's arm. She simply turned and walked back toward their ship, and after a moment she heard footsteps behind her.

Small victories.

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The ship was called the Sapphire Meridian, a mid-sized trading vessel with a crew of twenty-two and a captain who had clearly seen everything and was not interested in seeing anything new. Yucca liked her immediately.

Their cabin was small and smelled like salt and old wood and something that might have once been citrus. Seira sat on her bunk with her bag in her lap and said nothing for the first hour while the coast of La Noscea disappeared behind them. Yucca sat across from her and cleaned her knives, which was not a threat so much as a habit, though she had learned over the years that the distinction was not always obvious to other people.

Lev took up considerable space simply by existing.

It was Seira who spoke first, eventually, which was how Yucca had expected it to go. Silence was a pressure and the girl had been carrying too much of it for too long.

"He is not a bad man." She said, staring at her bag. "That is what everyone says. Everyone who meets him says he is not a bad man."

Yucca set down the knife she was working on. She did not say anything.

"He has the Inn." Seira continued. "He works hard. He is polite to his customers. He gives to the Adventurers' Guild charity box at the end of every month, I have seen him do it." A pause. "But I grew up in that Inn. I was born in Limsa Lominsa. I have never been to Doma. I have never been anywhere east of Mor Dhona. I do not know the language. I do not know the customs. I do not know this family he has sold me to." Her voice did not shake, which told Yucca more than shaking would have.

"I know the docks. I know the smell of salt and fish and engine smoke. I know what the fog looks like coming in from the sea at four in the morning. I know three different ways to get from the lower decks to the Aftcastle without paying the lift toll." A pause. "My mother died when I was born. He never forgave me for that. Not in words. But in everything else."

Yucca was very still.

"He hit you." She said. It was not a question.

Seira looked up at her for the first time since they had boarded.

"Not where anyone would see." She said.

The cabin was quiet for a moment. The ship creaked around them, the sea moving in long, slow swells beneath the hull.

Yucca picked up her knife again. Cleaned it slowly. Put it away.

She did not look at Lev, but she was aware of him across the small space, sitting with his arms on his knees, saying nothing, looking at the floor. There was something in the way he was not moving that she could read, though she could not have explained how.

"You do not have to tell me anything else." Yucca said finally. "Rest if you can. The crossing takes time."

Seira lay down on the bunk facing the wall. She did not sleep for a long time. Yucca could tell by her breathing. But she stopped talking, and that was something.

Later, when the girl's breath had finally evened out, Yucca looked across at Lev in the dark.

She did not say anything.

Neither did he.

But something had shifted, quiet as a tide turning, in the shared silence between them.

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Part IIIAldric Fenn

His name was Aldric Fenn, and Yucca met him properly on the third day out when he brought them their morning provisions and tripped over the threshold of the cabin door, saving himself from a complete disaster only by some combination of sea-legs and reflexes that suggested he had been doing this for years.

He was twenty, as she had guessed from the dock. Hyur, brown-haired, with honest eyes and the kind of careful manners that come not from upbringing but from genuinely not wanting to cause anyone trouble.

He looked at Seira.

Seira looked at a point approximately four inches above his left shoulder with the focused intensity of someone detonating nothing.

"Miss Seira." He said, quietly, like the word was something he had been keeping in a careful place.

"Aldric." She said, to the empty air beside him.

Yucca looked between them with the expression of someone watching a play whose ending she had already worked out.

"Thank you." She said to the boy, taking the provisions. "What is your route after Kugane?"

He blinked, surprised to be addressed. "Back to Limsa, ma'am. This is my last crossing on the Meridian. Captain Sorrel is retiring the route."

"Mm." Said Yucca.

She closed the cabin door.

She turned around to find Seira staring at a fixed point on the ceiling with an expression of profound suffering.

"Say nothing." The girl said.

"I was not going to say anything." Yucca said, and meant it slightly less than the first time.

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The pirates came on the fifth day.

They came out of the morning fog the way things come out of morning fog in stories, all at once and without the courtesy of warning, two ships running dark with their flags already gone and their intent entirely clear from the way they were moving to bracket the Meridian on both sides.

The alarm bell had barely finished ringing before Lev and Yucca were on deck.

Lev had been in enough of these situations to move through the first thirty seconds without thinking. He was already measuring distances, counting figures on the approaching deck, identifying the two crossbow positions on the port side ship and the grappling hooks being readied on the starboard.

Yucca was beside him. This he noted and filed away as useful.

The fight that followed was the specific kind of chaos that feels eternal while it is happening and absurdly short in memory afterward. Yucca worked close and fast, which was her way, letting the bigger threats go past her toward Lev while she handled the ones that needed handling quietly. She took a cut along her left forearm that she did not notice until later. She also, at some point, ended up in the water.

This was not the plan.

The plan had involved staying on the ship, but a boarding plank had collapsed under the weight of four men simultaneously and Yucca had been standing on the wrong end of it. The water was cold in the way that removes opinions. She came up once, got a half breath, went back down when a wave from the hull hit her.

She came up the second time held up.

Aldric Fenn had gone in after her without apparently stopping to consider it as a decision, and he had considerably more experience with the water than she did. He got her back to the hull. Got a rope into her hands. Got himself and her both back onto the deck in a sequence of movements that suggested he had done something similar before, or was simply the kind of person who moved toward problems rather than away from them.

She sat on the deck coughing salt water and looked up at him.

He looked back, soaking wet, mildly alarmed, waiting to see if she was alright.

"Good." She said, when she had her voice back. "You are useful."

He blinked.

The fight was already ending around them, the pirates pulling back faster than expected, two of their number down and the Meridian's crew having defended with more ferocity than the attackers had apparently planned for. Lev had, from the state of the starboard railing, been involved in convincing them to reconsider.

Yucca sat on the wet deck and breathed and looked at Aldric Fenn and thought about a girl who had grown up knowing the docks and the fog and three ways to avoid the lift toll.

She thought about a man who kept the charity box topped up where people could see it.

She breathed.

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Part IVKugane

Kugane rose out of the morning sea like something from an ink painting, all tiered rooftops and harbour lanterns still burning gold in the early light. Yucca stood at the bow and looked at it and felt, as she sometimes did in new cities, the specific feeling of possibility that had nothing to do with comfort and everything to do with what a place might contain that she did not yet know about.

Seira stood beside her.

She was not looking at the city. She was looking at Aldric, who was working the rigging above them, and her expression was the expression of someone who had made a decision and was not yet sure if they were brave enough to carry it out.

"He is going back to Limsa." Seira said.

"I know." Yucca said.

"He asked me once. Before my father arranged this." She paused. "He asked if I would travel with him. I said I could not."

"What would you say now?"

Seira was quiet.

Yucca looked at the city getting closer. She thought about contracts, about the number Tokoro Jihen had written on the paper inside her vest. She thought about a girl born in Limsa who had never been east of Mor Dhona. She thought about the specific sound of someone saying a name like it was something kept in a careful place.

She thought about a man who hit where no one would see.

"Lev." She said, without looking at him.

He was there. He was always just there, which she had stopped finding surprising.

"I need to talk to you." She said. "Privately."

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They had the conversation on the lower deck while Seira helped Aldric with the rigging above, because neither of them had told her to stop and neither of the sailors nearby had objected.

Yucca made her case the way she made all her cases, without performance and without apology.

"The contract says deliver her to the Hirano family." She said. "But I think we can agree that a girl delivered against her will to a family arranged by a man who used her as a punching bag for eighteen years is not something either of us wants on our record."

Lev said nothing, which meant he was listening.

"Aldric saved my life." She continued. "I dislike owing people. This would make us even." A pause. "Also, she is eighteen. She is an adult. She has the right to make her own choices, and her choice is that ship going back west." She looked at him directly. "I will handle the father."

"Handle how?" Lev said, in the tone of someone who had a reasonable idea and wanted it confirmed.

"I will write him a letter."

He looked at her.

"A very good letter." She said.

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They let Seira go in the late afternoon. She came to find Yucca in the small courtyard near the harbour, stood in front of her with her bag over her shoulder and her jaw set and her eyes very bright, and she did not say anything for a long moment.

"You are breaking your contract." She said finally.

"I am a terrible businesswoman." Yucca agreed. "It is a known flaw."

Seira looked at her. "Why?"

"Because you know three ways to get from the lower decks to the Aftcastle without paying the lift toll and that is too specific a skill to waste in a marriage you did not choose." She paused. "Also, he saved my life. I do not forget things like that. It would be rude."

Seira looked at Lev, who was watching the harbour with the expression of a man who had decided this was not his conversation to have. Then she looked back at Yucca and did something Yucca had not quite expected, which was to step forward and wrap her arms around her, brief and fierce, before stepping back with her chin up and her eyes still very bright.

"Thank you." She said.

"Do not thank me." Yucca said, with some feeling. "Go. Before I change my mind or start doing math about the contract again."

Seira went.

Yucca watched her cross the harbour toward the Meridian and watched Aldric Fenn see her coming from the deck and watched his entire face do something that should probably have been private.

She looked away before it got worse.

"Not a word." She said to Lev.

He made a sound that was not quite a laugh.

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The letter took her the better part of an hour, written at a table in a teahouse near the harbour. She went through three drafts before she was satisfied, read it through twice more, added two sentences in the middle and removed one at the end.

// Letter to Tokoro Jihen, Innkeeper, Limsa Lominsa

It is with great sorrow that I write to inform you of the catastrophic events that have befallen your daughter's crossing and nearly claimed the lives of all aboard the Sapphire Meridian.

What began as an uneventful passage turned, on the fifth day, to terror beyond description, when from the deep waters beneath our hull there rose a creature of such enormous and unnatural proportion that I lack the vocabulary in any language I command to fully convey its scale. I have seen leviathans. I have seen the wakes of things that should not exist. Nothing prepared me for what appeared off the port bow that morning, a mass of writhing darkness larger than the ship itself, with eyes like lanterns and a silence about it that was somehow worse than any sound could have been.

The beast struck the hull twice. The second strike split the stern.

In the chaos that followed I was thrown into the sea and would have perished were it not for the intervention of a passing vessel, which pulled me from the water half-drowned and entirely without my possessions, my associate, or, I grieve to tell you, any other survivor that I was able to account for.

Your daughter Seira, to her great credit, showed remarkable bravery in the moments before the ship went down. I had grown fond of her in our short time together. She spoke warmly of you.

My associate, Lev Yorvasch, a man of great courage and considerable size, was last seen attempting to hold a section of railing in place with his bare hands. I choose to remember him that way.

I have nothing left but the clothes on my back, a knife I did not remember putting in my boot, and the knowledge that I survived something that should not have survived me. I will find my way eventually. I always do.

With sincere condolences for your loss and great personal grief for my own,
Yucca Al'Sahra

P.S. The creature was real. I am not available to answer follow-up questions about the creature.

She sealed it, addressed it, paid the harbour post to send it west, and sat for a moment with her hands flat on the table.

Then she picked up her knife and went to find Lev.

He was exactly where she had expected him to be, which was standing in the middle of the market street nearest the harbour reading a flyer that someone had pressed into his hand with the enthusiastic determination of someone whose job involved pressing flyers into hands.

She stopped beside him.

"Please tell me." She said. "That is a bingo night."

He turned the flyer so she could see it. It was not a bingo night. The flyer was illustrated with stylized steam rising from a large decorative tub, surrounded by flowers she did not recognize, with small text at the bottom translated into several languages including one she could read.

SPA AND WELLNESS EVENING. ALL WELCOME. BRING YOUR OWN INTENTIONS.

"No bingo." She said.

"No bingo." He confirmed.

She looked up at him. He was already looking at her with the expression he sometimes had that she had not entirely figured out yet, the one that was not quite a smirk and not quite something else.

"Fine." She said. "We go." She took the flyer from him and folded it into her vest. "But first, several practical realities." She started walking, and he fell into step beside her in the way that had stopped surprising her somewhere between Limsa and here.

"We are in Kugane. Our chocobo and the carriage are at an Inn near the docks back in La Noscea, which I am choosing not to think about right now. We have no active contract, the previous one having been, as of this afternoon, technically voided by a sea monster." She counted on her fingers as she walked. "I still owe you money, which means I am not free of you and you are not free of me, which is frankly inconvenient for both of us, and before I can pay you back I need gil, which means we need work." She glanced at him sideways.

"Kugane is not small. Someone here needs something done. They always do." She paused at a corner to orient herself. "We find work. We get paid. I pay you back. We go our separate ways." A pause. "Probably." Another pause. "Eventually."

She turned right.

"The spa can wait until this evening." She said. "Right now I need food, information, and someone willing to pay us to do something they cannot or will not do themselves, in that order." She looked back at him once over her shoulder, ears tilting slightly in a direction she did not acknowledge. "Keep up, Lev. By my count that letter just killed you for the third time, which means you are down to six lives." A beat. "You should be nicer to me. I am clearly the most dangerous thing in your vicinity and I have not even been trying."

She walked in silence for half a block before speaking again.

"I need to find a clothing stall before we do anything else." She said, glancing down at herself with mild displeasure. "I look like I just washed up from a shipwreck, which I did, but I would prefer not to advertise it. I want local cuts, local fabric, something that does not immediately announce that I have no idea where I am." Her ears tilted forward with something that was not quite enthusiasm but was close to it. "I refuse to walk around this city looking like a lost foreigner. It is bad for business and worse for my dignity."

She stopped at the corner and looked out past the market rooftops toward where the light sat differently, the particular quality of brightness that meant open water nearby.

"And tomorrow." She said, without looking at him, in the tone of someone raising a point they had been waiting to raise for some time. "You are taking me to the beach." She turned to look at him fully, and there was nothing ambiguous about her expression this time. It was simply want, uncomplicated. "I have been hearing about the eastern seas my entire life and I have salt water in places I will not describe to you and I have still not stood on a proper beach. So tomorrow, before any work, before any contracts, before anything." She pointed at him once. "Beach. That is non-negotiable."

She walked into the market, the morning light catching the gold chains at her waist, and Kugane opened around them both like something that had been waiting.

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar ✦ Kugane
Close to the Heavens
the suite, the ceiling, and a story about a medallion
Part IBest Investment

The shower was small and the water pressure was exactly what one expected from a suite that was trying very hard to not be what it was, but the water was hot and that was enough. She stood under it with her eyes closed and her ears flat and her hands pressed against the tile and let the remainder of the voyage, the oil, the adrenaline, the particular exhaustion of caring about something and acting on it, wash off her in pieces.

She was out in ten minutes. Efficient, as always.

She dried herself with the largest towel she could find, wrapped it around her hair, and surveyed the bed with the critical eye of someone who had slept in considerably worse places and was therefore capable of genuine appreciation. The sheets were clean. The pillow situation was adequate. She dropped the towel and slid under the linen with nothing on but the three chains at her neck, which she never took off, and pulled the sheet up to her chin.

"Come on then." She said to the ceiling.

Lev was settling himself on the floor after taking his own shower.

She turned her head and looked at him with the expression she reserved for decisions she found unnecessary. "I said you could share the bed. The floor is not the bed." She shifted toward the far side, making the point clear. "I am not going to do anything, I am exhausted, and you are too large for the floor to be comfortable for either of us. Get up here."

He got up.

He sat on the edge first, which she did not comment on, and then after a moment lay down facing her, which was the only option given the width of the mattress and the width of him.

She was on her back, looking at the ceiling, and she let the silence sit for a moment before it turned into something she actually wanted to fill.

"I robbed a noble for the first time when I was fourteen." She said.

He said nothing, which meant he was listening.

"I overheard two men talking in the lower market. Bragging, really. About this medallion that a lord kept, some old family piece, gold, supposedly enchanted, allegedly worth more than the entire street I grew up on." She pulled the sheet up slightly. "They were going back and forth about how nobody could get to it. He wore it to bed. Never took it off. Had guards on every door." She tilted her head slightly on the pillow. "I thought that sounded like a challenge."

"You were fourteen." He said.

"I was small and fast and very stupid in the specific way that is sometimes useful." She said. "I had been getting in and out of places I was not supposed to be in since I was nine. The noble's roof was not even the most complicated one I had climbed." A breath. "I went in through a window on the third floor. The guard rotation was slow, they were not expecting anything, nobody ever expected anything from the roof." Her voice had taken on the particular cadence of someone reliving something she had thought about many times. "His bedroom was at the end of the hall. He was asleep. The medallion was on his chest."

"How long did it take?"

"Four minutes from the window to back on the roof." She said, with no small amount of satisfaction. "I did not run until I was clear of the building. Running draws attention. Walking like you belong somewhere is the real skill."

He made a sound that might have been approval.

"I sold it for a quarter of what it was worth because I did not know any better and I was fourteen and hungry." She said. "But I ate well for two months. And I paid a woman in the market to teach me to read." She was quiet for a moment. "Best investment I ever made."

Her voice had slowed, the words coming further apart, the pauses growing.

"The men who said it could not be done." A longer pause. "I never told them it was me. I just." She yawned once, controlled, and did not finish the sentence.

Her breathing evened.

She was asleep before she reached whatever the end of that thought had been, mid-sentence, her hand loose on the sheet, ears dropping sideways in the way they only did when she was entirely gone.

And he, somewhat enchanted by her ability to disconnect in the middle of a conversation, ended up following her in her dreams.

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Part IIClose to the Heavens

The room was very dark when she moved.

She did it without waking, or at least without any sign of waking, shifting in the deep and boneless way of someone lost several layers below the surface. One leg found his and wrapped around it. Then the other, slowly, in stages, like climbing something in a dream. Her hand moved across the sheet and found the warmth of him and spread flat against his stomach and stayed there, fingers slightly curved, her breathing still the long and even rhythm of sleep.

Then it was not.

The hand moved. Slowly at first, the way water moves when something disturbs it from a distance, and then with more intention, sliding lower, finding him, and her breathing had changed to the kind that meant she was awake and had been for longer than she was admitting.

She moved down under the sheet without a word.

What followed was unhurried. She found him under the sheet with her hands first, wrapping her fingers around the base of him with the calm confidence of someone who had already decided exactly what she wanted and was in no rush to finish it. She took a moment just holding him, feeling the weight, the warmth, before she lowered her head and let her lips brush the tip, barely a touch, a question asked without words.

Then she answered it herself.

She took him into her mouth slowly, lips pressed firm, tongue flat against the underside as she descended, feeling him respond against her and filing that information away immediately. She pulled back with the same slowness, lips dragging, before going back down. Deeper this time. She hummed once, low in her throat, more to herself than for him, the sound of someone tasting something they had decided they liked.

Her hands worked in tandem, one wrapped around the base moving in long slow strokes that followed the rhythm of her mouth, the other pressed flat against his stomach, feeling the tension building there, reading him the way she read rooms when she entered them. Looking for information. Finding it.

She varied the pressure, sometimes soft and exploratory, lips barely grazing, tongue tracing the length of him with something close to academic interest, and then suddenly firm and intentional, taking him deep enough that she had to breathe carefully through her nose, her throat relaxed, her pace unbroken. She was not performing. She was indulging, and the difference was entirely audible in the small satisfied sounds she made against him, sounds she was not conscious of making.

She used the saliva without apology, letting it build, using it to make everything smoother and slower and more deliberate, her hand gliding with ease, her mouth taking its time with the parts that made his breath change, cataloguing each response with quiet precision. When she found something that worked she returned to it, not immediately, never immediately, always circling back after making him wait just long enough to feel it.

His hand found her hair eventually. She let it rest there for a moment, and then decided she was finished with that particular chapter.

She came back up and settled over him, knees on either side, the sheet falling away entirely, and looked down at him in the dark with an expression that was open in a way she would have immediately closed off in daylight. The faint light from the window caught the three chains at her neck, the tan lines that mapped her body like a geography of everywhere the sun had found her, the small firm lines of her, everything compact except for the generous curve of her hips and the weight of her resting warm against his thighs.

She reached down and guided him to her entrance without ceremony and then paused there, breathing, letting the anticipation sit.

Then she lowered herself onto him. Slowly. Impossibly slowly.

Her lips parted around a long exhale through her nose, her palms pressing flat against the dense fur of his chest, feeling the heat of him radiating upward as she took him in inch by inch. She was wet enough that there was no resistance, only the stretched and burning fullness of accommodating something disproportionate, her inner walls spreading around him and gripping instinctively. She stopped twice on the way down, not because she needed to stop but because she wanted to feel each stage of it separately.

When she reached the end of it she sat still.

Her thighs were trembling slightly against his sides. She could feel every pulse of him inside her, and her body answered each one with a slow clench of her walls, like a question being asked repeatedly.

He made a sound.

She filed that away too.

She began to move.

Long, rolling movements of her hips, her large ass rising and falling with a rhythm that was almost meditative, her small breasts barely moving with the pace she was keeping, the chains swaying forward and back between them. She watched his face in the dark with the same quality of attention she had given Kugane from the railing. She was memorizing him. She was aware of doing it and did not stop.

His hands found her hips and she let them, let his large fur-covered palms span nearly her entire waist, let his fingers press into the soft flesh where her hips flared, and she felt the size of him beneath her in every possible register, the breadth of his chest under her hands, the warmth of his fur against her inner thighs, the impossible fullness of him moving inside her as she rolled her hips forward and back.

She leaned down.

Her lips found his neck, the skin beneath the fur, and she pressed her mouth there and breathed him in and then bit, not hard enough to break, hard enough to mean something. He responded and she bit again in a different place and felt his hands tighten on her hips and she smiled against his neck in the dark.

He pulled her down and she let him, trading the long rolling pace for something shorter and deeper, her hips grinding rather than lifting, her small breasts pressed flat against the fur of his chest, the chains caught between them, cold links against hot skin. She could feel him hitting somewhere deep and specific that made her inner walls flutter involuntarily each time, a helpless rhythmic response she could not control and stopped trying to.

She found his mouth. The kiss was slower than everything else, unhurried in a way that contradicted the building tension in her thighs and the increasingly unsteady rhythm of her hips, lips and tongue moving together with a kind of attention that had nothing performative in it. She tasted him and he tasted her and her hips kept moving, kept grinding, kept chasing the thing that was building at the base of her spine like a wave that had been traveling a very long distance.

She bit his lower lip when it crested.

The orgasm came up through her slowly and then broke all at once, her walls clenching hard and rhythmically around him, her hips stuttering and losing the careful pace entirely, a long low sound pressed into his neck as she shook through it, her fingers curling into his fur, her whole body gripping him from the inside as the pleasure moved through her in long deep waves.

She was still moving when she felt him follow.

The heat of him releasing inside her hit like a second wave catching the first, his hands pressing her down hard against him as he pulsed, and she held herself there, fully seated, walls still contracting, feeling every throb of it, her breath coming in slow shaking exhales against his neck.

She did not move for a long time after.

She stayed exactly where she was, draped against the large warm expanse of him, feeling his chest rise and fall beneath her, the fur soft against her cheek, the chains pressed between their bodies. Her hips made one last small involuntary movement and then went still.

Then she slid off him, turned, and pressed herself against his back with the specific determination of someone who had made a decision without ever making it consciously. Her arm went around him. Her knees tucked behind his. Her face found the space between his shoulder blades and stayed there.

She was asleep in minutes.

Neither of them said a word.

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Part IIIPancakes

The light was pale and early when she became aware of movement.

She did not open her eyes. She registered the warmth shifting, the particular change in the air that meant someone was trying to leave a room quietly, and she lay still for a moment and listened to him finding his things, and then she spoke to the pillow.

"Are you running away and leaving me here."

The movement stopped.

"I was going to get food." He said.

She was quiet for a moment, considering this with her eyes still closed.

"Pancakes." She said. "I've always wanted to eat pancakes, and I think now I can afford to eat them. Or you can."

She pulled the sheet over her head and said nothing else.

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar ✦ Kugane
The Warmest Water
a cave, a pool, and some very specific maintenance
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Part IWhat Is Mine

He carried her the way he did most things, without making a production of it, one arm under her knees and the other at her back, her head against his chest and her fingers loosely twisted in his fur. She did not protest being carried. Her legs had made their position on the matter abundantly clear.

The cave went deeper than it looked from the entrance, the stone walls narrowing and then opening again into something that felt almost deliberate, a natural chamber where the rock curved upward overhead and the sound of the sea came through somewhere she could not see, a low rhythmic presence that filled the space without overwhelming it. The pool sat at the far end, fed by something warm from below, steam rising in thin curls toward the ceiling. The light came from the cave mouth behind them and from somewhere ahead, a gap in the rock that framed a slice of open ocean, grey-green and moving.

She looked at it from his arms and said nothing for a moment.

"Put me down here Lev, please." She said finally, quietly.

He set her at the edge of the pool and she sat with her feet in the water, testing the temperature, her hands flat on the warm stone beside her. The heat came up through her calves and she let out a long slow breath that had more in it than she would have named out loud.

He lowered himself into the water beside her and then reached up and took her waist and lifted her in, setting her down in the shallows facing away from him, the water reaching her ribs, warm and steady and smelling faintly of minerals and salt. She felt his hands stay at her waist after he had set her down. She did not move away from them.

"Legs open lass'." He said, low and even, close to her ear.

She opened them. No protest.

His hands moved from her waist to her shoulders and began working slowly, thumbs pressing into the muscle on either side of her spine, moving in long strokes downward. She felt every knot he found and every one he took apart, her head dropping forward, her wet hair falling around her face. One of his claws traced the line of her shoulder blade and she shivered despite the warmth of the water.

"You are going to last." He said, working lower, his thumbs following the curve of her lower back. "Every day. That is what I want and that means I need to take care of what is mine now."

She opened her mouth and then closed it.

"I intend to ruin you daily." He continued, unhurried, his hands moving to her hips, pressing and releasing in slow circles. "That requires maintenance."

"That is the most possessive thing anyone has ever said to me framed as a health concern." She said, to the water in front of her.

He did not respond. His hands slid around to her inner thighs under the water and she stopped talking.

He worked slowly, fingers pressing into the muscle there with the same patient thoroughness he had applied to her shoulders, and she felt the tension she had not known she was still holding begin to release in stages. The warmth of the water and the warmth of his hands were nearly indistinguishable. She braced her palms on the pool floor and let him work, her breathing evening out, her thighs loosening under his hands by degrees.

Then his fingers moved inward and she inhaled sharply.

He found her still swollen, still sensitive, still faintly slick despite the water, and he touched her with the same unhurried patience he had brought to the massage, two fingers moving in slow circles that made her hips tilt backward toward him involuntarily. She was tender and he seemed to know it, keeping the pressure light at first, reading each small sound she made and adjusting, until she was gripping the pool floor and pressing back against his hand with her breath coming in measured pulls through her nose.

"Lev." His name came out as a warning that was not really a warning.

"I know." He said.

He worked her slowly through the warm water, his free arm wrapping around her from behind, his hand flat against her stomach, holding her against him while his fingers continued their patient work between her thighs. She felt herself building again despite the exhaustion, despite the tenderness, despite every reasonable argument her body could have made about doing this again so soon. Her walls clenched around his fingers when he pressed them inside her and she made a sound into the steam that bounced off the cave ceiling.

Then he was gone.

She turned her head and he was not there.

The water was still. She looked down and saw nothing and then felt his mouth find her under the surface, his tongue pressing warm against her exactly where his fingers had been, and the sound she made echoed off every wall in the cave.

He stayed down there.

She gripped the stone beside her with both hands and tried to breathe and could not do it evenly, her hips rolling toward his mouth, her thighs closing around his head under the water, the heat of the pool and the heat of his mouth indistinguishable from each other. He worked her with the unhurried patience of something that did not need to surface, tongue pressing and circling and pulling, his hands gripping her thighs from underneath and keeping them apart despite her attempts to close them, and she realized with a distant and thoroughly unhinged part of her mind that he was not coming up.

He did not come up.

She came instead, her back arching over the pool, one hand slamming flat against the stone, a sound tearing out of her that had no composure left in it anywhere, her walls clenching around his tongue as he pressed deeper and held there through every shuddering wave of it, her thighs shaking against his hands, her whole body bright and overwrought and entirely beyond her management.

He surfaced slowly, water running from his fur, and looked at her with an expression that was not quite a smirk.

She stared at him, chest heaving, hair plastered to her face. "How long were you down there."

"Long enough for you but normal for a Hrothgar." He said.

"Large cats." She said, mostly to herself. "Wonderful."

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Part III Am Not Going Anywhere

He lifted himself out of the pool in one motion and sat on the edge, his legs in the water, and looked down at her. She looked back up at him in the warm steam of the cave with the open water framed behind him and the light moving across the surface between them and felt something she was not going to name right now settle somewhere in her chest.

She moved toward him.

She rose from the water and he caught her waist before she had to ask, lifting her up and onto his lap facing him, her knees finding the stone on either side of his thighs, her hands on his shoulders. She felt him hard and ready beneath her and the contact made her walls clench again despite everything.

She looked at him directly. He looked back.

She reached between them and guided him to her entrance and held there for a moment, just the tip, feeling the ache of her own swollenness against him, the specific tender burn of being used and wanting more anyway.

Then she lowered herself, slowly, inch by inch, her forehead dropping to his shoulder at the halfway point, a long broken exhale escaping her as she felt herself stretch around him again. The tenderness of it was sharper now, every nerve still raw and sensitive from before, her inner walls gripping him in involuntary pulses as she descended, the size of him filling her completely in a way that she felt from her hips to her teeth.

She bottomed out and stayed there.

Neither of them moved. The cave was very quiet except for the distant sound of the sea and the sound of both of them breathing.

"Still with me?" He asked, low.

"Barely." She said, into his neck. "Give me a second."

He gave her the second. His hands moved to her back, one between her shoulder blades and one at the base of her spine, pressing her gently against him without pushing, just holding. She felt his heartbeat against her chest. She felt him pulsing inside her, thick and insistent, and felt her own walls answering each pulse with a slow tight clench.

She began to move.

Slowly at first, rising just slightly and sinking back down, finding the depth of him on the descent each time and shuddering at it, her hips rolling in small circles at the bottom before rising again. He let her set the pace and she took her time with it, her hands sliding from his shoulders to his jaw, tilting his face toward hers, her eyes finding his in the low light of the cave.

She kept them open.

He kept his open too.

She rose and sank and rose and sank, the rhythm building by increments, the ache in her thighs and the ache inside her becoming something she was no longer interested in distinguishing from the pleasure they were wrapped around. She felt him throb inside her with each descent, felt herself growing wetter despite the water, her lubrication distinct and warm against the cool wet of the pool still on her skin.

His mouth found her breast.

She gasped and her rhythm stuttered, his lips closing around her nipple, tongue pressing against the small hard point, and she felt it connect directly to every nerve still singing inside her. His hands at her hips began to guide more firmly, not taking over, not yet, just adding weight to the movement, and she let them, pressing her breast harder against his mouth in exchange.

"I cannot hold back from you." He said against her skin, between one pull of his mouth and the next. "Every time I think I have control of it you make a sound and I lose it."

"Then lose it." She breathed, rolling her hips down hard onto him and watching his expression change. "I want to feel it when you do."

She leaned back slightly, changing the angle, and felt him hit somewhere deeper that made her vision blur at the edges and her mouth fall open. She kept the pace slow because slow was what she could manage and also because slow was what made them both half insane, the long deep roll of each movement drawing everything out, neither of them rushing toward anything, both of them already there.

His other hand moved from her hip to her other breast, cupping and pressing, his claw tracing her nipple in a careful circle that was somehow more dangerous than anything rough could have been. She looked down at his hands on her small breasts and then up at his face and felt the size difference between them as she always did, acutely, his hands nearly spanning her entire ribcage, his frame dwarfing hers, and she found it exactly as compelling as she always had and was no longer pretending otherwise.

"You are going to stay." He said. Not a question.

She held his gaze and rolled her hips down. "I told you." She said. "I am not leaving."

"Good." His hands gripped her hips with sudden firmness and pulled her down harder onto him, once, and she made a sound that was mostly his name and partly nothing recognizable at all.

The pace changed after that.

Still not frantic, but deeper, his hands guiding her with a quiet authority that she accepted without any of the resistance she usually kept between herself and things she wanted too much. She moved with him rather than against him, her forehead dropping to his, her breath mixing with his in the warm air between them, her walls clenching around him in long helpless rhythms that she stopped trying to control.

She felt him begin to lose the grip he had on himself by the way his breathing changed, by the way his hands pressed harder, by the way he pulled her down to meet each upward roll of his hips with increasing urgency.

"Lev." She cupped his face in both hands. "Look at me."

He looked at her.

"Now." She said.

He buried himself to the root and she felt him release inside her and it undid her completely, the heat of him filling her triggering her own release, her walls seizing around him in tight rolling contractions that she felt in every part of her body simultaneously, her eyes staying on his through all of it, both of them watching each other come apart in the warm light of the cave with the sea moving beyond the gap in the stone behind them.

She came down slowly.

His hands gentled. Her forehead dropped to his shoulder. Neither of them spoke for a long moment.

She lifted her head eventually and kissed him, soft and without agenda, her lips moving against his with the particular quality of something that had nothing left to prove. He kissed her back the same way.

"I meant what I said." She murmured against his mouth. "I am not going anywhere."

"I would not permit it." He said. "You're mine now."

She smiled against his lips. "Good luck trying to stop me if I changed my mind." She kissed him again. "But I will not."

He made a sound low in his chest that she felt against her sternum and she was about to say something else entirely when voices drifted in from the cave entrance, echoing off the stone, two people arguing cheerfully about something involving fishing.

She went very still.

He went very still.

They looked at each other.

"If you laugh." She said, in a very controlled voice. "I will drown you and report a tragic accident."

She disentangled herself from his lap with as much dignity as the situation allowed, which was not a great deal, and reached for the edge of the pool.

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar ✦ Kugane
Small Debts and Smaller Boats
a market, a boy, and three gil
Part IThe Obvious Pouch

The Inn's breakfast had looked at them from the plate with the specific energy of something that had made poor decisions about its own existence, and by unspoken mutual agreement they had left it untouched, paid for the room, and walked into the Kugane morning in search of something that smelled like actual food.

The market was already alive, vendors calling out in a mix of Hingan and the common tongue, the smell of grilled things and sweet things and something fermented that Yucca was choosing not to investigate mixing together in the warm morning air. She walked with both hands in the wide sleeves of the light kimono she had bought two days prior, her ears moving independently as they always did in crowded spaces, cataloguing exits and persons of interest out of a habit so old it had stopped feeling like effort.

"Something with rice." She said. "And fish. And nothing that looked at me from the plate this morning."

"The eggs were fine."

"The eggs were sentient and I refuse to discuss them further."

She was looking at a stall selling small clay cups of something hot and fragrant when she felt the small hand at her hip. Precise, quick, two fingers finding the small pouch she kept at her sash with the practiced efficiency of someone who had done this many times. She felt it happen completely and said nothing, her expression not changing, her eyes staying on the clay cups.

Lev, walking half a step behind her, had gone still.

She purchased two cups of whatever the hot fragrant thing was and turned to hand him one with the serenity of someone who had noticed nothing whatsoever.

He looked at her.

She sipped her drink.

"Yucca."

"It is very good, try it."

"Someone just robbed you."

"Did they?" She cupped the drink in both hands and looked out at the market with an expression of mild contentment. "Mm."

He waited. She could feel him waiting, which was one of the things about him she had stopped finding irritating and started finding almost companionable. He was very good at waiting.

"I saw him before he saw me." She said, still looking at the market. "He is about eight. Barefoot. The sole of his left sandal is held together with what appears to be market twine. He has been following us since the fish stall." She took another sip. "The pouch had three gil in it. I do not keep anything valuable in the obvious pouch."

A beat.

"I know why children steal." She said, simply. "I do not particularly feel like stopping him today."

Lev said nothing. She appreciated that.

They found a stall selling rice bowls with grilled fish and ate standing at the corner of the market street, watching the morning move around them, and Yucca had just decided that Kugane's mornings were among the better ones she had experienced when she heard the commotion from three stalls down.

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Part IIA Better Offer

A child's voice, high and frightened. An adult voice, loud and indignant. And the particular sharp tone of official authority clearing space in a crowd.

She was moving before she had finished deciding to.

The boy was perhaps eight, which she had estimated correctly, with dark hair and wide eyes and the specific frozen expression of someone who had exhausted their options. The guard had him by the collar. The merchant, a round-faced man in expensive fabric who had the look of someone who had been waiting for an excuse to be this upset about something, was making his case at considerable volume.

"Cut the hand." The merchant said. "It is the law. The boy is a thief and I want the law applied."

Yucca inserted herself between the merchant and the guard with the efficiency of someone who had been doing this particular kind of thing since before she was this boy's age.

"Good morning." She said, in her most reasonable voice. "I understand there has been a misunderstanding."

"There has been no misunderstanding." The merchant said, looking at her with the specific irritation of someone whose dramatic scene has been interrupted. "That child stole from my stall."

"What did he take?"

"A jade toggle. Worth twenty gil. Small enough to pocket, which is exactly what he did."

Yucca looked at the boy. The boy looked at her with enormous eyes, the toggle clearly visible where it had been hastily shoved into the fold of his sash. She looked back at the merchant.

"I will pay for it." She said.

"This is not about the gil." The merchant said, in the tone of a man who it was absolutely about the gil for. "This is about the principle."

"How wonderful." Yucca said. "I love principles. I find they become much more flexible when there is a better offer on the table." She tilted her head. "The boy pays his debt and you receive compensation plus something additional for your trouble. The guard goes back to doing something useful. Everyone's morning improves." She paused. "I do not currently have twenty gil on me that I am willing to part with, but I am a licensed adventurer available for work, which in my experience is worth considerably more than twenty gil if the job is right." She looked at the merchant steadily. "What do you need done?"

The merchant looked at her. Then at Lev, looming behind her with the particular quality of presence that large armed beings have in negotiations. Then back at her.

"I have a problem." He said, slowly. "At sea."

His name was Hirotsugu and his problem was this. Something in the waters off the coast had been attacking ships for three weeks. Two vessels sunk, four sailors dead, and his import and export business had ground to a halt because no crew would sail the route. The harbourmaster had been unhelpful. Even the Maelstrom had been called and found nothing. Whatever it was, it came at night, it came from below, and the one survivor who had seen it had described something with arms the length of the ship and an eye the size of a cartwheel.

"A giant squid." Yucca said.

"So they say."

She looked at Lev. "Can you shoot a giant squid?"

"I have never tried." He said. "But I can try anything once."

She looked back at the merchant. "We will need a boat. Small enough to move quickly. Supplies for two days. And the debt of the boy is cleared completely, plus you pay us in full upon completion." She named a number. The merchant made a face. She named the same number again with the patience of someone who had already decided it was not moving. The merchant agreed.

She turned to the guard, who had been holding the boy's collar throughout this entire exchange with the expression of someone waiting for instructions.

"Release him." She said.

The guard looked at the merchant. The merchant nodded, grudgingly. The boy was released and stood rubbing his neck and staring at Yucca with an expression she recognized because she had worn it herself, once, a long time ago, in front of a woman who had also stepped between her and a consequence she had not been able to afford.

"Come on then." She said to the boy. "You can give me back my three gil while we walk."

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Part IIIKotaro

His name was Kotaro and he was eight and three-quarters, which he specified, and he had been living near the docks for two years with a shifting population of other children in similar circumstances, a small informal arrangement by which they pooled what they acquired and kept each other fed. He explained all of this in the matter-of-fact way of someone who had accepted the shape of their life without particularly deciding to.

Yucca listened without commenting. She walked beside him and let him talk and did not offer anything that sounded like pity, which he seemed to appreciate.

He had given back the three gil immediately upon being asked, plus the jade toggle, which Yucca had pocketed on the grounds that they had technically paid for it.

"Why are you helping me?" He asked, somewhere between the market and the docks.

"I needed a job." She said.

He looked at her sideways with the sharp assessment of a child who had been lied to enough to recognize it. "That is not the only reason."

She looked down at him. "No." She agreed. "It is not."

She did not elaborate. He seemed to understand that this was the full answer.

The boat was small. Yucca looked at it for a long moment when they arrived at the dock.

"This is very small." She said.

"It is the boat available." Lev said.

"It is the size of a large bathtub."

"You enjoy bathtubs."

She stepped into it with the careful energy of someone making a decision they had already committed to and were refusing to revisit. The boat rocked. She sat down immediately and placed both hands flat on the sides and looked at the horizon with focused composure.

Kotaro climbed in after her with the easy confidence of a child who had grown up near water. She noted this and said nothing.

Lev took up approximately a third of the available boat by himself. The whole vessel sat noticeably lower in the water once he was aboard.

"This is fine." Yucca said, to no one in particular.

They rowed out past the point where the water changed color, deep green fading to something darker, and dropped anchor in the area the merchant had indicated. Lev produced a fishing rod from somewhere, a simple thing with a hook and a piece of raw fish for bait, and cast it over the side with the unconcerned air of a man who had been asked to fish for a sea monster and had decided to approach this as he would any other fishing.

Yucca watched him do this. "That is your plan."

"You have a better one?"

"I thought you were going to shoot it."

"I will shoot it when it appears. First I need to attract it." He settled the rod against the side of the boat and looked at her. "Giant squid are attracted to movement and disturbance at the surface."

She looked at the water. The water looked back.

"I could." She said, very carefully. "Put a foot in."

"You do not like the ocean."

"I am aware of that. I am making a contribution." She took off one sandal, held the side of the boat with both hands, and lowered her foot over the edge until her toes broke the surface. The water was cold and the boat rocked and she tightened both hands on the wood and said nothing about either of these things.

It was at this point that something moved under the stern.

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Part IVLEEEEEEEEV

"Was that." She started.

"Yes." Lev said, hand already on his gun.

"Something is touching my foot."

"Take your foot out."

"I cannot take my foot out, what if it follows the foot."

"It will follow the foot regardless, take your foot out."

She took her foot out. Kotaro, from underneath the bow where he had apparently been hiding since they left the dock, chose this moment to make himself known by grabbing her leg and saying "What was that."

Yucca made a sound that she would be describing, later, as a tactically appropriate exclamation of surprise. She grabbed Kotaro by the back of his collar and looked down at him. He looked up at her with the wide-eyed expression of someone who had perhaps misjudged his hiding spot.

"Why." She said, with extraordinary patience. "Are you on this boat."

"I wanted to come." He said. "I want to be like you when I grow up."

There was a silence.

"You want to be on a very small boat in the dark waiting for a sea monster to eat you?" Yucca said.

"You are not scared." He said, with complete conviction.

She looked at Lev. Lev looked at her with an expression she could not entirely read in the low light, something warm in it that she was going to think about later when she was not sitting in a rocking boat with a sea monster directly below her.

"I am a little scared." She told Kotaro, honestly. "I just do not let it stop me."

Kotaro considered this with the serious thoroughness of someone filing it away.

Then the squid hit the boat from below.

The entire vessel lifted two handspans out of the water and came back down sideways and Yucca grabbed Kotaro with one arm and the mast with the other and held on. Something enormous surfaced alongside them, an arm thicker than her torso breaking the water and slapping down across the bow with a sound like a cannon shot, water cascading over all three of them. She had one impression of something vast and pale and deeply unreasonable before Lev's gun went off beside her ear.

Then it went off again.

And again.

She was crouched in the bottom of the boat with Kotaro tucked against her side, both of them soaked, the boat rocking violently with each shot, Lev standing in the stern with his feet spread and his expression one of focused professional attention as he reloaded with the calm efficiency of someone who had shot at alarming things before and found this one no more alarming than average. Another arm came over the side of the boat and he shot it at close range and it withdrew. The water around them had gone dark with ink. The boat was spinning.

"Le." She said, from the bottom of the boat.

"Working on it." He said.

"LEV!"

"Nearly."

"LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEV! AAAAAAAAAAAAH."

The squid surfaced fully for one enormous moment, the eye she had been told about breaking the surface directly beside them, pale and enormous and looking at them with the specific quality of something that had made a decision, and Lev shot it twice in rapid succession and it went under and did not come back up.

The water stilled.

The boat rocked.

Yucca and Kotaro sat in two inches of water at the bottom of the vessel and breathed.

"I got ink in my ear." She said, eventually.

"Me too." Said Kotaro.

Lev sat back down in the stern and looked at them both and said nothing, but something in his face was doing something she chose not to examine too closely while she was still soaking wet and covered in cephalopod byproducts.

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Part VStuck With Me

Hirotsugu paid without complaint, which she took as a sign that the squid had genuinely been a serious problem. She negotiated the bonus on the grounds that the boat required cleaning and she deserved compensation for the ear situation.

After he was gone she stood with Kotaro at the dock and looked at the amount in her hand and then at him.

"Do you know the Inn near the east gate?" She asked.

He nodded.

"Go there and tell them Yucca Al'Sahra sent you." She folded a specific portion of the gil and put it in his hand. "That will cover a meal a day for a year for you and whoever you bring. The innkeeper has been paid." She closed his fingers around it. "Do not lose it before you get there."

He looked at the gil in his hand and then up at her. His expression was doing something that she was not going to look at directly because she was already regretting how soft the last twenty-four hours had made her and she had a reputation to consider.

"Go." She said.

He went. He looked back once from the end of the dock, and she did not wave, but she watched him until he turned the corner.

She stood at the dock with Lev and listened to the water for a moment.

"If I still had a debt with you." She said, without turning. "I would be in real trouble right now."

"You still have a debt with me." He said.

She turned to look at him. "That is not what you were saying earlier. Specifically, it is not what you were saying when you were." She made a gesture that encompassed the recent past in general. "Finishing inside me."

"I said a great many things." He said, with equanimity. "The debt remains."

She looked at him for a long moment. Then she turned back toward the market.

"Then I suppose." She said. "That you are stuck with me for a while longer."

She walked.

He fell into step beside her.

Kugane moved around them, bright and indifferent and full of things they did not know yet, and the morning was still young.

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Yucca Al'Sahra ✦ Lore ✦ Origin
The Debt the Desert Kept
on what the sand holds, and what it gives back
IAlmost

The Brass Blades were not fast, but they were many, and eight years old with empty pockets and shorter legs was not a combination that favored escape through the main roads of Ul'dah.

She had taken bread. One loaf, from the corner of a stall whose owner had three more behind him and had not looked hungry a single day of his life. She had done it the way she had learned to do most things, small and quiet and fast, and it had almost worked. Almost was the word that had defined most of her life so far.

She ran the way she had learned to run, low and close to the walls, through the gaps between people that adults forgot existed because they had stopped being small enough to use them. She lost the first Blade at the lift. She lost the second somewhere near the Merchant Strip. The third she did not lose. He was younger than the others and angrier about it, and she heard his boots behind her all the way to the Gate of Nald.

And then she was outside.

She had never been outside.

The desert opened in front of her like something that had been waiting to do exactly that.

She ran into it because there was nowhere else to go.

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IIThe Bottom of It

The heat was different out here. In Ul'dah the heat bounced off stone and came at you from every direction at once, loud and mean and smelling of other people. Out here it came straight down, clean and enormous, and it did not care about her at all. That was almost worse.

She walked until she could not see the gate anymore. Then she kept walking because stopping felt like a decision she was not ready to make about what came next. The bread was gone by the second hour. She had eaten it while moving, in the mechanical way of someone who had learned not to sit with food in case it disappeared.

The sun moved. She did not know how to read it well enough to know which direction she was going. The rocks all looked the same. The sand all looked the same. At some point she had stopped walking in a straight line and had not noticed.

By the time the light turned orange she was sitting on a rock that looked like every other rock, with no water and no shade and no particular plan, and the specific exhaustion of a child who has used everything she had and arrived at the bottom of it.

She was not going to cry. She had decided some time ago that crying cost water she never had enough of.

She lay down on the sand instead, because the rock was too hot now, and looked at the sky turning from orange to something deeper and thought in a fragmented eight-year-old way about whether Thal could find you if you died out here where no one knew your name. Whether it counted. Whether the god weighed people who did not have anyone to close their eyes for them.

She thought probably not.

Her eyes closed before she decided to close them.

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IIIThe Hare

The hare found her just before the last of the light went.

She came from the east, trotting across the cooling sand with the quiet authority of something that had walked this ground a thousand times and found nothing in it to fear. She was dark brown, the color of deep soil that remembered rain even when none had fallen, with one ear tilted slightly to the right and eyes the color of raw amber that caught the dying light and held it.

She stopped three paces from the child.

She looked.

The child's chest was moving, barely, the shallow uneven rhythm of someone the heat had begun to take seriously. Her lips were cracked. The small hands, open at her sides, were empty and had been empty for most of her life.

The hare stepped one pace closer.

She sat down in the sand and looked at the child for a long time, the way she looked at things she was deciding about, with a patience that had nothing of urgency in it because she had been doing this long enough to know that the important decisions did not benefit from being rushed.

Then she turned and looked at the dark that was gathering between the rocks to the east.

The Hakari was already there.

He was always already there, in places where the balance tipped toward the end of things. He was not a shape, exactly, and not a presence, exactly. He was the particular quality the air takes on when something is about to be settled. He stood at the edge of what could be seen and looked at the child on the sand with whatever served him for eyes.

The hare looked back at him.

Between them, without words, because neither of them used words, something was communicated.

The child's debt was not here. She had not lived enough to accrue the kind of weight he weighed. She was eight years old and had stolen bread to eat and run until she fell and there was nothing in any of that to balance. She owed nothing to the dark.

But the dark had come close enough to touch her. And something in that, in the specific unfairness of it, in the way this small and nameless thing had ended up here through no fault she had made deliberately, sat wrong against the scale he carried.

The hare made a sound. Very small. Almost nothing.

The Hakari was still for a long moment.

Then he moved.

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IVThe Experiment

It was not something that had been done before. It was not something with a name in any tradition, because traditions name the things that happen more than once and this was singular. The god had permitted it, or perhaps the god had simply not forbidden it, which in the mathematics of divine attention amounted to the same thing. He watched from wherever gods watch, with the particular curiosity of something ancient enough to have seen most combinations of things and still capable of finding a new one.

A human child. A spirit of accounting. A hare that had been watching the desert long enough to have an opinion about what deserved to live.

What would the human do with it.

The question was worth the experiment.

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VThe Oasis

She woke up at the oasis.

She did not remember being moved there. She remembered the sand under her back and the sky going dark above her and then, with no interval she could account for, the smell of water and the sound of something moving through reeds nearby and the rough grain of a large root under her palm.

She sat up.

The oasis was small, a cluster of palms around a pool that reflected a sky full of more stars than she had known existed, the water dark and still at the edges and faintly luminous at the center. The hare sat on the far side, cleaning her face with her paws, paying the child no particular attention.

She looked at her hands.

They looked the same. Small, scarred at the knuckles from various walls and cobblestones, nails bitten down to nothing. The same hands.

But something in them was different. Something in all of her was different, in a way she did not have words for at eight years old and would spend years learning the shape of. It sat behind her eyes, warm and very old and patient, like an ember in a hearth that had never gone entirely out. It knew things. It did not tell her the things it knew, not in words, but it colored the air around the living and the dying differently, and she would learn, over time, to read that color the way she read the difference between a mark who was easy and a mark who was not.

She leaned forward and looked at her reflection in the pool.

Her eyes looked back at her, and they were gold.

Not the light brown that they had been. Not amber. Gold, like the sacred coins left at the temple, like the light on the desert at the exact moment before the sun disappeared, like something that had been poured into her and cooled there and would not come out.

She looked at them for a long time.

Then she drank from the pool, because she was very thirsty, and looked at the hare, who had finished cleaning her face and was now sitting with her paws folded and her crooked ear tilted toward the child with an expression that managed, despite having a rabbit's face, to convey something like: well, there you are.

"Thank you." The child said. Her voice was rough from the heat.

The hare looked at her with amber eyes that held more history than any living thing had a right to.

She did not run.

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VILet This One Through

She found her way back to the gate at dawn, following the hare's path until the walls of Ul'dah appeared on the horizon and the hare simply stopped walking, sat down in the sand, and watched her go. She looked back once. The hare was still there, upright and unhurried, one ear tilted to the right, watching.

She turned and walked toward the city.

She was the same child who had left. She was barefoot and hungry and had nowhere particular to go and no one who would notice she had returned. She was eight years old and she had stolen bread and run until she fell and woken up at an oasis with gold eyes and something old and quiet living behind them.

But she walked differently.

Not with confidence, exactly. Not with the easy carriage of someone who had been given something they understood. With something older than confidence, something that did not need to know what was coming to be ready for it. She walked like someone who had been weighed and found to have a specific gravity, and the scale had settled, and the number was hers now.

The Brass Blade at the gate looked at her as she passed, a small child in desert-dusty clothes with unsettling golden eyes, and felt a crawling wrongness he could not name, something in his bones that said: not this one, not today, let this one through.

He stepped aside.

She walked into Ul'dah.

Behind her, in the desert, the sand shifted and settled and did not give up anything it held. The hare was gone. The Hakari was not gone, exactly, because he was never entirely anywhere or anywhere entirely. He was the absence between scale plates. He was the tone that rang clean and cold when the balance found itself.

He was in the gold of her eyes now too, watching with divine patience and the specific curiosity of something that had never put itself inside a human child before and wanted to know what she would do with it.

He would be watching for a long time.

She had a great deal of living left to weigh.

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VIIThe Marks

The marks came later.

Not all at once. They appeared the first time she faced something that should have killed her and did not, an alley in the Goblet, a man twice her size, a moment where something feral and ancient rose up through her before she had decided to let it, and she felt her arms go dark from the shoulder down, not with shadow but with something that had a texture and a weight and was definitely, precisely, hers and not hers simultaneously. Golden lines followed, pressing up through the darkness like light through cracked stone, in symbols she had not been taught and could not read but recognized the way you recognize the shape of something you have held in the dark.

It lasted until the danger passed. Then it was gone, and she was herself again, breathing hard in an alley, completely unharmed.

She looked at her arms. Her own skin, her own hands. The same hands.

She pressed her lips together and said nothing about it to anyone, which was a habit she had already developed and would keep for a long time.

Somewhere in the dark and the weight and the balance, something that was not quite a god and not quite a spirit and not quite either of them pressed against the inside of her the way embers press against the walls of a hearth.

Waiting.

Patient.

It had time.

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VIIIThe Sand Does Not Forget

She was its now, in the way of things given rather than taken, which is always the more binding kind. She carried its weight and it carried something of hers, and the god who had permitted all of this watched from wherever gods watch and found the experiment, so far, entirely satisfying.

She was not a yokai. She was not a spirit or a vessel or any word the temples used.

She was something the desert had kept and given back different, something that walked in the world with gold in her eyes and the memory of a scale behind them, and what she would become with that, what she would weigh, what she would find worthy and what she would not, was a question still being written.

The sand does not forget.

Neither does she.

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar ✦ Ul'dah
What the Desert Keeps
before the full moon, and everything after
INot Yet

Gridania smelled like rain and living things and the particular green patience of trees that had been growing since before anyone thought to give them names. Yucca had been tolerating it for three days with the specific energy of someone counting down to something she had not explained.

Lev had noticed on day one. By day two he had stopped asking what was wrong. By day three he had simply accepted that she was leaving the room faster than she entered it and had developed an opinion about the moon that she was not sharing.

"I need to go to Ul'dah." She said it at breakfast, over rice she had barely touched, not looking at him. "Soon."

"How soon?"

"Before the full moon."

He looked at her. She looked at the rice. Outside, a bird was being musical about something in the canopy and she appeared to find this personally offensive.

"That is three days." He said.

"I am aware of that." She picked up her chopsticks and put them down again. "Will you come with me or do I go alone?"

It was not really a question. He could tell by the way she asked it that it was not a question. He had learned the architecture of the things she said well enough by now to know when a question was a request wearing different clothes.

"I will come." He said.

She nodded once and went back to not eating.

He watched her for a moment. Then he let it go, because he had also learned when to let things go, which was a skill she had not made easy to develop but had made entirely necessary.

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IIThe Road South

They left the next morning.

She was packed before he woke up, which was unusual. She moved through the preparation with a focus that had nothing of her usual commentary in it, no complaints about the weight of the pack, no remarks about the chocobo's opinions on the weather, no negotiation about which route to take. She moved and he followed and they rode south and east through the Shroud and out into the drier air of Thanalan and she breathed differently the moment the trees thinned.

Not better, exactly. But differently. Like something in her recognized the ground.

He had been counting, in the weeks since they had started traveling together and then, gradually and without announcement, traveling together in a different sense of the phrase. He had counted back through the months and found the same pattern each time, a disappearance, never long, never explained, always tied to the same point in the lunar calendar. Always the first full moon of each astral and umbral era. Always Ul'dah or somewhere near it. Always alone.

He had not asked about it. He was asking now.

"Is there something you want to tell me?" He said, riding beside her through the red dust of Central Thanalan.

"No." She said. Then, a beat later, "Not yet."

"Not yet."

"I am not ready." She looked ahead at the road. "I will tell you. I promise I will tell you. But I am not ready today and I need you to accept that."

He did not accept it, exactly. But he heard it, which was different and in this case had to be enough.

They rode the rest of the way in a silence that was not comfortable and was not hostile and was, in its way, honest. She was keeping something from him. He knew it. She knew he knew it. The silence was the shape of both of those facts held in the same space without resolution.

It was not a good silence. But it was not a lie, either, and he had found, over time, that he could tolerate almost anything that was not a lie.

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IIIZahira

Ul'dah smelled like money and stone and the specific desperation that happens when those two things live too close together for too long. Yucca's shoulders dropped the moment they passed the Gate of Nald, which he might have read as relaxation if her jaw had not stayed set the same way it had been for three days.

She led him through streets he did not know, taking turns without hesitation, through the Hustings Strip and down a set of stairs that were not on any map he had seen, into a district that the city kept around the back like something it used but did not want visitors to ask about.

The building had no sign. It had a door painted the deep red of old wine, with a Nald'thal coin hung on a nail above the frame, worn smooth. She knocked three times in a pattern that was clearly not random.

The door opened.

The woman who opened it was perhaps sixty, perhaps older, with the posture of someone who had made a decision decades ago about how they were going to occupy space and had not revised it since. She was Roegadyn, broad-shouldered and unhurried, with silver hair braided back and eyes that moved between Yucca and Lev in the span of half a second and evidently arrived at a verdict about both.

"You're late." She said, to Yucca. Her voice had the particular depth of someone who had been using it to manage rooms for a very long time.

"I am on time." Yucca said. "You simply prefer me early."

The woman looked at Lev again. Something in her expression shifted, very slightly, in a direction he could not read.

"Come in." She said. "Both of you."

Her name was Zahira and she had run this establishment for thirty years and she had, as far as Lev could determine over the course of the evening, opinions about everything and feelings about nothing that she did not choose carefully to express. The building was a bar at the front and something quieter at the back, and the women who moved through it had the particular ease of people in a place that was genuinely theirs.

She brought it all with her, the warmth and the noise and the specific energy of someone returning to a place that had shaped them, and for a while Lev simply sat at the bar and watched her be a different version of herself. Not a false one. A previous one, maybe. One that had existed before she had learned to keep the distances she kept.

Zahira appeared beside him with a cup of something that smelled faintly herbal and set it down in front of him.

He looked at it. He looked at her. She was already looking at something across the room.

He moved the cup to the side and drank the water he had brought himself instead.

Zahira said nothing. But the corner of her mouth moved in a way that suggested she had expected exactly this and had not really expected anything else.

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IVHe Followed

He stayed awake that night.

He did not tell her he was staying awake. He lay in the dark of the room Zahira had given them and listened to Yucca's breathing and kept his eyes open and waited, and at some point past the eleventh bell she went still in a way that was different from sleeping still, the particular controlled stillness of someone about to move.

She moved.

He waited until she was through the door and then he followed.

The streets of Ul'dah at that hour had their own population, unhurried and unbothered, and she moved through them like she belonged to the dark in a way that had nothing supernatural about it and was entirely skill. He kept his distance. He was not small and he was not quiet and she had better senses than most people he had ever tried to follow, but she was focused on something ahead of her and he used that.

She passed through the Gate of Nald without pausing.

The desert was cold.

He had not expected that cold. The days in Thanalan were merciless but the nights belonged to a different logic entirely, the sand giving back the heat it had taken all day in a matter of hours until the air was sharp and the stars were the kind of clear that only happens when there is nothing between you and them but cold.

She walked without hesitation.

He followed.

By midnight she was deep enough into the desert that Ul'dah was a glow behind them and nothing was ahead but dark and sand and the path between the dunes that she took as though she had walked it many times, which he was beginning to understand she had. He lost her twice between the dunes, found her again both times by the sound of her footsteps, which were always softer than they should have been for someone moving that fast.

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VThe Oasis

Near the third bell of the morning the land changed. The dunes gave way to something flatter and then to a cluster of palms around water that reflected the sky like it had been waiting to do exactly that. The oasis was small and still and entirely removed from the world, and she walked into it and he stopped at the edge of the palms and watched.

She took off her boots first.

Then everything else, methodically, folding nothing, leaving it all on the bank in a way that said she was not concerned about retrieving it in order. She walked into the water and it moved around her ankles, her knees, her hips, and she kept walking until she was in to the waist and stopped and looked up at the sky.

The moon was full and the water held it perfectly and she stood in the center of it with her eyes open and her arms loose at her sides and he watched and did not breathe.

It started at her hands.

He had seen enough in his life to know what magic looked like, the specific visual grammar of aether being worked. This was not that. This came from inside, from somewhere deeper than technique, pressing up through her skin the way light presses through the surface of water when something below it moves. Dark first, spreading from her fingertips up her arms, not shadow but something with texture and weight and intention. Then the gold, lines resolving out of the dark in symbols he did not recognize but felt something about, something old and balanced and entirely serious.

Her hair lifted.

Her ears shifted into something more, the same dark as her arms, the same gold threading through. Her eyes, when they opened, were the kind of gold that had nothing to do with color and everything to do with what the color meant.

She came out of the water and ran.

Not the run of someone fleeing. The run of something that was not only her moving through a space it understood completely, covering ground in long fluid bounds that were wrong for a Viera and right for something else, something older. She circled the oasis twice and then stopped at the water's edge and cleaned her face with the back of one dark hand and lifted her nose to the air and sniffed.

He stepped forward.

She went still.

The gold eyes found the moon first, tracking it across the sky with a patience that was not patience so much as the absence of hurry, and then, in the way of things that already know what they will find when they look, they found him.

The sound she made was not a word. It was the sound a creature makes when it finds something in a place it did not expect to find anything, warning and assessment and something that was not quite fear and was not quite anything else rolled together into a single low note.

The dark fingers of her right hand dragged across the sand once, twice, deep furrows, the way a cornered hare rakes its feet against the ground before it decides which way to run.

Then she ran.

Not away from him. Away from everything, into the dark between the dunes, gone between one blink and the next, leaving her clothes on the bank and the water still moving in slow circles where she had stood and the gold fading slowly from the tracks she had left in the sand.

He stood at the edge of the oasis and listened to the desert and heard nothing.

He waited until the sky started to lighten. She did not come back.

He gathered her clothes, folded them this time, and walked back toward the city.

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VIThe Argument

Zahira was waiting at the door of the bar. She was dressed and upright at an hour when most people were not yet either, with a cup of tea she was not offering to share and an expression that managed to communicate several things at once without saying any of them.

"She came back." Zahira said. "She always comes back. It is just a question of when and in what condition." She looked at his face. "Come inside."

"I need to understand what I just saw."

"I know you do." She opened the door wider. "Come inside, Hrothgar. You look like you walked across Thanalan in the dark."

"I did walk across Thanalan in the dark."

"Then come inside." She looked at him steadily. "She will talk to you when she is ready. I am asking you to wait until she is ready."

He went inside.

Yucca was in their room when he got there, wrapped in a towel and folded into the chair by the window with her knees drawn up and her hair still damp and her eyes on the floor. She heard him come in and looked up.

The look she gave him was not the feral gold of the oasis. Her eyes were their usual gold, tired and unhappy and doing something around the edges that was not quite hurt and was not quite anger and was clearly both.

"Why did you follow me." She said.

It was not a question. It was the beginning of something.

"Because you disappeared in the middle of the night." He said. "Because you have been disappearing in the middle of the night on the same day of the calendar for as long as I have known you and you would not tell me why."

"I told you I was not ready."

"You told me you were not ready to talk about it." He set her folded clothes on the bed. "You did not tell me it was something I would follow you across a desert to see."

She looked at the clothes. Something in her face shifted toward something he could not read.

"You should not have followed me." She said. Quietly.

"You were alone in the desert at three in the morning."

"I am always alone in the desert at three in the morning." Her voice did not rise. "I know that desert. I know every rock in it. I was never in danger."

"I did not know that."

"Because I did not tell you." She looked at him directly now. "Which is what I asked for. Which is what I said I needed. And you followed me anyway."

The word anyway sat in the room and neither of them touched it.

He had nothing to say to that, because she was not wrong. She had asked. He had agreed. And then he had done the opposite, because the worry had been louder than the agreement, and he was not certain, standing here now, that he would make a different choice, and he was certain that this was exactly the problem.

"I do not know what you are." He said. He had not meant to say it that way. It came out anyway.

She went very still.

"No." She said. "You do not."

"Then tell me."

"I said I was not ready."

"Yucca."

"I said." Her voice cracked, once, just the edge of it. "I was not ready."

She turned back to the window. He stood in the middle of the room with her folded clothes on the bed between them and the morning light coming in thin and flat through the shutters.

"I am going to leave." He said. He did not mean it as a threat. He meant it as the truth of what he was feeling, which was the specific kind of hurt that comes from being kept out of something by someone you thought had let you in. "If this is what we are. If there are things about you that I am not allowed to ask about or follow you toward or understand. I need to know if that is what this is."

She said nothing.

He picked up his pack.

He got as far as the door.

Zahira was in the hallway.

She was considerably shorter than him and considerably older than him and she had her arms crossed and the expression of someone who had made a decision and was not revisiting it.

"Move." He said, not unkindly.

"No." She said, with the same quality.

"Zahira."

"I heard." She looked up at him with the direct calm of someone who had been navigating men three times her size since before he was born. "I have been hearing this conversation for twenty years, in various forms, and I know where it goes if you walk out that door and I am not willing to let it go there today." She tilted her head toward the room behind him. "Go back."

"She does not want to talk to me."

"She does not know how to talk to you. Those are different things." Zahira looked at him steadily. "She has never had to tell anyone this before. Not once in her life has she chosen to tell someone what she is. The people who know, know because they were there." Her expression did not soften exactly but it shifted toward something more direct. "You are the first person she has ever considered choosing. Do you understand what I am telling you."

He stood in the doorway.

Behind Zahira, at some point during this exchange, four of the women from the night before had accumulated in the hall. They were all looking at him with the particular unified expression of people who had already decided which side they were on.

The Miqo'te crossed her arms.

"Sit down." Zahira said, and turned him around by the ear with a grip that was entirely disproportionate to her size and walked him back into the room.

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VIIThe One Nald'thal Keeps

Yucca had left the chair.

She was standing in the middle of the room and she was not all the way herself. The gold was showing at the edges of her, along her forearms, at the corners of her eyes, in the way she was holding herself, and she was not moving but she was not still either, something in her coiled and ready in a way that had nothing of the careful distances she usually kept.

The room had not been in good condition when he came back. It was in less good condition now. The small table by the window was in two pieces and the lamp that had been on it was somewhere else, and she was standing in the middle of this with her chest heaving and her eyes bright and gold-edged and her whole body doing the thing he had seen at the oasis, poised between two versions of herself.

Zahira said something.

He did not know the language. It was old in a way that made the air feel different, syllables that belonged to the desert, to the rock and the heat and the long patience of things that had been there since before the current arrangement of the world. She said it quietly, without ceremony, the way you say a thing you have said many times and know the weight of.

Yucca went still.

The gold receded. Not gone, not entirely, but quiet. She folded in on herself like something that had been holding a shape under pressure and was now allowed to stop, dropping to the floor in the corner with her knees to her chest and her face hidden and her shoulders doing something that he thought, in a person who cried, would have been crying.

She did not cry. She just sat.

The women in the doorway were familiar with this. They did not crowd forward or comment. They simply made space for it to be what it was.

Zahira looked at him.

"She is the one Nald'thal keeps." She said it without preamble, as though she had been waiting to say it in plain words for some time. "You know the old stories. The weigher, the scale, the ones who move between the debt of the living and the accounting of the dead." She looked at Yucca in the corner. "She was eight years old and she was dying in the desert and something decided she was worth keeping. I do not know why. The god has reasons he does not explain." She paused. "I found her three days after. She had walked back from wherever she had been and she had gold eyes and something behind them that had not been there before, and I knew what it was because I had seen the signs in the old texts and I had half-believed them and then I stopped half-believing."

She looked at him steadily.

"She can feel the weight of people. The worth of them. She has known, since she was a child, who was going to die and sometimes when, and she has never said so to anyone because how do you say something like that." Her voice was very even. "The full moon of each era calls her back to the desert. It is not something she chose. It is what she is." A beat. "She should have told you. She knows she should have told you. She was afraid."

"Of what." He said. His voice came out quieter than he expected.

Zahira looked at the corner.

"Of this." She said. "Of exactly this."

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VIIIShe Told Him

The room they put him in was small and smelled like cedar and he sat on the edge of the bed and did not move for a long time.

The day passed. He heard the building come alive around him in the slow rhythms of a place that did its business at night and managed itself quietly during the day. Someone knocked once with food. He thanked them and did not eat it.

The night passed too.

Zahira came at some point in the deep of it and set more food on the table and looked at him with the expression of someone who was not going to say I told you so because they did not need to.

"She is resting." Zahira said. "She will come when she comes. She always does."

The light through the shutter was the early grey of just before dawn when the door opened.

She came in without a sound. She stood by the bed for a moment looking at him, and he looked back at her, and neither of them said anything.

Then she made a gesture with her eyes that he read without difficulty, a question and a request at the same time, the most honest thing she had offered him in three days.

He moved over.

She lay down beside him, her back to his chest, her hands folded under her chin. He put his arm around her and said nothing and meant a great deal by it.

She was quiet for a long time. Long enough that he thought she had gone to sleep and was not going to talk, which he had already decided he would accept.

Then she started talking.

She told him about the desert when she was eight years old. About the bread and the Brass Blades and the gate and the specific exhaustion of a child who had run out of everything. About lying down in the sand because the rock was too hot and thinking about whether Thal could find you if you died without anyone knowing your name. About waking up at the oasis with gold eyes and something old and quiet behind them and a dark brown hare cleaning her face on the far bank as though nothing unusual had occurred.

She told him about learning what the gold meant. About the first time she felt the weight of someone, not their body but something else, the specific gravity of a person who was about to leave the world, and how she had not known what she was feeling until the person fell and did not get up and she understood. About learning to hold that knowledge without speaking it because there was no way to speak it that did not make people afraid of her or want something from her.

She told him about the marks. About the first time the feral rose up through her, in an alley, against a man who had made a decision about her that she had not agreed to. About going dark from the hands up and feeling the symbols press up through the dark like fire looking for an exit. About how it happened when she was afraid or angry or both, and how Zahira had found the words that called her back and had taught her to find them herself.

She told him she did not know what she was. Not a yokai. Not a vessel in the way the texts described. Something singular, something that did not have a word yet, something that a god had looked at once with curiosity and decided was worth the experiment.

She told him that Zahira had told her to tell him when she realized she loved him. That she had been trying to find the words for four months and had not found them and this last full moon had arrived before she did.

She stopped.

He said nothing for a moment.

"So." He said. "You love me."

A very long silence.

"It was apparently obvious." She said, into the pillow. "Zahira said, even the yokai could tell."

"What yokai?"

"Really?"

"I'm joking."

She was quiet for another moment. "Yes." She said. "Obviously." A beat. "Are you going to make me say it again?"

"Not right now." He pulled her slightly closer. "Maybe later."

She made a sound that was not quite a laugh and was not quite anything else and settled against him and he felt the tension in her, the long-held tightness of someone who has been carrying a particular thing for a long time and has finally set it down, begin to ease.

He had questions. He had many questions, about the god and the hare and the weight she felt in people, about the marks and what the symbols meant and whether she could read them, about the first full moon of every era for the rest of their lives and what that would look like. He had enough questions for several conversations and he was not going to ask any of them right now.

Right now she needed to sleep.

He needed to sleep.

Everything else could wait for the world to be lighter.

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IXThe Eye Masks

The door opened at half past eleven with the energy of someone who had been patient for a specific amount of time and had reached the end of it.

"I did not allow libertinage under my roof for either of you to sleep through the midday meal." Zahira stood in the doorway with her arms crossed and the expression of someone who meant exactly what they said and had further opinions prepared. "I have been running an establishment of various entertainments in this city for thirty years and I have standards and those standards include feeding people who have not eaten since yesterday." She looked between them with the specific assessment of someone who had seen most things and had reactions to all of them. "The food is on the table. You have ten minutes."

She left.

Yucca lifted her head from his chest and looked at the door and then at him with the particular expression of someone trying to remember how to be themselves after a long time of being something else.

"She is going to do that every day." Yucca said. "For as long as we are here."

"I know." He said.

"She did it when I was nine too."

"I believe that."

She sat up and ran her hands through her hair and looked at him sideways. Something in her was different from the last several days, not lighter exactly but less compressed, like a door that had been held shut for a long time and had finally been allowed to stand open.

She got up. He got up. They found their way to the common room where the table was set and the food was hot and all four of the women from the hallway were already seated with the casual ownership of people who ate at this table every day and had made room for two more without being asked.

The Miqo'te with the ink-stained fingers appeared from somewhere, set two small objects on the table between Yucca and Lev, and sat back down.

They were knitted. Small, soft, shaped to cover the under-eye area, in a dark practical color with a small pattern worked into the band. One was sized for a Viera. One was sized for a Hrothgar, which suggested the knitter had been paying attention.

The Miqo'te looked at both of them with an expression that communicated clearly that the first person to say anything about them would be dealing with consequences she had not fully described.

Yucca looked at the eye coverings. She looked at Lev. She pressed her lips together very firmly.

"We are not going to make a single joke." Yucca said, with the controlled dignity of someone doing significant internal work.

"No." He agreed, with the same quality of control.

He picked up his and put it on the table in front of him with complete seriousness.

Zahira sat down at the head of the table and looked at all of them and picked up her cutlery.

"Eat." She said. "Before it gets cold."

They ate.

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar Yorvasch ✦ sfw
The Weight of Ul'dah
a girl, a merchant, and Zahira with a sandal
✦ I.Late Shift

The city was still loud when they left the club.

Ul'dah never truly slept, not in the way that other places did, but there was a particular quality to the streets past a certain hour, a looseness, the kind that came when the merchants had gone home and the night belonged to everyone else. Lev walked with his hand at the small of Yucca's back, not steering her, just there, and she let him, her steps easy beside his, ears low in the comfortable way they got when she wasn't thinking about them.

The bar came into view with its familiar light spilling warm onto the stones outside. Even at this hour it was moving. Voices tangled through the open door, music underneath them, the particular noise of a place that knew exactly what it was and had no apologies for it. Zahira's establishment had never pretended to be anything other than what it was, and that honesty was part of why people came back.

Inside it was full.

Not chaotically so, but enough that the air was thick and the laughter was genuine and the girls moved between tables with the practiced ease of women who had decided their work was theirs and no one else's business. Lev let his eyes adjust. Yucca was already scanning the room with the particular attention she gave to spaces she knew well, reading the temperature of the place before she committed to being in it.

"Busy tonight." She said.

"Good for business." He replied.

She made a sound that meant she agreed but wasn't going to say so directly.

The girl at the counter was not Zahira.

She was young, younger than most of the others, a Miqo'te with pale fur along her ears and marks on her cheeks that might have been paint or might have been something older. She had taken up her position behind the bar with the kind of rigid posture that looked like professionalism from a distance and like anxiety up close. Yucca noticed it immediately. She glanced at Lev, brief, and he had already noticed too.

They didn't make a production of it.

They found a corner, accepted drinks from one of the other girls, and let the evening carry them for a while. Lev talked to a retired soldier who had opinions about sword maintenance. Yucca ended up in a conversation she hadn't started about the quality of leather sourced from specific regions of Thanalan, and she held her own in it because she always did, sharp and precise even at this hour, even in this state. But her eyes went back to the Miqo'te behind the bar more than once.

The girl was turning down clients.

Not rudely. Not in a way that caused scenes. But there was something in the way she angled her body away, something in the brief shake of her head each time someone approached with that particular kind of intent. She was present in the bar and absent from it at the same time, going through the motions of a night she wasn't really in.

Yucca filed it away.

Eventually the exhaustion that they had been holding off with sheer momentum caught up with both of them, and they made their way upstairs without discussion. The room Zahira kept for them when they needed it was small and smelled like cedar and something floral that Yucca had never identified. Lev sat on the edge of the bed while Yucca disappeared into the bathing room, and he listened to the sound of water running and then her voice, half-singing something tuneless and satisfied, and the tension he hadn't noticed he was carrying slowly left his shoulders.

She came back for him after a while, hair damp, expression bossy in the way it got when she had decided something was happening whether he had weighed in or not.

"Come on." She said simply.

He went.

The bath was warm and she was thorough and a little merciless about it, which he was coming to understand was how she expressed things she didn't always put into words. She washed his hair with more care than the task strictly required. He let her. By the time they made it to bed they were both running on almost nothing, and they found each other by feel in the dark, her back to his chest, his arm heavy across her, and the sounds of the bar two floors below faded into something that was almost music and then into nothing at all.

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✦ II.The Sandal

The sun had barely committed to rising when the door announced itself.

It did not knock. It experienced a rapid and forceful introduction to the wall beside the frame, and Zahira's voice preceded her by approximately half a second.

"I want no libertinage under my roof." She announced to the room at large. "I can smell the indecency from the hall and I will not have it."

Yucca opened one eye.

She was wearing a nightgown that could generously be described as grandmotherly, white cotton to the ankles, tiny embroidered flowers along the collar, her hair loose and her expression the particular flatness of someone who had been deeply asleep eleven seconds ago. She looked at Zahira. She looked at the door. She looked back at Zahira.

"Do you know." She said, her voice rough with sleep. "That your establishment is still a brothel."

The sandal left Zahira's hand with a precision that suggested years of practice. It caught Yucca on the shoulder and clattered to the floor.

Lev stared.

Zahira straightened her shawl.

"Both of you." She said. "Downstairs. Coffee. I have a matter to discuss and I will not do it in a room that smells like a festival."

She left without waiting for a response.

Yucca stared at the sandal on the floor for a moment.

"She has incredible aim." Lev said.

"Don't tell her that." Yucca said. "She'll do it again."

The table Zahira had set could have fed a small garrison.

Bread in three varieties, soft cheese, a dark preserve that smelled of figs, eggs cooked two ways, sliced cured meats, fruit that had no business being this fresh at dawn. Coffee thick enough to hold a spoon upright. Yucca sat down and began eating before she was fully awake, and Zahira let her, refilling her cup without comment and settling across from them with her own, wrapped in a housecoat the color of old wine.

She was quiet for a moment, which was unusual. Zahira's silences were always purposeful.

"The orphanage is well." She began, and her voice had shifted into something that was still hers but softer at the edges. "The children are fed. They sleep." She looked at Yucca over her cup. "That is because of you. I want you to know I have not forgotten it."

Yucca did not look up from her bread. "The bar has improved too." She said.

"It has." Zahira allowed. "We have stability now that we did not have before. Certain arrangements have been..." She moved her hand. "Renegotiated."

Lev watched the two of them do the thing they did, which was communicate entire histories in the space between sentences.

"The girl." Yucca said.

Zahira set down her cup.

"The girl." She agreed.

The story came out the way Zahira told difficult things, without decoration, the facts laid down one after another like stones being placed carefully in soft ground.

She had found her in the lower city, below the Steps of Nald where the stones gave way to alleys that the maps of Ul'dah chose not to include. The girl had been there for at least two days by the look of her, curled against a wall with her knees to her chest, her tail wrapped around herself as if it could protect her. She was burning with fever. Someone had taken her shoes. She had been twenty years old.

Zahira had not called for anyone. She had simply picked the girl up and carried her.

"She was twenty pounds if that." Zahira said. "I have carried larger cats."

She had treated the fever herself, in the small room she kept behind the kitchen that most people assumed was storage. She had fed her broth and told her nothing was required of her. When the girl was well enough to understand what kind of establishment she had woken up in, she had not flinched. She had asked instead if there was work.

"I told her the orphanage needed hands." Zahira said. "The children needed care. I told her it was honest work and I would pay her fairly." She paused. "She said she needed to earn more than fair. She was very decided about it."

So she had been given the choice that every woman in this house had been given, freely, with full accounting of what it meant. She had chosen. And for six months she had been good at it, in the way that some people found unexpected competency in work they had not planned for, and the clients had liked her and she had seemed, if not happy, then at least steady.

Until a month ago.

"She started turning clients away." Zahira said. "Slowly at first. Then almost entirely. She stopped eating with the others. She leaves before dawn sometimes and does not come back until midday, and she thinks I do not see it." The older woman's jaw tightened slightly. "I tried to follow her once. These Miqo'te." She exhaled through her nose. "She was gone before I cleared the first corner."

Yucca had stopped eating.

"You think she's involved with someone she shouldn't be." She said.

"I think the lower city has interests in young women who are frightened and need money." Zahira said. "And I think I did not bring that girl back from the Steps of Nald to lose her to something she cannot name to me." She looked between them. "I am asking. Not demanding."

"We'll find her." Lev said.

Yucca was already reaching for her coat.

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✦ III.The Steps of Thal

Ul'dah in the early morning had a different quality to it than the city they had walked through the night before.

The market district was waking up, stalls clattering open, the smell of bread and dust and the distant mineral undertone of the desert air that lived in everything here. They walked without hurrying, because hurrying through the Steps of Thal at this hour was the fastest way to announce yourself.

"She is a good woman." Yucca said. Not loudly. "Zahira."

"She is." Lev agreed.

"People always talk about her establishment like it is a punchline." Yucca's voice was measured, the particular tone she used when she had thought about something more than she was going to say. "But every woman there chose it. She made sure of that. And the orphanage..." She paused. "She built that with her own money. Every coin of it a debt she took from Lord Ashford before he died." Something in her voice was very even. "He owned the building. Collected from the city for housing children while the children went hungry. He had plans to make it profitable, as if there was something left to extract." She kept walking. "There wasn't, in the end. Zahira paid off what she owed him with what he had left behind and the city wasn't going to do any of it."

Lev glanced at her. The morning light was doing something to the angles of her face.

"She protects people." He said.

"In the ways she knows how." Yucca said.

They rounded a corner and she stopped.

The Miqo'te was at a fish stall.

She was not buying anything. She was talking to the merchant in the low intent way of people who are conducting a transaction that has nothing to do with the thing on the table between them. He was a broad man with sun-damaged skin and eyes that moved too much for someone with nothing to hide.

The girl turned.

She saw Yucca and the blood left her face.

And then she was gone, a flash of pale fur and the soft sound of her feet finding purchase on stone, and the crowd closed behind her like water.

The merchant looked at them.

Lev looked back at the merchant.

The merchant decided he had something to do at the other end of his stall.

"He sells more than fish." Yucca said.

"I know." Lev said. "Come on."

She was not easy to track.

But Lev had grown up in places that required paying attention to the way people moved, and Yucca had skills she did not always explain, and between the two of them they followed the traces of her, a swinging door, a disturbed pile of cloth, the fine almost invisible mark of small feet on dusty stone, until the city changed around them.

The buildings here were not the gleaming sandstone of the markets. They were older, meaner, held together by the particular stubbornness of structures that had outlasted everyone who originally cared about them. The street narrowed. The smell changed. The people sitting against the walls were not sleeping.

Yucca went still beside him.

He knew the look on her face. She was doing the thing she sometimes did, reading a space before she entered it, not magic exactly but not entirely not that either.

"She is in there." Yucca said. She nodded toward a building that leaned slightly to the left as if reconsidering its choices. "Second floor." A pause. "Zahira has rules about this street."

"I know." He said.

"If she has been using..." Yucca's voice had an edge to it that he recognized as loyalty in conflict with itself. "I will not lie to Zahira. I won't do that to her."

"Let's see what we're actually looking at." Lev said. "Before we decide anything."

She looked at him for a moment. Then she nodded, once, and they went in.

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✦ IV.The Back Room

The girl was not using anything.

She was sitting on the floor of a back room that smelled of damp wood and something herbal and not unpleasant, her arms around her knees, her tail tucked in. On the low bed behind her an older Miqo'te woman lay with a cloth across her eyes, breathing in the shallow way of someone managing a great deal of pain with limited tools. In the corner, seated on a stool with his hands in his lap and his eyes fixed on the door, was a man who might once have been large and was now thin in the way of people whose bodies had been slowly carrying more than they were built for. His eyes did not track toward them when they entered.

He was blind.

The girl stood up fast, putting herself between them and the room.

"Don't." She said. The word had claws in it.

"We're not here to hurt anyone." Lev said. He kept his voice level, his hands visible. "We're not here for her either."

"Then what do you want."

Yucca stepped forward. Not fast. She moved the way she did when she wanted to be seen as exactly what she was, no performance, no pressure.

"Zahira is worried about you." She said. "That's all this is."

The girl's face did something complicated. The defiance stayed but something underneath it cracked at the edges.

"If she knows I've been coming here she'll send me away." The girl said. "I know she will."

"Tell me why you've been coming here." Yucca said.

The silence lasted long enough to mean something.

Then the girl sat back down on the floor, slowly, like a weight had been added to her. And she talked.

The woman on the bed was her mother. The fever that moved through her was old and stubborn and the healers in the lower city had done what they could, which was tell her family that keeping the pain manageable was the most anyone could offer. The man in the corner was her father. He had lost his sight the previous winter, an infection that moved faster than anyone caught it. He could not work. He could not leave safely. He relied entirely on his daughter and the neighbors who still had patience for them, which were fewer every month.

The substances from the merchant were not for recreation. They were the only thing that let her mother sleep without screaming.

"They charge me." The girl said. Her voice had gone flat. "Every week. More than the week before. If I stop paying they stop supplying and I don't know what happens to her then." She looked at the woman on the bed. "I tried to find another way. I couldn't."

The room was very quiet.

Yucca was looking at the mother. Her expression was not readable, exactly, but it was not unmoved.

"You need to talk to Zahira." She said.

The girl shook her head.

"She'll send me away." She said. "I can't leave them."

"She will not send you away." Yucca said. "I will tell you that plainly and I will stand behind it." She paused. "Zahira does not punish people for trying to keep their families alive. That is not who she is."

The girl looked at Lev. He wasn't sure what she was looking for. He held her gaze and said nothing.

"Okay." The girl said finally. The word was barely there. "Okay."

They stayed long enough to help.

Lev found what needed doing, the way he usually did, without announcement, and did it. There was water to carry and a window that had given up on closing properly and a pile of things near the door that had been waiting for someone with two useful hands to deal with them. Yucca sat with the father and talked to him, her voice low and even, and after a while his hands stopped working against each other in his lap. The girl moved around the small space putting together a breakfast for her parents from what little was there, and her movements had changed, the tension still present but no longer holding the whole shape of her upright.

The mother opened her eyes once and looked at Yucca for a long moment.

"Good girl." The woman said. It wasn't clear which of them she meant.

Yucca didn't correct her either way.

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✦ V.The Decision

Zahira heard the whole of it standing behind her own bar with her hands flat on the counter.

She did not interrupt. She did not make any of the sounds that people made when they were moving toward a verdict. She simply listened, and Lev watched her face do the private arithmetic that it did when she was weighing things she had already mostly decided.

In the other room, Yucca had sat down across from the girl.

Lev could not hear what was said between them. He could hear the rhythm of it, two voices, one steadier than the other, pausing and resuming. Once he heard the girl make a sound that wasn't quite a word.

Zahira exhaled.

"Call her in." She said.

The girl stood in front of Zahira like someone waiting to hear something she had already rehearsed being hurt by.

"I have made a decision." Zahira said. "And it is a difficult one, so I ask that you hear all of it before you say anything."

The girl nodded. Her tail was wrapped around her own ankle.

"Your parents will come here." Zahira said. "Not to this bar. To the orphanage. We have a room, it is not large but it is clean and there are people there at all hours. Your mother will have care and your father will have company and you will be able to see them without crossing a street I have told you never to cross." She paused. "I have a client who owes me a very significant favor. He is a physician. Your mother's pain will be managed properly, not by whatever that merchant has been selling you." Another pause, shorter. "And you will not need to see clients anymore if you do not wish to. The orphanage always needs hands. The children already know your name."

The girl stared at her.

Zahira looked back, steady and a little severe, the way she looked when she was pretending sentiment was not involved.

"But." The girl started.

"There is no but." Zahira said. "I found you on the Steps of Nald. I picked you up off the ground." Her voice did not waver. "Did you think I did that so you could run yourself into the ground trying to carry something alone that you did not have to carry alone."

The girl put her hands over her face.

The sound she made was not dignified and Zahira let her make it, standing there with her arms crossed and her jaw set and something behind her eyes that she would have denied if anyone had named it.

Yucca, from across the room, said nothing. She looked at Lev briefly.

He looked back.

After a while the girl lifted her face and wiped it on her sleeve.

"Thank you." She said. The words were wrecked and entirely genuine.

Zahira made a dismissive sound and handed her a cloth.

"Go wash your face." She said. "You look terrible."

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✦ VI.Her City

Moving the parents took most of the morning.

There was not much, which was its own kind of sadness, but what there was deserved to be moved carefully, and Lev took that seriously. He carried furniture that had been carried before him by people who no longer could, up stairs and down and across streets until his back had registered an official complaint that he chose to ignore. The father sat in the cart Zahira had arranged and offered directions that were occasionally accurate. The mother slept through most of it, transferred between beds with the kind of care that Lev applied to things that mattered.

The orphanage absorbed them the way it absorbed everything Zahira brought to it, with practical warmth, the staff already knowing where things should go, a room already aired out and light already coming through the window at the right angle.

Outside, in the yard, Yucca had been claimed.

He heard her before he saw her, her voice mixed into the noise of children at play, and when he came around the corner she was in the middle of a loose pile of small persons, some of them pulling at her ears, which she was tolerating with an expression of exaggerated suffering. Someone had put a flower crown on her head. She was wearing it.

She had also, at some point, gotten hold of the garden hose.

The children scattered shrieking. She pursued them with great commitment, her own hair soaked flat to her head, completely undignified, laughing in a way that he had only ever heard from her in very particular circumstances.

She turned and caught him watching.

She aimed the hose at him.

"Don't." He said.

She considered this.

She was still laughing when she put it down.

They said goodbye to the children in a small ceremony of hugs that lasted considerably longer than either of them had planned for. Yucca submitted to all of it with patience. Lev ended up crouching to be accessible to a very small boy who had decided he was leaving with his arms around Lev's neck and was open to negotiation only after the solemn exchange of a stone that the boy considered important.

Lev put the stone in his pocket.

They walked back through the morning streets, quieter now, the day having settled into itself. Yucca was still damp at the edges. The flower crown was gone but she had kept one of the flowers, tucked behind her ear on the side without the earring.

"Are you hungry." She said.

"I thought we might eat at the bar." He said.

She tilted her head. "We could." She said. "Or." She glanced at him sideways. "I know places in this city that I like. Places most people don't go. I have been in Ul'dah long enough that some of it actually belongs to me, a little." Something in her expression was careful and open at the same time. "I would like to show you some of it." A beat. "I can pay."

He raised an eyebrow.

"You can pay." She said again, with great dignity.

He laughed.

She elbowed him.

"Alright." He said. "Show me your city."

She turned into the street ahead of them, easy in her step, ears up in the way they got when she had decided she was somewhere she was allowed to be.

Then she looked back at him over her shoulder.

"After this." She said. "You are finding us somewhere with no rules and no Zahira with a sandal." Her eyes were very clear. "I was promised libertinage."

"You were." He agreed.

"Good." She said, and kept walking, and he followed her into the morning.

✦ fim ✦
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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar Yorvasch ✦ sfw
Her City, After
a terrace, a market, and Lev buying dinner
✦ I.The Terrace

The terrace was three flights up and entirely worth it.

It belonged to a man named Osric who had been frying fish in the same oil for thirty years and had opinions about this that he would share with anyone who expressed interest and several people who had not. The tables were small and mismatched and the railing had a lean to it that suggested a philosophical relationship with structural integrity, but the view was the whole of Ul'dah spread out below, the gold of the stonework catching the midday sun, the desert visible beyond the walls in a line of pale and luminous heat.

Yucca sat across from Lev with her arms on the table and looked at it.

Not cataloguing, not scanning for exits, not doing any of the things she usually did with a room or a view. Just looking, in the particular way of someone who has a complicated relationship with a place and is allowing themselves, for a moment, to have the uncomplicated version instead.

"I used to come up here." She said. "When I was small. Osric chased me out twice and then gave up and started leaving food at the corner of the second landing."

Lev looked at the second landing. A small wooden shelf had been nailed into the stone wall there, worn smooth with use.

"He still does." She said. "Different children now."

Osric arrived with plates before Lev could respond, two enormous portions of fish fried in the way that thirty years of consistent oil produces, with flatbread and a sauce that smelled of lemon and something roasted, and a clay pot of something cold and faintly sour that Yucca poured for both of them without asking.

"You brought someone." Osric said. He was looking at Lev with the assessment of a man who had known this particular woman since she was small enough to fit on a shelf landing.

"I did." She said.

"Is he staying."

She picked up her bread. "He is." She said, in the tone of someone settling a matter.

Osric looked at Lev for another moment. Then he nodded once, in the way of a man who had decided something, and went back inside.

Lev looked at Yucca.

"You did not warn me I was being evaluated." He said.

"You passed." She said. "Eat your fish."

They ate slowly, which was unusual for her, the food and the height and the particular quality of the afternoon conspiring to make hurrying feel like a mistake. She talked about the city the way she never talked about it in Ul'dah, the way you could only talk about a place when you were high enough above it to see its whole shape. Which streets went where the maps did not show. Which gates the Brass Blades watched less carefully at which hours. Which walls had handholds that had not been there originally and were maintained by no one officially and everyone practically.

He listened. He asked questions when he had them. She answered without the usual compression she put around this kind of thing.

Below them, Ul'dah moved in the way it always moved, loud and complicated and entirely itself.

"You love it." He said. Not as a question.

She was quiet for a moment.

"It is mine." She said. "That is different from loving it. I love very few things about it if I am honest." She turned her cup in her hands. "But it is mine and I know it completely and there is nobody in it who can surprise me." She glanced at him. "Mostly."

He picked up his cup and said nothing and meant a great deal by it.

She looked back at the city.

"Come on." She said, when the plates were empty. "I want to show you the market before the afternoon heat makes everyone unreasonable."

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✦ II.Her Market

The market off the Steps of Nald was not the one the visitors used.

It was older, less organized, crammed into a street that had no official name on any map Lev had seen, stall against stall with the merchandise spilling into the space between them and the vendors occupying exactly as much of the walkway as they could get away with. It smelled of spice and leather and something being cooked in an alley nearby and the particular human density of a place where business had been done in the same spot for generations.

Yucca moved through it like she owned it, which he had come to understand was the only way she moved through anything.

The first vendor was a Hyur woman with grey in her hair who was selling dried goods from sacks arranged in a pattern that suggested long-established logic. She saw Yucca before Yucca reached her and her face did the thing that faces did around Yucca here, the particular complicated warmth of someone for whom this person was both a memory and a present fact.

"You're back." The woman said.

"For a few days." Yucca set her hand on the counter in the easy way of someone who had leaned on this counter before. "This is Lev." She said it without ceremony. "My partner."

The woman looked at Lev with great interest.

"Partner." She said.

"Boyfriend." Yucca said, as if the clarification were slightly tedious. "The sentimental word."

The woman looked at Lev again with considerably more interest.

"She used to steal figs from the back of that sack." She said, pointing at the leftmost sack with the ease of someone who had been waiting to say this for some time. "Every third day for about a year. I pretended not to notice." She looked at Yucca. "You were eight and you were very obvious about it."

"I was excellent." Yucca said.

"You were eight." The woman said. "The bar was on the floor."

"And yet." Yucca said.

The woman laughed, which seemed to be the intended outcome, and pressed a paper twist of something into Yucca's hand before they moved on.

The next vendor recognized her before she was close enough to greet, a Lalafell man with spectacular eyebrows who sold tools and small hardware and had apparently employed her for two years starting when she was ten.

"Carried everything I own at least three times." He said to Lev with the satisfaction of someone reviewing a reliable period of history. "Never dropped anything. Never stole anything." He paused. "Once reorganized my entire inventory without being asked and was very smug about it."

"It needed it." Yucca said.

"It did." He agreed. "It needed it and you were right and I have not forgiven you."

Two stalls further, a woman who sold fabric and had apparently once paid Yucca in offcuts for a winter's worth of sweeping looked at Lev with an expression that communicated she was glad the girl had someone and was not going to embarrass either of them by saying so out loud. She pressed fabric samples into Yucca's hands instead and told her to come back if she wanted anything made.

Yucca moved through all of it with the particular ease of someone who had grown up receiving care in these oblique and practical forms and knew how to accept it without flinching. She introduced him the same way each time, plainly, without decoration, and the word boyfriend carried a weight she was not performing.

He noticed.

He stayed beside her and let the city's knowledge of her accumulate around him and understood, incrementally, what she had meant on the terrace about something being yours rather than loved.

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✦ III.The Commotion

The commotion started three rows over.

He heard it before he saw it, the particular acoustic signature of a dispute moving toward destruction, something heavy hitting the ground, voices rising in the specific direction that meant someone had stopped negotiating. Yucca's head came up. Her ears moved forward with the radar precision that meant she had already located it.

They moved toward it the same way they moved toward most things, together and without discussion.

The nomad was large, sunburned, with the clothes of someone who had been in the deep desert for long stretches and the specific fury of someone who had decided they had been wronged and had been carrying that decision for longer than was good for anyone. He had put his hand through the front display of a supply stall, scattering dried goods across the stones, and was now pointing at the vendor with a blade long enough to make the point clearly.

Yucca stopped walking.

The vendor was a man Lev had not met but Yucca evidently had. He was older, with the steady posture of someone who did not generally panic, but he was against the back of his stall with nowhere to go and the blade between him and the street. Beside him, pressed into the corner, was a girl perhaps six years old with her hands over her mouth.

"Cheated me." The nomad was saying, loudly. "Last month. Supplies that were weighed wrong, food that was spoiled at the bottom of the sack. You knew. You knew when you sold it."

"I did not." The vendor said. He was very calm. "If there was spoilage I would have replaced it. You have never come back to say so."

"I am saying so now."

"You are saying so with a blade in my stall in front of my daughter."

The nomad looked at the girl. Something shifted in his expression, not regret exactly, but the particular recalibration of someone who has gone further than they planned and is not certain how to stop. That uncertainty was the most dangerous part.

Yucca touched Lev's arm. Once, brief, the weight of it communicative.

He glanced at her. She looked at the vendor and the girl and then at him, and the look said: I know them. This one is yours to handle.

He stepped forward.

The space he occupied when he stepped forward was considerable, and several people nearby made use of their peripheral vision and found reasons to be elsewhere. The nomad turned.

The nomad looked up. Further up.

Lev had his hand on the gunbreaker at his hip and had not drawn it, because he found that in most situations the not drawing was more eloquent than the drawing.

"Put it away." He said. His voice was not raised. He did not need to raise it.

The nomad said something that was probably meant to be threatening but had the structural uncertainty of someone recalculating while speaking.

"He is an honest man." Lev said. "If there was spoilage in what he sold you, he will make it right. That is not a conversation that requires a blade." He looked at the nomad steadily. "Put it away."

The nomad looked at the vendor. He looked at the girl in the corner. He looked at Lev.

He did not put it away.

He swung instead, which Lev had half-expected, the particular decision of someone who had committed publicly to a position and had no graceful exit. It was a wide swing, the swing of someone who was used to being the largest person in a confrontation and had not adjusted for today.

Lev drew and fired once.

The sound in the enclosed market street was considerable. The nomad's sword arm folded. He went backward into the remains of his own dismantlement, and what was left of the stall display received him without ceremony, collapsing under him in a final comprehensive ruin of dried beans and onion rope and three ceramic jars that had been having a perfectly good day until now.

The market was very quiet for a moment.

Then it was not.

Lev looked at the space where the stall display had been.

"I apologize." He said, to the vendor. "For the stall."

The vendor looked at the ruin. He looked at the nomad in the middle of it, conscious, holding his arm, having arrived at the end of his particular decision-making chain. He looked at the girl beside him, who was staring at Lev with enormous eyes.

"He does that a lot." Yucca said, appearing at Lev's elbow. She was already crouching beside the nomad with the brisk efficiency of someone inventorying an outcome. Her hands moved through the man's coat with practiced lightness. "Or enough times that I have stopped being surprised by it." She stood up with a small purse that she weighed in her palm. "Lev." She said.

"That's theft." He said.

"This is reparations." She said. "There is a philosophical distinction." She looked at the purse. "It will cover the stall and probably the ceramics. The onions are a loss." She held it out to the vendor. "For the inconvenience. And whatever he actually owes you for last month, within reason."

The vendor took the purse with the expression of a man who had been in this market long enough to have a flexible relationship with the precise sequence of events.

The little girl had come out from the corner and was now standing directly in front of Lev, looking up at him with the focused assessment of someone collecting data.

"You're very big." She said.

"I am." He agreed.

"Did it hurt him."

"His arm. Yes, somewhat."

She considered this. "Good." She said, with the decisive moral clarity of a six-year-old, and went back to her father.

Yucca looked at the nomad on the ground, still among the beans.

"Someone will come for you." She said. "Stay still and don't be dramatic about the arm." She turned. "Come on."

They walked back through the market, which had resumed its business with the particular Ul'dah quality of a place that had seen enough things to treat most of them as weather.

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✦ IV.Dinner

Zahira was at the door of the bar.

She was standing with her arms crossed and one sandal in her hand, which was not a defensive posture so much as a prepared one. Behind her, visible through the open door, two of the girls were watching with the expressions of a dedicated audience.

She looked at Yucca.

She looked at Lev.

She looked at whatever was still on both of them from the general vicinity of the stall.

"Faroud's stall." She said. "The supply stall. My supply stall, that charges me half what the other merchants charge because I have known him since his father ran it and his father knew me when I was young enough to be embarrassed about it." She looked at Yucca with the steadiness of a woman who had held this expression through many conversations and intended to hold it through this one. "You destroyed Faroud's stall."

"The nomad destroyed the stall." Yucca said. "We resolved the nomad."

"With a gunbreaker round." Zahira said. "In the covered market."

"He was going to use a blade on Faroud's daughter." Yucca said.

A very brief silence.

Zahira's jaw moved.

"Come inside." She said. "Both of you." She looked at Lev specifically. "You are buying dinner. I don't care how you arrive at that conclusion, it is happening."

She turned and went in.

The sandal was still in her hand.

Yucca looked at Lev.

"You're buying dinner." She said.

"I understood that." He said.

"She likes the roasted lamb." Yucca said. "In case you need that information."

"I have that information." He said.

She patted his arm once and walked inside, and he followed her in out of the Ul'dah sun, and somewhere two floors up the small Miqo'te with ink-stained fingers appeared at the railing to watch them arrive and looked at Yucca with the expression of someone who wanted a full accounting of the afternoon and intended to get one before the night was out.

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar Yorvasch ✦ sfw
The Weight of a Name
a fic in seven days
✦ Prologue.Kurenai, Late

The night in Shirogane had the particular quality of nights that feel permanent, the kind where the music from inside the club carries all the way to the water and the air is warm enough that going back indoors feels like a choice rather than a necessity. Yucca was leaning against the railing outside Kurenai with her shoes in one hand and the look of someone who had decided the evening was exactly as long as it needed to be.

Lev was beside her. The water moved below them, black and silver.

The moogle came out of nowhere.

It was young, or at least it moved like something young, all urgent wingbeats and panicked energy, and it found Yucca with the precision of something that had been given very specific instructions about where to go. It pressed the note into her hand and was gone before she had fully registered it.

She looked at it.

A small piece of paper, folded once. Something dark had been used to write on it, something that had not come from an inkwell.

One word.

She recognized the handwriting.

Lev watched her face change. Not the way faces usually changed, not with movement, but with the particular stillness that happens when something has hit hard enough to stop everything that usually keeps a person in motion.

"Yucca."

She folded the note. She put it in her pocket. She put her shoes back on with the focused attention of someone who needed something physical to do with their hands.

"We need to go back to Ul'dah." She said. "Now."

"What happened."

She looked at the water.

"The worst thing." She said.

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✦ I.Day One: What Was Left

She did not speak on the road.

He did not press her. He watched her from the corner of his eye and read what he could from the way she held herself, which was not closed exactly, not the armor she wore when she did not want to be reached, but something that had gone past armor into something quieter and more fundamental. Like a building after the load-bearing wall comes down. Still standing. But differently.

Ul'dah received them as it always did, indifferent and loud, and she moved through it like she was not in it, automatic and efficient, the route from the gate to Zahira's street so known to her body that she did not need her mind for it.

The bar was dark.

That was the first wrong thing. Zahira's bar was never dark before the fourth bell of the morning. Even on slow nights the light was on, the door unlatched, someone at the counter.

Dark now. And the door not latched because it was not properly closed, hanging slightly wrong in the frame, the way doors hang when something has happened to the frame around them.

Yucca put her hand flat on it and pushed.

Inside: broken glass. A table on its side. The smell of something spilled that had been there long enough to settle into the stone. The bar itself intact but everything that had been on it redistributed by violence across the floor.

The girl who appeared from the back room was the Miqo'te. She had ink on her hands and her eyes were red and she was holding herself with the tight controlled stillness of someone who had been holding it together for hours on sheer necessity and was very close to the end of that.

She looked at Yucca.

Yucca looked at the bar.

"Where is she." She said.

The Miqo'te made a sound that was not a word and pointed toward the back.

She had been laid out on the kitchen table by the other women, because there was nowhere else and because leaving her on the floor had been unacceptable. They had done what they could with what they had, which was not much, but the care in it was evident. Someone had folded her hands. Someone had found flowers from somewhere, desert blooms that had no business being this fresh, and placed them.

Zahira looked, in the way that people sometimes do when the violence has been acute and the end has come quickly, almost peaceful. Which was not the same as peaceful. But it was what the women had been able to give her.

Yucca stood in the doorway.

She stood there for a long time.

Lev stayed behind her. He did not touch her. He understood, in the way he had learned to understand her, that touch right now would be the wrong kind of presence. What she needed was someone to stay.

He stayed.

She walked to the table eventually. She stood beside it. She looked at Zahira's face for a long moment, and then she reached out and touched her hand, briefly, the same way you touch something you are trying to make real.

Then she turned around.

Her eyes were dry. They were also something else, something that had nothing to do with composure and everything to do with what happened when grief and rage occupy the same space and cannot both fit.

"Who." She said.

The Miqo'te had followed them to the door. The other women were behind her, a quiet cluster of people who had been through something together and were still in it.

"Sariel." The girl said. The name came out like something she was getting rid of.

Yucca was still for a moment.

"I know that name." She said.

Her voice had no particular quality to it. That was the part that made the hair on Lev's arms move.

He had come in the afternoon, which was when Zahira handled her books and preferred not to be interrupted. He knew this. He had always known her routines because he had learned them at a time when learning them was an act of possession rather than care, and the distinction had mattered to Zahira long before it mattered to him.

He was tall for a Viera, which meant he was tall by any standard, with the particular grace of someone who had never needed to be cautious about the space he occupied. His hair was white, worn loose, and his eyes had the quality of something that calculated while appearing merely to observe. He had been beautiful once, in the way that certain dangerous things were beautiful, and he had not entirely lost it, though what remained of it had soured into something that wore beauty's face while meaning something else.

Sariel. The name the lower city used for him was different. More descriptive.

He sat down across from Zahira at her table as though he had been invited, and she looked at him the way she had learned to look at him thirty years ago, with her hands flat on the table and her face giving nothing away.

"You have been busy." He said.

"I am always busy." She said.

"The orphanage." He said. "The new arrangement with the supply vendors. The physician who owes you favors." His eyes moved around the room with the quality of someone assessing property. "You have built something."

"I have." She said. "And you are not part of it."

He smiled. It was the smile she had spent thirty years learning to distrust. "We had an arrangement."

"We had an arrangement thirty years ago." She said. "You violated it. Repeatedly. I ended it."

"You took something from me." His voice did not change. That was always the most dangerous part of him, the absolute evenness of his voice regardless of what was underneath it. "When you left, you took things that were mine."

"I took nothing that was yours." She said. "I left. That was all."

"The business connections." He said. "The clients who followed you. The leverage you had accumulated during our arrangement that you used to build this." He gestured at the room. "All of that came from what we built together."

"I built it." She said. "You watched."

Something in his face shifted.

"There is also the other matter." He said.

Zahira's hands remained flat on the table.

"I want a share of this." He said. "The bar. The orphanage. Whatever the orphanage has become as a front. Monthly, paid forward, and you tell the Brass Blades to stay off my street in the lower city. I know you have that arrangement."

"I do not have arrangements with the Brass Blades." She said. "I have history with individuals who sometimes choose to look in other directions. That is not something I can transfer."

"You are a practical woman." He said. "You have always been a practical woman. Be practical now."

"What I am." She said, very evenly. "Is someone who kept one secret from you at great personal cost and watched you waste thirty years building something ugly with what you had." She looked at him directly. "You are not getting a share of what I built. You are not getting anything from me. And if you send your people here again I will make certain that every contact I have in this city knows exactly who Sariel is and what he has done."

The smile had left his face. What was underneath it was less pleasant.

"You kept more than one secret." He said. "I know about the girl."

Zahira's breath did not change.

"I know she is alive." He said. "I have known for years. I have been patient." His eyes had a quality she recognized, the quality she had run from. "She is mine. As you were mine. And patience has limits."

Zahira looked at him.

She had made, over thirty years, a great many calculations. This one she made in the space of two breaths.

"She is not yours." She said. "She was never yours. I made certain of that the day I gave her up. She does not carry your name. She does not carry mine. She is entirely her own and you will never have her."

Something crossed his face.

"I gave her up." Zahira continued, and her voice had lost its careful evenness and become something else, something older and more final. "Because I knew what you would do with a child you considered yours. I have watched what you do with things you consider yours. I watched it for eight years before I had the sense to leave." She stood up. "Get out of my establishment."

He stood too.

"Tell me where she is." He said.

"Never." She said.

The thing that happened next was very fast, and the women in the other room heard only one sound before the silence came down, and they did not come in because they recognized that silence, and by the time they did come in there was nothing to be done.

He stood over her for a long moment.

He looked at his own hands.

Then he straightened his coat and walked out through the bar and into the street.

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✦ II.Day Two: The Shape of It

Yucca sat at Zahira's kitchen table until the early morning.

Not where Zahira had been. Across from it, in the chair Zahira had used for accounts, the one with the leg that had been repaired twice with different wood so it was three slightly different colors. She sat with her hands around a cup that had gone cold long ago and she did not drink it and she did not move.

Lev sat across from her. He had made the coffee and not commented when she stopped engaging with it, and now he was simply there, elbows on the table, waiting in the way he had learned to wait with her.

The other women were in the rooms above, mostly. The Miqo'te had come down once, set bread on the table that neither of them touched, and gone back up without speaking.

Near the second bell Yucca put the cup down.

"His name is Sariel." She said. "He has run the lower district between the Steps of Thal and the Gate of Nald for twenty years. Protection. Trafficking. Forgeries and contraband moving through the desert routes." She looked at the table. "He and Zahira have history. Old history. She never talked about it." A beat. "I should have asked."

"You could not have known." He said.

"No." She said. "But I should have asked." She moved her hands off the cup. "He wants control of the bar and the orphanage. She refused." Something in her voice was very contained. "She was killed for refusing."

"What do you know about his operation."

"Enough." She said. "I know the lower city better than anyone alive except Zahira." She looked up. "Knew." The word cost her something. "His primary storage is under the Steps of Nald, access through the old water channels. He moves his arms cache on the third and sixth day of each week. His gil reserves are held in three locations, the largest being inside a building he owns under a legitimate merchant's name." She paused. "I know where all of it is. I have known for years because Zahira knew and Zahira told me because she believed in knowing where the danger was."

Lev watched her.

"I want to hurt him." She said. "Before I kill him. I want him to understand what losing things feels like." She met his eyes. "Can you work with that?"

"Yes." He said.

She nodded once.

"We move the women and the children first." She said. "Tonight. There are tunnels under the Goblet that connect to the old cistern network. I know them. He does not." She began to stand. "Then we take everything he has, piece by piece, until he has nothing left but the knowledge that I did it."

"And then?"

"Then I kill him." She said it the way she said most things, plainly, and with no particular interest in discussing the alternatives.

She went upstairs to wake the women.

The children went first, in groups of three and four, carried and guided through streets that Yucca had mapped in her head since she was small enough to need to know them. The youngest ones thought it was an adventure. The older ones understood something was wrong and kept their silence with the specific dignity of children who had learned that silence was sometimes the most useful thing they had.

The women went after, with what they could carry.

The Miqo'te was the last out of the bar, and she paused in the doorway and looked back at the dark room.

"She would have wanted us to go." She said. Not to anyone in particular.

"She did want you to go." Yucca said, from the street. "She wanted it the moment he walked through that door. She made the choice that gave us time." She looked at the girl steadily. "Don't make it worth less than it was."

The girl came out.

Yucca pulled the door closed behind them and walked into the dark.

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✦ III.Day Three: The Depot

The water channel under the Steps of Nald smelled of decades and stone and the specific damp cold that lives underground regardless of the desert heat above. Yucca moved through it with a lamp held low and her other hand flat on the wall, and Lev moved behind her and did not complain about the ceiling height, which was several fulms shorter than comfortable.

"Six guards." She said quietly. "Two at the main entrance, two rotating the interior, two asleep in the antechamber. The rotating pair cross paths every eight minutes." She paused. "The antechamber guards will be the problem."

"I'll take the entrance." He said.

"Quietly." She said.

"I know what quietly means."

"You fired a gunbreaker round in the covered market."

"That was a different context."

She made a sound that was not quite a concession and kept moving.

The depot was three chambers connected by narrow passages, stocked with the particular inventory of someone who had been accumulating leverage for decades. Crates of contraband. Ledgers she recognized immediately as the kind of records that did not officially exist. Sealed containers she did not open.

She took the ledgers. All of them. She took the seal on the largest crate and memorized the marking before she destroyed it. She took the document case she found under the false floor of the third chamber, because false floors always held the most important things.

Lev found the two sleeping guards with the efficiency of someone who had a great deal of practice finding people who did not want to be found, and they stayed asleep for considerably longer than they had planned.

They were out before the rotating pair completed their next crossing.

She went through the ledgers that night in the cistern, by lamplight, while the children slept in the larger chambers further in and the women kept watch in shifts. She read with the focused attention of someone not looking for something in particular and therefore able to see everything.

Sariel had been busy for thirty years.

She set the ledgers aside near dawn and looked at the ceiling of the cistern and thought about what thirty years of patience looked like from the outside, and what it had cost.

The cache moved on the third and sixth day. This was the third day.

They had positioned themselves on the route before the cart departed, which meant four hours in a position above a street that received the full Ul'dah afternoon sun without apology. Yucca had tied her hair back and put on the kind of clothes that disappeared in a crowd and was eating dried fruit with the patient rhythm of someone entirely comfortable with waiting.

Lev was less comfortable with the sun.

"You could wait in the shade." She said, without looking away from the street.

"You are not in the shade." He said.

"I grew up here." She said. "This is just a warm day to me."

"This is not a warm day." He said. "This is a tactical decision by the sun to cause harm."

She handed him a piece of dried fig.

"Thank you." He said.

The cart appeared at the far end of the street twenty minutes later, moving with the particular energy of something that was trying to appear unremarkable and had slightly overcommitted to the performance. Two guards walking alongside. One driving. The goods under canvas, roped down.

Yucca put the dried fruit away.

"The driver." She said. "He is not one of Sariel's regulars. New to it." She paused. "He will panic faster than the guards. Use that."

She dropped from the overhang into the alley below with the easy quiet of someone who had been dropping from overhangs her whole life, and he followed less quietly but fast enough that it did not matter.

The guards were competent. They were also not prepared for a Hrothgar coming out of an alley on one side while something very fast and very small appeared from the other direction simultaneously, and competence only compensates for surprise to a point.

The driver panicked, as predicted.

The cart stopped.

They were gone with the cargo before the driver had finished panicking, through three turns into streets that did not connect to anywhere Sariel's people would look first.

She went through the weapons in the cistern that night too. What was useful she distributed. What was not she disassembled with the efficient thoroughness of someone who had learned that an unusable weapon was better than a weapon that ended up in someone else's hands.

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✦ IV.Day Five: The Gold

The merchant's building that housed Sariel's largest gil reserve had a legitimate front that had been chosen, Yucca explained, specifically because the merchant himself was not aware of the arrangement. Sariel was patient and precise about these things. He did not use people who knew they were being used when he could avoid it.

"The reserve is in the basement." She said. "Behind the actual inventory, through a wall that looks like it has always been a wall."

"How do you know it looks like it has always been a wall?"

"Because I went in three days ago as a customer." She said. "While you were managing the arms relocation."

He looked at her.

"I was careful." She said.

"You went alone." He said.

"I am always careful when I go alone." She said. "I have been going places alone since before you knew I existed."

He held her gaze for a moment. She held his back.

"Next time." He said. "Tell me."

Something in her expression shifted, not concession, but something adjacent to it.

"Next time." She agreed.

The building required a different approach, less speed and more patience, and Yucca had a particular kind of patience that most people did not expect from her because it was not visible in her usual register. She could be still for a long time when the stillness had a purpose. She had learned it young.

They went in near the fourth bell, when the merchant was asleep and the building was empty of everything except the inventory and the thing behind the wall that had always been a wall. She found the mechanism in the time it took Lev to position himself at the rear entrance.

The reserve was substantial.

She split it three ways: one portion to be distributed through Zahira's supply network to the families in the lower city who had been paying Sariel's protection rates, one portion for the women and children in the cistern, one portion held back for what came next.

She came out of the building and stood in the street for a moment in the dark, the bag over her shoulder, and she looked up at the sky that was the specific deep blue of Ul'dah an hour before dawn.

"He knows it's me." She said.

"Yes." Lev said.

"Good." She said. "I want him to know."

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✦ V.Day Six: The Confrontation

He found them on the fourth day after the gold.

Not them. The cistern. He had people who had spent years mapping the underground routes of Ul'dah, because Sariel understood that cities had two layers and the one below was often more honest than the one above. He sent twelve of them ahead and came himself behind, and the twelve found the entrance to the outer cistern and made enough noise doing it that Yucca's watch heard them four minutes before they arrived.

Four minutes was enough.

The women moved the children deeper into the network, to the second cistern where the air was worse but the approach was single-file and easily held. The Miqo'te went with them, which she did not want to do and did because Yucca asked her directly and she had learned by now what Yucca's direct requests meant.

Yucca and Lev met Sariel's twelve at the junction.

It was not a fair fight, which was not a concern she had brought with her. She had planned this junction three days before, knew where the lighting was worst and where the ceiling was lowest for someone of significant height and where the passage turned in a way that compressed numbers into something manageable. She had spent her life making unfair fights work in her favor and she was not interested in changing the methodology now.

Eight of the twelve did not make it through the junction.

The remaining four looked at each other and made a practical decision.

Sariel was waiting in the outer chamber.

She had expected him to send people. She had not entirely expected him to come himself, which she reconsidered immediately and recognized as something she should have expected, because Sariel's obsession had always been personal. He did not delegate the things that mattered to him.

He was taller than she remembered from the few times she had seen him at a distance. She did not know why she was surprised by this. He looked at her with the particular quality she had read about in Zahira's face once, a long time ago, without understanding it.

"You have been very busy." He said.

"I learned from someone who was very busy." She said.

He looked at her with something that was not admiration and was not entirely free of it either.

"You have your mother's efficiency." He said.

She felt something move in her chest. Not pain exactly. Something colder.

"You knew Zahira." She said.

"I knew her very well." He said. "For a long time." He took a step toward her. "She was mine before she decided she was not."

"No one belongs to anyone." She said.

"An interesting philosophy." He sai. "For someone who is standing in a cistern she built from stolen property because a woman is dead."

The cold thing in her chest changed temperature.

"I built nothing from that." She said. "I took back what was taken."

"What was taken." He said. His voice had the quality she had been warned about and was now understanding directly, the absolute steadiness of it, the way it never rose or fell regardless of what it was carrying. "I built what Zahira used to build this. I built it with her, before she decided to leave. Before she took things that were mine." His eyes moved over her face with a quality she did not like. "I have been patient."

"You killed her." She said.

"She provoked me." He said. "She always provoked me. It was one of the things I found most interesting about her, until it was not." He tilted his head slightly. "You are very like her. In ways she would not have wanted."

"I am nothing like you." She said.

"No." He said. "You are like her. I said so." He stepped closer. "Come with me."

The room was very quiet.

Behind her she heard Lev finishing with the last of the four, a sound that said it was done.

"You have dismantled my operation." Sariel said. "Inventively and efficiently and with a degree of personal animosity I find, frankly, interesting. You have handled yourself in three engagements against my people without taking serious injury." He looked at her with the quality that made the back of her neck cold. "I could use someone with your abilities. And what I have built does not disappear because the man who built it does. Someone will inherit it." A pause. "It should be someone capable."

"You want me to work for you." She said.

"I want you beside me." He said. "The way your mother was beside me. Before she made choices I could not accept."

She looked at him.

"No." She said.

Something shifted in his face.

"You do not have a position to negotiate from." He said, and the evenness of his voice had acquired an edge.

"I have this." She said, and she drew the blade she had taken from his own arms cache four days ago, which was a choice she had made with intent, and he recognized it, she saw that he recognized it, and she moved.

He was fast. She had expected fast. He was Viera and he had spent thirty years staying alive in circumstances that selected for fast. But she had been trained in the desert and the streets and by a woman who had understood that a small person who fights like a large person is only ever fighting the wrong war, and she had learned a different way.

The fight was not long.

It was not easy.

It ended with him on the ground, and her standing over him, and she pressed her hand to his chest the way the gold in her eyes demanded, the way the old weight inside her demanded, and she felt what she had only felt a handful of times before, the specific gravity of a soul being read.

She read it.

She saw a long and particular history in it, the weight of thirty years of harm chosen at every turn, of things owned and things destroyed and things pursued across decades out of an obsession that had curdled long before it had ever been healthy. She saw cruelty that had been chosen every time it could have been otherwise. She saw the specific moment, three days before she had received the note written in blood, and she felt the weight of it settle on the scale inside her.

She saw something else too.

She saw Zahira. Not as she had known her, but younger, and the specific quality of what was between them, and a decision made in fear and love and desperation, and what had come of it.

She saw a date. A place. A child left at the edge of the city with nothing but a coin and the hope that small things survived in Ul'dah because they had to.

She sat back on her heels.

She looked at her hands.

Then she got up, and she walked out of the cistern, and she did not stop walking.

Lev found the outer chamber empty when he came through. He found Sariel on the ground, which told him what he needed to know, and he looked at the entrance for a moment and then he made the practical decisions that needed making, because someone had to, and he had learned that this was sometimes what being beside someone meant.

He sent word to the Miqo'te that it was done.

He organized what needed organizing.

He did not go after Yucca yet. He knew her well enough to know that yet was the right word, and that the gap between now and yet needed to be measured correctly.

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✦ VI.The Bar, Without Her

They came back in the morning, the women and the children, to a bar that still smelled of what had happened in it but was otherwise intact. The Miqo'te was the first through the door and she moved through the rooms with the focused attention of someone making an inventory of what remained.

She found the letter in Zahira's account room, in the locked drawer of the desk that only Zahira had the key to, except that the key had been left visible on the desk for the first time in anyone's memory.

It was addressed to no one.

// Zahira's letter

If you are reading this, then I was not careful enough, or I was too stubborn, or both.

I have been writing this letter for ten years and not finishing it for ten years, and now I am finishing it because I have seen the way she looks at the Hrothgar and I know what that look means, and some part of me understands that the time for keeping secrets is running out.

Her name is Yucca. She does not know that I gave her that name. She does not know that I chose it the way you choose a name for a thing that will survive in dry and difficult conditions, that bends in the wind without breaking, that asks very little and gives back more than you deserve.

She does not know that I am her mother. I have decided, many times, to tell her. I have not done it. I have told myself it was to protect her, and this is true, and it is not the whole truth. The whole truth is that I was afraid she would not want me after, and the version of her I have now, the one who comes back to this bar with her arms full of stolen things and her eyes full of stories and sits at my table eating my bread and arguing with me about everything, that version has been enough. It has been more than I deserved.

Her father's name is Sariel. I will not explain what he is because anyone reading this will know or will be able to find out. I left him before she was born because I understood what he would do with a child he believed was his. I left her because I understood what he would do to a child who was connected to me. I have lived with both of those choices for twenty-six years and I have not made peace with either of them, and I do not expect to.

What I have done instead is watch her. I watched her find her way back to this city, to this street, to this bar, by routes that had nothing to do with me and everything to do with who she is. I watched her become something I could not have made her by keeping her, something the desert made, something the streets made, something she made herself out of whatever the world gave her to work with.

She is extraordinary. I want someone to say that plainly and without conditions. She is extraordinary and she came from me and from something terrible and she is entirely herself in spite of both of those things.

If she is reading this: I am sorry. Not for the choice I made, because I believe I made the right one. I am sorry for the years of not telling you. I am sorry that you had to find out like this. I am sorry that I was afraid of losing you too much to risk keeping you properly.

I love you. I loved you from the first moment, which was also the last moment I allowed myself to, for a long time. I have been loving you quietly and at a distance and through food I made you eat and arguments I picked on purpose and a key I left on a desk I never left a key on before.

You do not owe me anything for this. You do not owe me forgiveness. You do not owe me grief.

But if you find yourself in the desert at some point, at the oasis, you might think of me. I have always thought that place had good light.

Take care of the girls. Take care of the children. Take care of the Hrothgar, who looked at you the way I hoped someone would look at you, the way that means they have decided.

Take care of yourself most of all. You are not easy with yourself. You never have been. Be easier.

I love you.

Zahira

The Miqo'te read it once and then sat down on the floor beside the desk and did not move for a while.

Then she folded it carefully and went to find Lev.

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✦ VII.The Desert

He found her two hours outside the city.

She was walking, which he had expected, in the direction of the familiar geography she returned to when the world became too much for the version of herself she wore inside it. He did not call to her. He came up beside her and matched her pace and walked.

For a while she did not acknowledge him.

Then she said, without looking at him. "You should not have come."

"You should not be in the desert alone." He said.

"I am always alone in the desert." She said. "I know this desert."

"I know." He said. "I came anyway."

She walked. He walked.

"He was my father." She said. The words had the quality of something she was trying out to see if they broke under the weight of being real. "I weighed him. I saw it." She stopped walking. "He did not know. I do not think he knew." She looked at the desert ahead of them, flat and pale in the afternoon light. "He would have used it if he had."

"Yes." Lev said.

"Zahira knew." She said. "She knew all of it." She said it without anger, or with anger that had no current target, which was harder. "She kept it to protect me."

"Yes." He said again.

She turned to look at him. Her eyes were their usual brown, not gold, not the other thing. Just her.

"She was my mother." She said.

He looked at her.

"Yes." He said. "I know."

She looked at him for a moment longer.

"The letter." She said.

"The Miqo'te found it." He said. He held it out.

She took it. She did not open it immediately. She stood with it in her hands in the way she stood with things she was preparing herself for, the stillness that was not absence but presence, all of it concentrated on what came next.

Then she read it.

He watched her face while she read, not to see what was there but to be present for it, because that was what he knew how to offer.

She read it twice. Then she folded it and held it at her side.

She did not cry. He had understood by now that this was not absence of feeling but a different architecture of it, something that went inward rather than outward, that built rather than released.

She looked at the desert.

"I want to go back." She said. "For the funeral."

"Yes." He said.

She looked at him sideways. "You arranged it."

"Someone had to." He said.

Something in her face shifted into something that did not have a name but that he recognized.

"Thank you." She said.

He offered her his hand. She looked at it for a moment and then took it, and they turned back toward the city.

They buried Zahira in the small garden behind the orphanage, which was what she had wanted, written in a document the physician had witnessed three years before and known to say nothing about.

The women were there. The children were there. The supply vendors came, which was unexpected and was not. Old Osric came down from his terrace. The Lalafell with the eyebrows. The woman who sold dried goods. People that Zahira had fed and housed and connected and quietly helped for thirty years, who arrived without announcement and stood in the garden with the particular grief of people who have lost something they had assumed would simply always be there.

The Brass Blades who appeared at the edge of the garden were not there officially. They were there as individuals, several of whom were older and had known Zahira's name in connection with one quiet favor or another. They stood at the back and did not interfere with anything.

Yucca stood at the front, beside the Miqo'te, and neither of them spoke during the service because neither of them had words that felt adequate and they had both independently decided that inadequate words were worse than none.

Afterward, in the yard, when the children had been brought inside and the vendors had gone and the afternoon had settled into itself, the men came.

There were seven of them, and they came in the particular formation of people delivering a message they had discussed extensively beforehand and were committed to delivering correctly. They were not young. They were, most of them, the kind of men who had worked for someone so long that the someone had become the structure around which their understanding of the world was organized, and now the structure was gone and they needed a new one.

Their leader was a tall Hyur who looked like someone who had made a large number of practical decisions and intended to continue.

He looked at Yucca.

"We heard what happened." He said. "In the cistern."

"Word moves fast." She said.

"Word always moves fast in the lower city." He said. "You killed him."

"Yes." She said.

He looked at her with the particular quality of someone doing arithmetic. "We want to know what happens now."

She looked at them.

"He was my father." She said. She said it the way she said things she had decided to say directly, without softening or context. "I found that out when I weighed him. I did not know before."

The tall Hyur blinked once.

"I am not my father." She continued. "I will not run what he ran the way he ran it. I want that understood plainly before anything else is said." She looked at each of them in turn, briefly, long enough to mean something. "The protection work, the pressure on the lower city vendors, the trafficking routes, that ends. Not negotiable." She paused. "If you cannot work within those terms, walk away now. I will not pursue you."

No one walked.

She looked at them for a moment.

"The lower city has enough people who need protection that there is honest work in providing it." She said. "The kind that does not require hurting the people you are supposedly protecting. The kind that actually stands between the people who have nothing and the people who want to take what little they have." She paused. "We can still move things across the desert routes. We can still manage leverage in places that need managing. We are not becoming a charitable organization." Something in her voice was very dry. "But we are not going to be what he was."

The tall Hyur looked at her for a long time.

"Alright." He said.

She went back into the bar that evening, while the women were organizing what came next. The Miqo'te found her standing in the middle of the room looking at the space the way you look at a place you are trying to understand differently.

"The bar stays." Yucca said. "As a bar. Good drinks, fair prices." She looked at the counter. "No clients. Not like before." She looked at the girl. "Zahira spent thirty years building something for all of you. I am not going to let that be the thing she is remembered for having done, when she also did this." She gestured at the ceiling, at the building above them, at the orphanage wall visible through the back window. "You work here if you want to. The orphanage if you want to. Or you go somewhere else entirely and I will make sure you have what you need to do it." She paused. "Your choice. All of your choices. That is the only way this works."

The Miqo'te looked at her for a long moment.

"She would have liked that." She said.

"I know." Yucca said.

She went back to the counter and ran her hand along the surface of it, the wood worn smooth in the places where Zahira's hands had been for thirty years.

Lev appeared in the doorway behind her. She heard him and did not turn around.

"The stone." She said. "In your pocket. The one the boy gave you."

He reached into his pocket. He set it on the counter beside her hand.

She looked at it.

"I want to stay here." She said. "For a while. Before we go anywhere else." She picked up the stone. It was small and brown and entirely unremarkable. "Is that alright?"

"Yes." He said.

She put the stone back down on the counter.

Outside, the city moved in its usual register, loud and indifferent and entirely itself, and the desert sat beyond the walls in the long light of evening, keeping everything it had ever been given to keep.

In the garden behind the orphanage, someone had left a single desert bloom on the fresh earth.

No one had seen who.

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The Sand Court ✦ A Sand Court Story ✦ sfw
Evolution
four targets, one morning, and what the sand court becomes

We are the ones they forgot to bury.

We grew up through the cracks in their stone.

Evolution
✦ I.The Map

The room above the bar was not large enough for the table they had moved into it, which meant four of them stood and none sat and the map of Ul'dah covered every inch of surface and spilled over the edges onto the floor in three directions.

Yucca stood at the center of it.

She had been standing there long enough that two of the candles had burned down a finger's width and Edric, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed and his expression doing the careful neutral thing it did when he was paying close attention to everything, had stopped shifting his weight entirely. Sera sat cross-legged on the floor with her ledger and did not look up. Lev stood at the edge of the table with his cup and looked at the map the way he looked at terrain before a job, methodically, from the outside in.

He had been in Ul'dah long enough now to read its geography the way Yucca read it, the way someone reads a language they did not grow up with but have learned well enough to think in. He knew which streets doubled back. He knew the difference between the gates. He knew that the Steps of Nald and the Steps of Thal were not simply two halves of the same city but two different cities sharing the same walls, with different populations and different rules for the same behavior.

"Say it." Yucca said. Not to anyone specific. To the room.

Edric pushed off the wall. He was Hyur, mid-thirties, a scar along the jaw from something he had never fully explained and a way of being still that was not calm but looked enough like it to serve. He had come to the Sand Court through the specific door that most of them came through, which was running out of other options and recognizing in Yucca something worth running toward instead.

He pointed at the map.

"The Monetarists' reserve transfer happens in nine days." He traced a route with one finger. "Chartered Surveyors collect from three noble estates in the morning, consolidate at the Gate of Thal staging area, and move through the Wellroad to the Ul'dah Exchange by the afternoon session." He stopped at a point. "Twenty minutes on the Wellroad. Fifteen men. Two carts. One hundred and forty thousand gil in coin, bonds, and gold ingot."

"That is one location." Yucca said.

"That is location one of four." Edric said.

Lev looked up from the map.

Yucca had known for three days what she was going to say. She had been building toward it since the first time Sera had laid the intelligence on the table and the shape of it had become clear, not one target but a constellation of them, each one chosen for a specific reason, each one communicating something different to a city whose ruling class had stopped listening to anything quieter.

"The same afternoon." She said. "The same hour. Four locations. Four teams." She looked at the map. "The Monetarists move their reserve. The Platinum Mirage processes its weekly house account. Sunsilk Tapestries closes its books for the quarter." She paused. "And the Ruby Road Exchange makes its tithe payment to the Syndicate, which passes through the Steps of Nald in a locked box in the hands of one man who has been doing this walk for eleven years and has never once been bothered."

The room was quiet.

"Simultaneously." Lev said.

"Simultaneously." She confirmed.

Sera looked up from the ledger for the first time. "Combined value." She said, in the tone of someone reading a number they had checked three times. "Between two hundred and twenty and two hundred and forty thousand gil, depending on the Tapestries quarterly."

Lev looked at the map.

He had shot at a sea monster with a fishing rod on a small boat off the coast of Kugane while Yucca clung to his back and called out instructions. He had been knocked through a wall in Gridania by something that should not have existed and gotten up and finished the job. He had followed a woman across a desert in the dark and stood at the edge of an oasis and watched her become something ancient and sacred and entirely herself, and had not run, and had not looked away.

He looked at her now across the map.

"Tell me which one is mine." He said.

They built their walls to keep us out.

We learned to build our own.

Evolution
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✦ II.The Pieces

The planning took eleven days.

Yucca ran the whole of it from the center, the way a wheel runs from its hub, each spoke going out to its own team with its own briefing and its own set of problems to solve, while she held the shape of all of them together in her head and made sure the spokes did not know more about each other than they needed to.

Compartmentalization was not distrust. It was the specific discipline of someone who understood that the weakest point in any plan was the person who knew too much.

The only people who knew all four targets were in this room.

Lev's target was the Platinum Mirage.

He had looked at it the way he looked at it now, from the outside, twice in the planning period, walking past it at different hours without stopping. It was not a building that advertised its security because its security was the point of it, the wards against magical interference, the pugilists at the door, the very specific clientele that could afford to be inside it.

"The weekly house account is processed in the back office on the ground floor." Sera had told him. "Two pugilists on the floor. One at the counting room door. The account manager is a Lalafell named Gossin who has been employed there for nine years. He is not a fighter."

"The wards." Lev had said.

"Aetheric only. They detect conjured interference, not physical entry." Sera had looked at him. "You are not a conjurer."

"No." He had agreed.

"The pugilists are employed by the Mirage for deterrence." She had continued. "They are not soldiers. They are not expecting someone who is not deterred."

He had thought about this.

"The counting room door." He had said. "Opens inward or out?"

Sera had checked her notes.

"In." She had said.

He had nodded.

Edric's target was Sunsilk Tapestries.

Not the shop itself, not the fabric or the product, but the quarterly ledger vault in the subfloor of the main building, which contained the financial records of Lord Lolorito Nanarito's East Aldenard Trading Company in so far as they intersected with the Tapestries' operations. Sera had spent four weeks establishing what was in that vault and the conclusion she had arrived at was that it contained not only the quarterly accounts but three years of transaction records that Lord Lolorito kept separate from his official Syndicate filings.

The difference between the two sets of numbers was, by Sera's calculation, considerable.

"We take the records." Yucca had said. "All of them. Not to burn. To keep."

Edric had understood immediately.

"Leverage." He had said.

"Eventually." She had said. "Not yet. First they need to not know we have it."

He had looked at her with the expression of someone revising their understanding of the plan's scope upward.

"You are not just robbing them." He had said.

"I am never just doing one thing." She had said.

The tithe walk was Sera's.

She had three people for it and the walk took eleven minutes from the Ruby Road Exchange to the Nald'thal tithe collection point where the Syndicate's religious obligation was processed separately from its commercial accounts. The man who carried it had a name and a route and eleven years of unbroken habit, and habit, Yucca had said in the first planning session, was the most reliable thing you could build a job on, because the people who had it trusted it completely and never saw it as a vulnerability.

She had been right, as far as Sera could determine.

The carrier had not varied his route in eleven years by more than thirty seconds.

"The distraction." Yucca said, on the ninth day. "Edric."

"The Alchemists' Guild records building." He said. "Owned by Lord Harsten. Documentation of three noble estate holdings in Thanalan, the ones that adjoin the outer wall territory the Sultanate has been trying to reclaim." He paused. "The records that establish those holdings as legally acquired are in that building."

"If those records burned." Yucca said.

"The legal basis for the holdings becomes considerably less clear." He said. "Which is not our primary purpose today but is not nothing."

"The people in the building."

"Clear by midday on the day." He said. "I have established a reason for all of them to be elsewhere."

"Harsten himself."

"Syndicate luncheon. He will be at the Platinum Mirage's upper room." He paused. "The one Lev will not be entering."

"The fire is controlled."

"I have someone who knows what they are doing." Edric said. "The neighboring buildings are clear. This is surgical, not spectacular."

Yucca looked at him.

"Surgical is not the message." She said. "Spectacular is the message. But nobody who does not deserve it gets burned." She held his gaze. "That is the line. If anything changes on the day and the line cannot hold, we pull back." She said it with the finality of something that had been decided long ago. "No innocent bodies. No servants. No children. No one who is not choosing to be in the way." She paused. "But the building can burn."

Edric nodded.

She reached into her coat and set something on the table. A coin, rough-pressed, sand-colored, with a hare on one face.

She set down four of them.

One for each target.

sand coin

You cannot starve what learned to eat the dark.

You cannot stop what has already started.

Evolution
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✦ III.The Morning

The day came in white at the edges.

Yucca was on the Wellroad before dawn, walking it twice in the dark the way she always verified things she already knew, her feet reading the surface, her eyes adjusting the positions she had placed on the map against the reality of standing in them. Two alcoves moved by ten paces. One position eliminated in favor of a higher angle.

The Sand Court had been in place since the second bell.

She was in the doorway of an empty building when Lev appeared beside her. He had come from the direction of the Platinum Mirage, which meant he had done his own version of the same walk she had done, the final check that was not mistrust of the planning but respect for the difference between a map and the ground it described.

"The wards are active." He said. "Same configuration as last week."

"They will be all morning." She said. "They do not change them for the account processing, they consider the wards sufficient."

He looked at the end of the road.

"The fire." He said.

"Edric lit it at the third bell." She said. "Brass Blades from the Exchange have been responding for an hour. We have the window."

He was quiet for a moment. Not hesitating. Thinking, which looked different on him, a particular quality of stillness that she had learned to read as engagement rather than absence.

"After." He said.

She looked at him.

"After this morning." He said. "The city is going to know what the Sand Court is. The Brass Blades are going to be looking." He paused. "Not at us specifically. But looking."

"Yes." She said.

"You are prepared for that."

"I have been preparing for it since the beginning." She said. "The point is not to be invisible. The point is to be known for the right things before they can name us for the wrong ones."

He looked at the road. "Understood." He said.

He touched her arm once, brief, the weight of it communicating everything that did not need words, and then he was moving in the direction of the Steps of Thal with the particular ease of someone who intended to own the next fifteen minutes of it.

She watched him go.

Then she turned back to the road and waited for the carts.

We are the evolution.

We are the debt they forgot to count.

We are the sand.

Evolution
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✦ IV.Simultaneously

The carts came at the twenty-third minute past first bell.

Two of them, heavy in the way that money was heavy, chocobos who had been doing this long enough to be bored by it, fifteen men in the arrangement she had memorized, the Brass Blades on the outside, Guild security closer to the carts, the Surveyors riding on the first one with the professional composure of men who handled money for other people.

The signal came through the morning street noise like weather.

The Sand Court moved.

Three streets over and four minutes earlier, Lev walked into the Platinum Mirage.

The pugilist at the door was large and experienced and accustomed to being the reason people decided not to come in. He looked at Lev with the professional assessment of someone measuring a problem and doing the arithmetic.

The arithmetic was not in his favor and he was experienced enough to know it.

"The counting room." Lev said. "Gossin. I need five minutes of his time."

The pugilist looked at him.

He stepped aside.

The floor of the Platinum Mirage at this hour had the particular quality of a place between its natures, the gaming tables folded and covered, the ambient magic of the wards a low hum in the air that Lev had learned to identify as the specific sensation of something monitoring for interference that was not him. He walked through it without looking at it.

The counting room door was at the back left, guarded by another pugilist who made the same calculation as the first one and arrived at the same conclusion.

"I need to go in." Lev said.

The pugilist looked at the door. He looked at Lev. He looked at the door again.

He moved.

Lev opened the door, which opened inward.

Gossin looked up from his ledger with the expression of someone whose morning had suddenly become something he had not prepared for. He was small even by Lalafell standards, with the precise and slightly haunted look of someone who handled large numbers in small rooms for long periods.

"The weekly account." Lev said. He set a sand coin on the desk. "Where is it."

Gossin looked at the coin.

He looked at Lev.

He pointed at the locked chest on the shelf to his left with the resigned expression of someone who had run the calculation and found that the chest was not worth what it was being asked to cost him.

The chest opened. The coin and the tallied bills of exchange inside it were transferred with quiet efficiency. The sand coin stayed on the desk.

"You were not here." Lev said.

"I was never here." Gossin said, and meant it in a way that suggested he had developed this capacity for philosophical flexibility over a long career in this building.

Lev walked out through the floor and through the door and back into the Steps of Thal morning without anyone finding a reason to stop him.

In the Wellroad, Yucca stepped into the road.

She had the look she had when she was entirely certain of a thing, the quiet look, the one that had nothing to prove because the proof was already prepared and waiting.

"The transfer is done." She said, loudly enough for all fifteen. "You are carrying someone else's money to make someone else richer. There are twenty-nine of us and fifteen of you and this is not a negotiation." She paused. "Anyone who walks away walks away healthy. We have no interest in you." Another pause. "The carts are different."

Four Brass Blades walked immediately. Three Guild security followed. The remaining eight reached a different conclusion, the conclusion that their job was their job and they were not going to be the ones who explained the alternative outcome to their employers.

It was fast the way it needed to be.

Edric worked the right side with the methodical precision she trusted him for, not anger, which was imprecise, but something colder and more reliable. The eight who had stayed were down before the remaining escort reconsidered their position, none of them dead, all of them sufficiently educated about the mathematics of today.

The carts emptied in four minutes.

She stood at the first cart and watched it go, coin and ingot and bonds moving into the city the way water moved into sand, completely and without hesitation.

The senior Surveyor looked at her from the cart. Twenty years of doing this. The specific outrage of a professional identity being comprehensively dismantled.

"You know what this city does to people like you." He said.

"I know what this city does to people like them." She said, and gestured at the Wellroad around her, at the city beyond it, at everything the Wellroad led to and from.

She put a sand coin in his breast pocket.

"Tell them." She said. "Tell all of them. The Sand Court sends their regards."

In the Steps of Nald, a man named Bertaud who had been walking the same eleven-minute route for eleven years rounded a corner and found Sera standing in it with two people on either side of her and an expression that communicated the situation clearly.

He had the particular composure of a man who was carrying something that was not his and therefore had a limited amount of personal investment in its continued safety.

The locked box changed hands.

A sand coin appeared on the stones where it had been.

Bertaud stood in the empty street for a moment and then turned and walked back the way he had come, which was the only sensible thing to do.

In the subfloor of Sunsilk Tapestries, Edric found the vault where Sera had told him it was and opened it the way Sera had told him it would open and removed the contents with the systematic care of someone who understood that these particular papers were worth more intact than they were worth burned.

He replaced them with a sand coin and a single sheet of paper.

The paper said: We know what the second ledger says. Keep that in mind. The Sand Court.

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✦ V.The Distribution

It happened over three days, in the way she had planned it.

The Forgotten woke up to find weighted purses on their doorsteps, in their window boxes, inside the shoes left outside their doors, in the way of things left by someone who knew where they lived and had been careful not to be seen doing it. The amounts were not equal because the need was not equal, Sera's accounting applied with the precision she brought to everything. A family of six with a sick child had something different in their purse than a widow who was managing and would manage better.

There was a sand coin with each one.

The people who could not be reached by purse were reached by other means. The dry goods vendor at the outer market who had extended credit to three families beyond what his own accounts could absorb found his tab cleared. The physicker in the lower city who had been treating fever patients without payment for two months found a locked box outside his door with enough to cover six more. The woman who ran the water distribution point at the outer wall camp found a note that said the well fees for the camp's next season had been handled and was invited to spend the money she would have spent on them on something else.

Nobody knew who.

Everyone knew the name on the coins.

The Brass Blades investigation was open within the first day.

The Monetarists were loudly and specifically furious in ways that revealed, to anyone paying attention, exactly which parts of what they had lost mattered most to them, which Yucca noted and filed for later.

Lord Lolorito was silent, which was more interesting.

A man who had three years of transactions in a vault that had been compromised had reasons to be silent that a man who had simply lost money did not. His silence was the silence of someone calculating exposure, and Yucca watched it from a distance and understood that the leverage was already working even though she had not used it yet.

The Syndicate issued a statement. The Sultana issued a statement. The Immortal Flames increased their presence in the Steps of Thal for a week and then gradually reduced it when nothing further happened, because nothing further happened, because Yucca had planned the silence after the event as carefully as she had planned the event itself.

The lower city asked about the Sand Court and the lower city said it did not know, which was the answer the lower city always gave when it knew exactly what it knew and had decided that the person asking was not owed the information.

The Brass Blades collected descriptions that did not match each other.

The sand coins appeared in three separate reports as evidence, evidence whose primary value was symbolic rather than investigative, which was entirely the point.

Yucca heard the summary from Sera in the room above the bar. The map was gone. The table was a table again, cups and papers and one of Edric's knives that he left everywhere. Lev sat across from her with his cup and the particular quality he had after a job was done well, not satisfaction exactly, something quieter, the specific ease of a person who had done the thing they are good at and found it was enough.

"Lolorito." She said.

"Still silent." Sera said. "His legal team has been in the Tapestries building for two days."

"Let them look." Yucca said. "They will not find what they are looking for."

She looked at the table.

She thought about the weight she felt in people, the specific gravity of lives, what it felt like when something that had been pressing too long in one direction shifted. She had felt it across the city for three days, in the streets and the market and the outer camp, a collective exhale that had no sound but had a weight she could read.

"We are not done." She said.

"I know." Edric said from the doorway. He had the look of someone with a next name already prepared.

Lev looked at her across the table.

She looked back.

"Tell me." She said, to the room, and Edric sat down and began to speak, and outside the bar Ul'dah moved through its evening entirely convinced it understood what was in its own walls.

It did not understand yet.

It would.

// Letter — delivered to four members of the Syndicate, the morning after

The scales have been uneven for long enough. We are adjusting them. This was the first adjustment.

The Sand Court

We are the ones you taught to count.

Now count what you have left.

Evolution
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Hunter's Guild ✦ Far Eastern Contracts
Onnen no Niwatori 怨念の鶏
Resentful Poultry Spirit // Active Contract
★★★★★
61,000 gil

Outskirts of Yanxia's rural farmland districts

One feather still warm with residual aether

A resentful chicken spirit has manifested near rural farmsteads in Hingashi after years of mistreatment and slaughter. This Onnen no Niwatori appears at night, crowing with a voice like a funeral bell and pecking victims into unconsciousness. Crops and livestock have suffered greatly. How to identify: oversized spectral rooster with crimson feathers and ember-glowing eyes.

Bonus reward: a livestock warding charm. The contract has sat on the board for two weeks. Make of that what you will.
Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar Yorvasch ✦ A Field Report in Six Parts
61,000 Gil and a Chicken
being the complete and entirely factual account of the Onnen no Niwatori affair, as recorded by no one who wishes to be associated with it

The bounty card said difficulty three stars. It said sixty-one thousand gil and a livestock warding charm. It said oversized spectral rooster with crimson feathers and ember-glowing eyes, which is the kind of sentence that looks very different on paper than it does standing in a flooded rice paddy at midnight while the thing in question is walking toward you.

It did not say anything about the size. The illustration was not to scale. These are facts Yucca Al'Sahra would like entered into the official record.

What follows is the full account of the contract, including but not limited to: one bag of fraudulent supernatural countermeasures, an aether compass acquired for the price of a single earring, a Hrothgar's professional opinion on eating things that were spectral twelve hours ago, and the specific incident that required a priest, a prayer, and two weeks of ongoing management.

Begin where all good disasters begin. At the bounty board, when the number looks compelling and the chicken still seems like a reasonable problem to have.

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✦ Day I.The Commute

The bounty board at NightRaid had described it as a resentful chicken spirit manifesting near rural farmsteads in Hingashi after years of mistreatment and slaughter.

Yucca read it twice. She read it a third time.

"A chicken." She said.

"A spectral chicken." Lev said, from beside her. "Difficulty three stars."

"Three stars." She looked at the board. She looked at the reward. She looked at the board again. "Sixty-one thousand gil."

"And a livestock warding charm."

"Lev." She turned to him with the expression of someone who had faced sea monsters, yokai, a giant squid, several iterations of the same Monetarist problem, and her own supernatural desert origin story, and was now being asked to reckon with poultry. "This is a chicken."

"This is a three-star chicken." He said. "That pecks people into unconsciousness."

She looked at the illustration on the bounty card. Oversized spectral rooster, crimson feathers, ember-glowing eyes, crowing with a voice like a funeral bell.

She looked at Lev.

"Sixty-one thousand." She said.

"And a charm."

"We are doing this." She said, and took the card.

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The journey to Yanxia took two days on chocobos and one boat crossing that Yucca spent sitting in the exact center of the vessel with both hands flat on the deck and her ears at the specific angle that meant she was managing something internally and preferred not to discuss it.

Lev did not discuss it.

He did, at one point on the second day, observe that the farmland districts of Yanxia were known for their scenic rice paddies and traditional architecture, which was genuinely beautiful in the early morning light.

"I am aware." Yucca said, from behind him on the road, her eyes already scanning the perimeter of every structure they passed. "I am also aware that somewhere in those scenic rice paddies there is a very large angry ghost chicken."

"Spectral rooster." He said.

"I know what I said." She said.

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✦ Day II.The Investigation

The village nearest the reported sightings was small and tired in the particular way of places that have been having a problem long enough that the problem has become part of daily life.

The headman met them at the edge of the settlement with the expression of someone who had been asked about this before and had run out of ways to explain it.

"The Onnen no Niwatori." He said, in the careful tone of someone who did not like saying the name out loud. "It began three seasons ago. First the crowing. Then the livestock. Then Kenji." He paused. "Kenji is fine now. But he wakes up screaming when he hears roosters."

"How big is it?" Yucca asked.

The headman considered this. He spread his arms. Yucca looked at the span.

"That." She said.

"When it is calm." He said. "When it is angry it is." He spread his arms wider. Then wider still. Then he ran out of arm and simply gestured expansively at the general concept of the horizon.

Yucca wrote something in her notebook.

"Has anyone tried to communicate with it?" She asked.

The headman looked at her.

"Kenji tried." He said. "That is why Kenji wakes up screaming."

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The farmers were more specific. An elderly woman who had been working rice paddies in this district for sixty years told them that the spirit had appeared first near the old Hamasaki farm, which had historically maintained the largest chicken operation in the area and had, by all accounts, done so with the specific efficiency of people who had decided that chickens were a resource rather than creatures.

"Very bad treatment." She said, with the compressed judgment of someone who had been saying this for decades about the Hamasaki family and had been ignored. "For many years. Very, very bad treatment." She looked at Yucca. "The chickens remember."

"The chickens." Yucca said.

"All of them." The woman said. "The Onnen no Niwatori carries them all. Every chicken the Hamasaki farm ever had. Every one."

Yucca wrote: many chickens. spiritually accumulated. She showed it to Lev. He looked at it.

"Accurate." He said.

A young farmer named Daichi told them that it appeared always after midnight, always crowing three times before it attacked.

"Three crows." He said. "Like a bell. Like a funeral bell. Then it comes."

"And then?" Yucca said.

"And then." He said. "You run." He paused. "Or you become Kenji."

"What exactly happened to Kenji?"

Daichi was quiet for a moment. "He was found in the rice paddy." He said. "Unconscious. Covered in peck marks. Arranged." Another pause. "Neatly."

Yucca and Lev looked at each other.

"The chicken arranged him neatly?" Yucca said.

"Very neatly." Daichi said. "Face up. Arms at his sides. Like he was laid out." He shuddered. "That is the part Kenji finds hardest to discuss."

Yucca wrote: organized chicken. malevolent AND tidy.

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✦ Day II, Afternoon.The Preparation
// Expense Report: Items of Questionable Efficacy

The market in the nearest town had the specific quality of markets near places with ongoing supernatural problems, which was that a percentage of the vendors had pivoted entirely to selling things that claimed to address supernatural problems.

Yucca went through it with the focused energy of someone who had been waiting for exactly this.

"No." Lev said, before she picked anything up.

"You do not know what I am going to buy."

"I know you are going to buy something that does not work and that someone sold you for three times what it is worth." He said. "This is a pattern."

"I have street sense." She said, already examining a bundle of dried herbs tied with red string that a woman behind a small stall was describing as extremely efficacious against poultry-based spiritual manifestations.

"You are the leader of a criminal organization in Ul'dah." He said.

"Alleged." She said.

"You organize and execute operations against the Monetarists."

"Occasionally."

"You have supernatural golden eyes and the spirit of a desert deity living behind them."

"That is a simplification but yes."

"And you are about to be sold herbs by a woman who wrote the word efficacious on a sign with incorrect spelling."

Yucca looked at the sign. She looked at the herbs. She bought them.

She also bought a small ceramic disc described as a spiritual anchor, a spray bottle of something that smelled of salt water and someone's opinion about purification, three sticks of incense in a color that roosters apparently found spiritually intimidating, and a paper talisman blessed by a monk who had been there recently.

Then the last vendor. She was older, set slightly apart, with the quality of someone who had been operating in the supernatural market for a long time. On her table, half-hidden under a cloth, a small brass instrument with a needle inside a sealed case and markings around the edge that were not decorative.

Yucca picked it up. The needle moved. Not randomly. It tracked, slow and definite, toward the west, which was the direction the Onnen no Niwatori had been reported approaching from consistently.

"Aether compass." The woman said. "Calibrated for spiritual disturbance. The needle orients to the strongest source of resentful energy within a malm radius."

"What do you want for it?" Yucca said.

The woman looked at her. "Your earring. The small gold one on the left."

Yucca's hand went to her ear. A small gold hoop, nothing special, she had six of them from a market in Kugane.

"Done." She said, and took out the earring.

Lev looked at the exchange. "You just traded an earring that cost you two gil for a brass instrument."

"An aether-calibrated brass instrument." Yucca said, holding it up. The needle continued to point west with absolute conviction. "This works, Lev. Look at it."

"She could have set it before she sold it."

"She could not have." Yucca looked at the needle. "It is tracking something. Look at how steady it is."

"It is a needle in a box."

"It is a directional supernatural detection device and it is tracking the chicken."

"You do not know that."

"West." She said. "The chicken comes from the west. The needle is pointing west." She put the compass in her coat with the satisfied expression of someone who had made an excellent acquisition. "I am very good at this."

Lev looked at the woman who had the earring. The woman caught his eye and gave him the small nod of someone who had just made a transaction they were comfortable with. He looked back at Yucca, who was organizing her bag of supernatural countermeasures with complete confidence.

He did not say anything else about the compass.

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✦ Day II, Night.The Ambush
// Field Note: The Chicken Had Different Plans

They set up in the rice paddy at the eleventh bell. Yucca had chosen the position based on the sightings reports, the direction of approach, and, she noted pointedly, the aether compass, which was pointing west with the same steady conviction it had shown in the market and had been showing for the past three hours.

"Still pointing west." She said, checking it for the fourth time.

"I see that." Lev said.

"Still working."

"I see that too."

"You could acknowledge that I was right."

"I am thinking about it." He said.

The rice paddy at midnight had the particular quality of rice paddies everywhere, which was that it was cold and wet and the frogs had opinions about this and were sharing them continuously. Yucca was crouched behind a raised berm with her bag of countermeasures organized in the order she intended to deploy them. Lev was positioned ten paces to her right with a line of sight to the western approach.

The compass needle moved. Not west. North.

"Lev." She said.

"I know." He said, already turning.

The first crow came from the north. It landed on the night air like something dropped from a height, heavy and resonant and entirely wrong. Not a rooster. Not a bird. Something that had learned what a rooster sounded like from a distance and was doing its best interpretation without the actual instructions. The second crow. The third crow.

She looked north.

The Onnen no Niwatori was approximately the size of a small house. This was not what the bounty card had prepared her for.

"The illustration." She said, to no one in particular. "Was not to scale."

"No." Lev agreed, his hand already on the gunbreaker.

The spectral rooster stood in the northern paddy with its ember eyes illuminating the rice and its crimson feathers moving in a wind that was not coming from anywhere, and it looked at them with the specific quality of something that had been angry for a very long time and had just found a new focus for that anger. It tilted its head. It looked directly at Yucca.

"Okay." She said. "Okay. We are doing this." She reached into her bag. "I have prepared for this."

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The herbs did nothing. She had known, somewhere in the back of her mind that she was not consulting right now, that the herbs were going to do nothing. She threw them anyway because she had bought them and she was committed to the investment. The rooster stepped over them.

"The disc." She said, pulling out the ceramic spiritual anchor. She placed it on the ground between them. The rooster stepped over it.

"I am running out of items." Yucca said.

"You bought six items." Lev said, from her left, where he was doing the actual work of keeping the entity from reaching her. "How many have worked?"

"We are still alive so arguably all of them." She grabbed the spray bottle. "This is purification water."

"That is salt water and someone's opinion about purification."

"It is purification water." She sprayed it at the rooster. The rooster walked through it.

"KICK IT, IT'S A CURSE." She said, and threw the spray bottle.

The spray bottle bounced off the spectral rooster's chest and landed in the paddy with a small splash. The rooster was not kicked. The rooster was not deterred. The rooster was, if anything, more focused.

"Yucca." Lev said.

"I have the incense."

"Yucca."

"I am lighting the incense."

"The rooster is."

"I KNOW WHERE THE ROOSTER IS." She lit the incense with hands that were entirely steady because she had decided they were going to be entirely steady. The incense was the specific color that roosters apparently found spiritually intimidating. The rooster found it spiritually unintimidating.

It reared back and came down with both feet and the impact sent her sideways into the paddy with a splash that was not small. She came up out of the water with rice in her ears and the talisman in her hand.

"THE TALISMAN." She announced, holding it up.

"That was blessed by a monk who was not present." Lev said. He was between her and the rooster now.

"He had been there recently." She said. "Very recently."

"Yucca."

"I am not giving up on the talisman."

"I know." He fired twice and the rooster recoiled. "I have a different suggestion."

"I am listening." She said, getting up out of the paddy.

"The resentment." He said, still between her and the spirit. "It is not just resentment. It is unfinished grief. The chickens did not only suffer. They were never mourned." He looked at her over his shoulder. "Someone needs to mourn them."

She looked at him. She looked at the rooster. She looked at him.

"You want me to eulogize the chicken." She said.

"I want you to acknowledge the chickens." He said. "All of them. What was done to them. What was owed to them." He fired again. "You can feel the weight of this. I know you can."

She could. She had been feeling it since the first crow, the specific and terrible gravity of accumulated harm turned to something that moved through the world without a direction for it. Not evil. Something older than evil. Something that was only anger because anger was the only shape available.

She put down the talisman. She stepped forward.

"Lev." She said.

"Yes."

"Move."

He moved. She stood in front of the Onnen no Niwatori in a flooded rice paddy at midnight, covered in water and rice, with the aether compass in her hand and its needle pointed directly at the space between her and the rooster, and she looked at it with the gold eyes that had learned to see what was owed and what was not, and she said what needed to be said.

She said it the way she said things that mattered, without performance, with the specific weight of someone who knew what it was to be counted as nothing and had not forgotten. She named what had been done. She named what had not been given. She named the lives, which was not something she had ever done before for chickens but found, in the moment, was not different in kind from the other namings she had done.

The rooster went still. Its ember eyes dimmed. Its feathers settled. One feather, crimson, still warm with residual aether, drifted free and fell into the paddy between them.

Yucca picked it up.

The rooster looked at her for a long moment. Then it turned and walked west, still enormous, still spectral, but quieter, and disappeared into the dark between the paddies without another crow.

The frogs resumed their opinions.

Yucca stood in the flooded paddy with the feather in her hand. "That." She said. "Was a lot of chicken for sixty-one thousand." She looked at the feather. "Sixty-one thousand."

"And a charm." Lev said, from behind her.

She turned around. He was looking at her with the expression he had when he was not going to say something and the not-saying it was communicating something.

"The compass worked." She said.

"The compass worked." He agreed.

She put it in her coat. "Good trade." She said.

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✦ Day III, Morning.The Incident
// See Also: Decisions of Questionable Wisdom / Ongoing Consequences

The rooster had left the feather and also, in the area where it had manifested, a significant portion of its physical residue, because spectral roosters that had been partially pacified apparently shed. This was information that had not been in the bounty card.

Yucca was covered in it by the time they collected the required trophy feather. She was also looking at the larger feathers with an expression Lev had not seen before.

"No." He said.

"I have not said anything."

"You are looking at it."

"I am assessing the situation."

"You are looking at it the way you looked at the fish in Kugane."

She turned to him with the dignity of someone whose position was entirely reasonable. "Lev." She said. "This spirit manifested because of years of suffering and neglect. We have addressed that. We have provided acknowledgment, performed the necessary spiritual accounting, collected the trophy." She gestured at the area around them. "This is just chicken now."

"It was a spectral rooster."

"It was a spectral rooster. It is now chicken."

"Yucca."

"Sixty-one thousand gil worth of chicken." She said. "I am being economical."

She cooked the chicken on a fire that she built with the focused efficiency of someone who had made worse decisions than this one and been fine. Lev sat nearby and said several things, all of which she heard and none of which she incorporated into her decision-making process. The chicken smelled genuinely good. She ate it. He did not eat it.

"You should eat something." She said.

"I will eat something that was not a spectral entity twelve hours ago." He said.

"It was delicious." She said.

"I know." He said. "That is not the point."

She licked her fingers. Nothing happened. "See." She said. "Fine."

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✦ Day V & Ongoing.Residual Effects
// Incident Classification: Ongoing / See Priest Immediately

The feathers started on the morning of the fifth day. Not many. Two, on her left arm, which she noticed when she was getting dressed and which she looked at for a long moment before showing Lev.

He looked at them. He looked at her. He looked at them again.

"Say nothing." She said.

"I was not going to say anything." He said.

"You were composing something." She said. "I could see it."

"I was composing nothing." He said. "I was simply observing."

"I need a priest." She said. "Or a monk. Or someone in the spiritual mitigation field who is available on short notice." She pulled her sleeve down. "And do not tell anyone about this."

"Who would I tell?"

"I mean it, Lev."

"I understand." He said. "I will tell no one about the feathers."

"Or the." She stopped.

He waited.

"Or the sound." She said, with great control. "That I made. This morning. When I was surprised by the feathers."

He said nothing.

"It was a sound." She said. "It was involuntary. It does not reflect my general character or capabilities."

"Of course not." He said.

"It will not happen again once the priest addresses the situation."

"Naturally." He said.

The priest in the village was an older man who had been doing this kind of work for forty years and had the specific quality of someone who had seen the full range of spiritual contamination outcomes and found this one unremarkable. He performed a ritual that took twenty minutes. The feathers receded.

"Done?" She said.

"Done." He said. "Though." He looked at her carefully. "There may be some residual effect. Minor. Should resolve on its own."

"What kind of residual effect?"

"Nothing significant." He said. "Occasional. Situational."

She looked at him. "Define situational."

He defined it. She looked at him for a long moment.

"That." She said.

"Yes."

"Only when stressed."

"Only under significant emotional stimulation." He said. "Fear, anger, surprise."

"How long?"

"It will pass." He said. "Probably."

She walked out of the priest's house with the expression of someone who had made a decision and was prepared to continue living with its consequences.

Three weeks later, in the middle of a tense negotiation with a Monetarist supplier, Yucca leaned across the table with her gold eyes and her absolute composure and said something that made the supplier reconsider his position entirely. He agreed to the new terms. There was a silence. From the direction of Yucca, very quietly, came a sound that was not entirely consistent with the silence. She straightened. She fixed the supplier with a look that communicated that this conversation had reached its conclusion. She stood up and walked out.

Edric, who had been against the wall, waited until she had cleared the door. Then he looked at Lev.

Lev was looking at the ceiling.

"I will explain later." Lev said.

"Please do." Edric said.

The bounty report, filed with NightRaid approximately one week after the event, read as follows: Target: Onnen no Niwatori. Status: Resolved. Method: Spiritual acknowledgment, aether-assisted. Trophy collected. No civilian casualties. Minimal property damage. Additional notes: The bounty card description of the entity's size was not accurate. Recommend revision. We will not be taking poultry contracts in future. Signed, Y. Al'Sahra and L. Yorvasch. P.S. The livestock warding charm is appreciated. The 61,000 gil is also appreciated. Neither of us is going to explain the feathers.

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar ✦ Points Hope
A Shot in the Dark
(Or Three Barrels Trying)
training, bad aim, and the diplomatic silence of a very large hrothgar
Part IPublic Safety Concern

Points Hope was quiet.

Too quiet.

Lev noticed it the moment he stepped past the main path. The fire pit unattended, bedrolls abandoned, not a soul in sight. Even the supply crates looked like they had been left mid-organization, as if everyone had simply evaporated between one breath and the next.

He rested a hand on the grip of his gunblade on instinct.

"Hello?"

A hand shot out from behind the largest tent and grabbed a fistful of his collar.

He was yanked sideways with enough force to make his boots scrape dirt, and suddenly he was pressed against canvas with six people, two chocobos, and what felt like a very stressed atmosphere all packed into a space built for maybe three.

Narissian pressed his beak against Lev's shoulder in greeting. Duke simply stared at him with the hollow thousand-yalm expression of a bird who had seen things.

"What in the..." He started.

"Shhhh." Edric pressed a finger to his lips with the urgency of a man who had transcended fear and arrived somewhere quieter and worse.

CRACK.

The sound split the air. Something punched through the side of the tent canvas not a hand's width above Lev's head, and a single dark feather drifted down from Duke's tail in a lazy spiral. Narissian immediately stretched his neck sideways and caught the feather in his beak. He then spent the next several seconds attempting, with great seriousness, to press it back into Duke's tail where it had come from. Duke accepted this without comment.

Lev stared at the hole in the tent.

Then he looked at the assembled crowd. Edric, Sera, three other members of camp staff and two chocobos, all crouched like they were weathering a siege.

"What is happening?" He said, very carefully.

Edric pointed.

Lev peered around the edge of the tent.

Yucca stood in the open stretch of ground on the far side of the camp, feet planted wide, ears angled forward in concentration. She held a revolver in both hands. Ornate, clearly Garlean-make, with the kind of engraving that suggested it had been very expensive and possibly decorative by original intent. She was aiming at three barrels arranged in a loose triangle about thirty yalms ahead of her.

She fired again.

CRACK.

The leftmost barrel was completely unharmed. A small explosion of dirt jumped up about two fulms to its right. Narissian flinched. Edric closed his eyes.

Lev pulled back behind the tent.

"How long has this been going on?"

"About forty minutes." Sera whispered. "She bought it off a Lalafell merchant who came through selling salvaged Garlean goods. Paid quite a lot for it." She paused. "She said she wanted to impress you."

Lev opened his mouth.

"She has not hit a single barrel." Edric added, in the tone of a man providing testimony at a tribunal.

"She did hit the flagpole." Someone else offered.

"She was aiming at the barrel. The flagpole is in the opposite direction."

Another shot. Lev did not look. He heard Duke make a low, mournful sound.

"Why doesn't someone just..." He started.

Sera turned to him with an expression he had never seen on her face before. It was the look of someone who had considered all the options and found them all catastrophic.

"Because if anyone tells her she is bad at this, she is going to try harder." She said, slowly.

Silence.

Lev looked at Edric. Edric looked at the tent hole. Narissian was still trying to fix Duke's tail.

CRACK.

The second barrel wobbled. Not from a hit. From the shockwave of a bullet passing close enough to be rude.

Lev exhaled through his nose.

"So we are all hiding behind a tent?"

"Correct."

"From Yucca?"

"From Yucca with a revolver and something to prove."

He rubbed the back of his neck and looked again around the canvas edge. She had reloaded. He could see her squinting down the sights with absolute, iron determination, tongue pressed slightly to the corner of her mouth, ears pinned back in focus.

She looked, he thought, extraordinarily proud of herself for a woman who was currently a public safety concern.

He pulled back.

"...Give her ten more minutes." He said.

"That is what we said thirty minutes ago." Edric replied.

Duke warbled. Narissian finally gave up on the feather and ate it.

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Yucca Al'Sahra & Levthgar ✦ Thanalan
Contraband Coming Home
what noble men bring back from places they should not have visited
Part IEleven Minutes

The road from Vesper Bay narrowed where the cliffs pressed closest to the water, and that was exactly why Yucca had chosen it.

She lay flat on the sandstone ledge above, chin resting on her folded arms, watching the dust column in the distance grow thicker with every passing minute. The sun was three hours past its peak. Warm enough to make hired men drowsy and irritable and bad at their jobs. She had counted on that too.

"Fourteen minutes." Lev's voice came from just behind her, low and even the way it always was before something started. He was crouched against the rockface with one hand braced on the stone and his gunblade resting across his knee. "Give or take."

"Eleven." She did not move her eyes from the road. "The second cart is lighter than the first. See how it bounces? Less weight. Whoever packed it had no idea what they were doing, or did not care if the cargo arrived in pieces. Either way they are moving faster than they think."

A pause.

"Eleven." Lev agreed.

She finally rolled to sit, pulling her knees up. Below them the Thanalan road curved between two red walls of cliff before opening into a flat stretch near the old waypost. That was where the shadow would be. That was where guards stopped watching.

"Eight escorts." She counted off on her fingers. "Six on horseback, two riding the carts. The ones on the carts have direct access to the goods, so they are the priority. Take them out first and the mounted ones will hesitate. They are hired men, not loyalists. Lord Cassius Verain does not inspire that kind of devotion."

"You know him?"

"I know his type." She picked a small stone off the ledge and turned it between her fingers. "Old money. Third or fourth generation Ul'dahn nobility trying to stay relevant after his family lost two Syndicate seats thirty years ago. The trip to Garlemald was not ambition. It was panic." She set the stone down. "Garlemean magitek sold to the Syndicate at a premium while the city is already choking. He would have tripled his investment in a month and called himself clever."

"Not happening."

"Definitely not happening." She glanced at him. "What worries me is whether any of those cart guards have been given demonstration pieces to use. Suppression fields, shield generators, the usual Garlean toys. I have seen those things crack a body through leather."

Lev was quiet for a moment. The kind of quiet that meant he was running through options and discarding the bad ones without making a speech about it.

"I go for the lead cart first." He said. "Hit the right side hard, force the column to stop. You take the far guard on the second cart before he gets a hand on anything inside. Once those two are down we have the road."

"And the six mounted."

"Four will split, two hold position behind the carts." He rolled one shoulder. "The ones splitting are running. The two who hold are getting paid enough to try something. We deal with them."

"And if one of them actually activates a magitek unit."

"Then we deal with that too."

She looked at him for a moment. He was not being reckless. She knew the difference now. He was just stating things plainly, the way someone states that the sun rises east because it always has. She had spent years operating alone and alone meant every calculation had to account for every failure because there was no one else to catch it. With Lev the math changed. Not because he was impossible to hurt. Because he did not panic when things got loud.

It was, she had privately decided, one of his better qualities. There were several. She was not going to list them out loud right now because they had a caravan to rob and she needed to focus, but the list existed.

"I want the second cart intact." She turned back to the road. "Whatever Verain bought I want it whole enough for you to take apart properly. If he went all the way to Garlemald some of it will be worth studying before we move it."

"Understood." A small pause. "You are going to enjoy watching me dismantle imperial technology."

"I am going to enjoy not letting it reach Monetarist hands more." She was already almost smiling. "The watching you work part is secondary."

"Sure it is."

She stood and moved to the edge of the ledge, checking the road one last time. The dust column was closer. Eleven minutes had been right. It almost always was, when she was the one counting.

"Ready." She said. Not a question.

"Ready." He said. Also not a question.

Below them, Thanalan waited in the heat and the silence, entirely unaware of what was about to happen to one very expensive and very illegal shipment of Garlemean contraband.

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Part IIEight Against Two

The first cart stopped because Lev stepped into the road.

That was the thing about a Hrothgar with a drawn gunblade standing in the center of a cliff-flanked road at full noon. The lead horse balked before any guard gave an order. The driver yanked the reins on pure reflex. And in the two seconds it took the mounted escorts to register what they were looking at and reach for weapons, Yucca had already dropped from the cliff onto the second cart.

The guard there was fast. She gave him credit for it. He had his hand inside a locked crate before she even landed and he was already turning, a compact magitek device in his grip starting to hum with a low sound that made the air taste like copper.

She kicked it out of his hand and followed with an elbow to his jaw. He sat down hard. She caught the device before it hit the cart floor and turned it over once in her palm.

"Suppression emitter." She tucked it into her belt pouch. "Compact version. That is actually new."

Below her on the road, Lev had two mounted guards pressing at him from different angles and was not moving. She watched him let the first one commit fully, step one direction and not the other, and redirect the blow into empty air with the kind of patience that looked effortless and was absolutely not. The second guard tried to circle and found that Lev had already anticipated it, turning without hurry, the gunblade coming up in a clean arc that caught the flat of the man's sword and sent it spinning into the cliff wall.

It was efficient and a little beautiful and she did not have time to appreciate it properly because the second cart driver had finally found his nerve and was trying to climb down.

She put one foot on his shoulder and pressed him back into his seat.

"You are safer right there." She said pleasantly.

He stayed.

The two guards who had held position behind the carts were circling now, looking for an angle that kept closing on them. One had a crossbow half-raised. The other had something longer and stranger, a Garlean design, barrel too smooth and too uniform to be standard. It hummed faintly. The air around it smelled like ozone.

"Lev." She said, not loud. "Left side. Magitek rifle."

He had already seen it. She watched him close the distance before the man could get proper range, both hands finding the weapon and pulling, using the man's own grip against him. The rifle came free. He reversed his hold on the gunblade in the same motion and the rifleman went down with considerably less ceremony than he had hoped for.

Three down. Two neutralized. Three mounted guards still active on the road.

The crossbow went off. The bolt hit the stone beside her left foot and cracked against the cliff. Close. She dropped off the cart, rolled once, and came up with both blades drawn, reading the shooter's position from the angle of the impact before she even looked at him.

He was already reaching to reload. She closed the distance faster than he expected, because everyone expected the daggers to mean she kept range and she had spent years using that assumption. She went under his guard, hooked his ankle with her heel, and put him on the ground. His crossbow clattered away. She pressed one blade flat against his throat, not cutting, just present.

"Stay." She said.

He stayed.

Yucca looked up across the road. Lev had the last mounted guard by the collar, lifted cleanly off his horse, and was setting him down on the ground with the particular economy of motion of someone who is very large and very tired of this specific situation. The man's feet touched the road and his legs immediately decided they did not work anymore and he sat.

She grinned.

He caught the expression from across the road and something moved in his face that landed somewhere between exasperation and amusement, closer to amusement than he would probably admit.

"Focus." He said.

"I am focused." She stepped back from the man on the ground and sheathed both blades. "I can grin and focus at the same time. I have been doing it for years."

"I know." He said. Which was, she thought, its own kind of concession.

The two remaining mounted guards who had split earlier were gone. The sound of hooves had faded north on the road before the fight had even properly settled. The driver had not moved. The guards who were down stayed down, and the two who were sitting decided without discussion that sitting was the correct choice for the foreseeable future.

The road went quiet. Somewhere behind the cliffs, very far away, the sea said something to itself and let it go.

Lev walked back toward the center of the road carrying the confiscated magitek rifle in both hands, examining it with the focused interest he got around technology he had not seen before. She pulled the suppression emitter back out of her pouch and held it toward him.

He took it without looking up. Turned it over. Checked the seam along the casing.

"Compact model." He said. "Garlemald has been working on miniaturizing these for field use. This is not military surplus." He finally raised his eyes. "He spent serious money."

"And now it is our serious money." She looked at him over the rifle. "Good fight."

He looked back at her the same way.

"Good fight." He said.

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Part IIIWhat the Desert Deserves

The crates were heavier than they looked. They almost always were.

Yucca had the lead cart open and was crouched over the contents with the kind of focused stillness she usually reserved for poisons she had not identified yet. Inside, packed in treated cloth and Garlean insulation foam, were three full magitek units. Heavy. Expensive. The kind of thing that did not belong in Ul'dah at all, and definitely not in the hands of the men who already controlled everything that happened there.

She was quiet for a moment, looking at them.

"People would have died for these." She said. Not dramatically. Just as a fact, the way you name a thing to make it real and not let it float away into abstraction.

Lev stopped beside her and looked into the crate. "People die for less in this city."

"Yes." She straightened. "Which is why you are going to take these apart very carefully, we are going to sell the components to people who will use them for something reasonable, and sixty percent of the proceedings go to Zahira's kitchen fund."

He looked at her. "Sixty."

"She is feeding forty children, Lev."

"I was not arguing." He moved to the other end of the crate. "I was confirming."

She grabbed her end. He grabbed his. Together they lifted.

Edric was waiting at the waypost with the wagon, as arranged, leaning against the wheel with the particular patience of a man who had learned that operations always ran eleven minutes late and had simply adjusted his entire internal clock to match. He looked at the crates. He looked at the two of them. He looked back at the crates.

"Any complications?" He said.

"Eight guards." Yucca set down her end and rolled her shoulder once. "Two had magitek equipment. One had a rifle we did not know about."

"And?"

"And now we have it." She pulled the suppression emitter back out of her belt pouch and handed it to him. "Inventory that with the rest. Lev will want to look at everything before we price it."

Edric took it, turned it over once in a way that suggested he did not know what it was and was not going to ask, and set it carefully in the wagon bed.

The transfer took twenty minutes. The horses, scattered individually up the road in different directions, would take someone else's problem to collect. By the time Lord Cassius Verain understood that his shipment was not arriving, there would be nothing left on that road to confirm it had ever been there except a few scuff marks in the sand and one broken crossbow bolt.

When the last crate was loaded and Edric had taken the wagon north toward the city, Yucca stayed where she was for a moment. The road was empty in both directions. The late afternoon light had gone orange and low, running long shadows off the cliffs. She could smell the water on the air, very faint, the way you could sometimes in Thanalan if the wind came from the right direction and you knew what to look for.

Lev stood beside her. He was still examining the magitek rifle, turning one component over in his hand, the same expression she had come to recognize as the start of him understanding how something worked.

"The Syndicate would have had those units in circulation within the month." She said.

"I know."

"And Verain would have had his money, and his seat back, and his relevance, and three dozen more people in this city would be living under something they could not fight."

"I know." He said it the same way both times. Not dismissive. Just the tone of someone who does not need the argument repeated because they were already there when the decision was made.

She looked at him sideways. There was sand in his fur. There was always sand in his fur after anything in Thanalan, which she had pointed out exactly once and which had produced exactly the response she had deserved, which was a long and very patient look.

"You are going to spend three days taking that rifle apart." She said.

"Probably four."

"And then?"

He finally looked up from the component in his hand. "And then I will know how it works." He said. "And then I will know how to stop one, if we ever need to."

She considered this.

"I like how you think." She said.

"I know." He pocketed the component and looked out at the road, where the last of the dust from Edric's wagon was still settling. "Come on. Edric will eat everything if we are not back before dinner."

"He would not dare."

"He absolutely would."

She thought about it and decided he was right and started walking. The road stretched ahead of them, red and quiet and theirs in every way that counted, at least until the next thing that needed doing made its intentions known.

There was always a next thing. That was the nature of a city like Ul'dah, which was hungry and large and never particularly interested in justice unless someone showed up and made it.

She was very good at showing up.

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